I feel like a bad guy..i'm selfish too..to make myself happy, i didn't really put myself in her shoes. I hope she's really ok.

Our relationship is opening up. I don't like the feeling of hiding. I just realised it's painful yesterday.

She make me feel bad. I wish i could dumb my pc away. She doesn't believe she's above all. I don't like to be accused. For now, i hate my computer..