I'm Happy

I realise this long ago, but today, this feeling is so strong.
Sometimes, i'm happy not because of myself, but i'm happy because someone else is happy.

It's wonderful

to have someone to talk to over the phone when you are feeling so tired on your way home
to have someone to dream about
to have someone to cook for you
to have someone to share your woes, happiness
to have someone to whine
to have someone to worry for and be vexed about
to have someone to laugh about, laugh at and laugh with
to have someone to make you realise you are important
to have someone to make you do things you don't normally do
to have someone to feel jealous over
to have someone to make your day
to have someone to make you feel strong
to have someone to make you feel it's a state of bliss
to have someone to make you want to believe
to have someone to wake you up
to have someone to care for you

to have that someone.....

It has become a highway..

It's like a road you travel on
It's like one moment you are here, the next you are gone
It's like there are no U-turn at all
It's like at the speed you are driving at, it doesn't allow any hesitance
It can be rough sometimes, it can be smooth at times as well
It's like no matter how fast or slow you drive, you start noticing what's around you
It can be dangerous, yet it can be safeest route
It can be travelled fast or slow

In the end, you realise it's a highway to a better destination where no shortcuts will take you to...

If i...let you go....

WestLife - If I Let You Go
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? How will I know
If I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
But if I let you go I will never know
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go ?

Merry Christmas

Yet again, it's this time of the year. Festive seasons with happy bells ringing. All year long, many have been waiting for this day. I remembered how i both look forward and dread Xmas. This year, is probably just different, yea, somehow, it's different.

Spread the joy. Enjoy the everything that comes with it. Merry Xmas.!

It's a Rollercoaster Ride

It is like a rollercoaster ride.
You know where you are going.
You know there bound to be ups and down.
You know the thrill and fear that comes with it.
You know there's no turning back.
You know you just got to ride it.
You know the risk involved even though nothing has happened before.
You know it makes you feel like flying sometimes.
You know after this ride, you will missed it.
You know that this ride will be a memorable one.
You know i love this ride.

Friends....

Friends. What is friends? Who can be considered my friends? Who deserve or do not deserve to be my friends? My entire life, much thanks to friends, i grew up, to be the person i am now. Also because of friends, i continue to learn and grow with them. Friends play an important part of my life. I'm sure those reading this knows that. Every single one of you, i want to let you know, you are my friend, true real friend.

It's sometimes very mysterious why we choose who we do as friend. Often we like a person right away based on some intuitive thought or feeling. When asked, we say that it just "felt" right. Other times we may observe someone for a while with admiration, and build up to a formal introduction. Friendship is a wonderful thing and is vitally important for personal growth and success.

Friendship itself is can be sparked by some kind of strange and electric power of attraction. This is what gives it such a terrific and seemingly magical power to tie people together so closely. All the same, our first impressions can often be mistaken. We've all made mistakes before in the friends we've chosen. Often, we'd like to ignore, forget, or believe that we had anything to do with the selection, but we shouldn't. It's these lessons that remind us that we are human and make mistakes, as-well-as the fact that not everyone we meet will enter into a relationship (whether business, personal, etc.), for the same reasons that we do. It's not right or wrong - good or bad. It's just life.

There's really no way to be 100% certain that everyone, or anyone, you choose as a friend will turn out to be a very good friends. Therefore, i am actually contented that i have two very close group of friends, both of which i regarded to be one of the few priorities of my life.

We human tend to look for people who share the same basic values that you do. Honesty, respect, individuality - these are all good qualities that a lot of people share. Having friends with these qualities will make it a lot easier for you to feel relaxed and at ease when you're with them. You want to develop friendships that will be both fun and rewarding - mutually beneficial to all parties involved. One person should never carry the burden of trying to make a relationship "work." It's a two way commmunication

Friends definitely will have different tastes than you do. Sometimes you may feel that a friend is not making a positive choice and discussing it is probably the best solution and choice.. Nothing is more important to friendship than communication and honesty. Friends are people who are willing to stick by you through thick and thin, who will be there when you need them, and will show you the understanding that you in turn give back. A friend you know you can depend on is one you will probably have for life.

There will be times when you feel that a friend of yours is consistently making bad choices, or is not treating you with respect. It is naturally important to see where your friend is coming from, and try to resolve any differences you might have. There are very few things as precious as having good friends, and you should not let them go easily. Hold onto your friendships; let them know you value them and do your best to solve problems as quickly as they arise. Trust your instincts and follow your heart!

For all of that, i really treasure all my friends and i'm thankful to them for what i am today as well.

Till We Part...

I held him in my own hands. I realised he is slightly bigger. His breathing still as fast. I can still remember how fondly everything was then i made him our pet, which eventually became my pet. He was one of the three i've picked. His partner, sadly, died one year before him. It brought great amount of grief and sadness to my mother and me.

I still remember how when i first held him in my hands, he was tiny. His eyes could barely open then. He was prominent out of the two, because of his grey colour fur. He was the better pet as well, because he doesn't bite, but he's always bullying Miu Miu in the initial stages of his life, before he was being bullied after that, few months before Miu Miu passed away.

He was fatter in some sense, because of his greediness. Though not as clever (he can never figure his own way home). Now that he's old (more than 2 years, or rather, 26 months old to be exact come next week), the fear is there. I didn't managed to send Miu Miu off well, and i don't want it to happen to ShooBing as well. He seems to be getting weaker day by day. No longer can i see his 'glorious' days whereby he would spinned his wheels, fast and loud, to make himself known in some sense.

He used to bite at strangers. He used to grine his teeth onto the cage grills. He used to run around actively. But now, everything slows down. He still sleep at his favourite spot with his favourite position. Which i'll fondly remember for the rest of my life. His furs began dropping, the concern exists, the fear arrives. Whatever it is, i really hope to spend some time with him, whom did meant something to me, before he left this very world.

Walk Your Own Journey

Never compare your journey with someone else’s. It’s a marathon with no finish line. Someone else may start out faster than you, may seem to progress more quickly than you, but every runner has his own pace. Your journey is your journey, not a competition. You will never “arrive”. No one ever does.

What Is Love?

What is love
Love is joy
Love is pain
Love is a feeling that cannot be explained
Love is what make one feel for another
So powerful
So true

-from Joe Barker-

Until it's actually, bittersweet.

-Continued-

Loving someone could be so wonderful yet so painful. It is because with the greatest love, comes the deepest hurt. Thus, we should always be cautious in love so that we will not be encountering same heartaches. We love, get hurt, and learn before giving our heart again to someone. However, we should never be afraid to love again.

What Hurts The Most?

The feeling right now, feel like bring in a coma state. It's like being in a 50-50 comatose in a hospital. There you are, comfortably lying on the bed, but yet, unconsciously bleeding. There you are, sleeping so softly and peacefully, but yet, silently hurting. There you are, continuously breathing but yet, slowly coping with everything else.

If only I’ve a time machine, I would rather be single up to the present moment, the old says it is better to have loved and lost then to never have love at all, and I found that it’s partially true because if you ever found someone you really love and at the end of the day, they changed and leave for better, what is left was just a bitten memory. It may seem to be nice and so lucky to have someone at the corner of the world still care and think of them everyday, but what it is sometimes nil, null and near impossible. Sometimes, it's just sinking the deep ocean, where sunshine hardly remain in touch and what surrounds is just dark and cold water.

-to be continued....-

=)

看了那部戏，勾起了一些些的回忆。那无意间也看到了一切。她那在我脑海消失以久的灿烂笑容。突然之间，真的为她感到高兴，她是幸福的。

What If?

What if today was your last daY?
What if tomorrow is too late?
Could you have said goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live your moment like your last?
Leave the old memories in the past?

怎么说呢？

突然之间，好想把最近的东西都一一地写下来。

工作方面，简直是吃尽了酸甜苦辣。刚刚才换了个位子。总觉得还不错，但是很冷，真的很冷。对一个很怕冷的我来说，也是一点点的折磨。工作缓慢了下来，也慢慢地开始能喘口气。同事们一个一个地走，来应征的人，也一个一个地出现。拒绝了三个出国的机会，好以让自己能好好地专注在学业上以及跟朋友一起疯狂的玩。

学业方面是个好沉重的压力。这次的学业好像退步了不少，令我感到许多的失望。要在工作和学业上找到一个平衡点真的很不容易。但我觉得我已经在努力了。希望这次的考试，我不会搞得一塌糊涂。自从决定再次打开书本的那天，我就告诉自己我得把书念好。很庆幸的，我做到了。但对于这次的学业，我没有信心而只有无比的压力。

十二月终于来临。期待已久的十二月真的终于来了。这个月也是在这一年里最好玩的一天。购物，疯狂，大吃大喝，拍照，还有许多我好想做的东西，一时也想不起来。

现在的我放长假，心情也跟着愉快起来。希望那飘浮不定的情绪再也不会回来了。

噢！还有！好喜欢我现在的部落格。谢谢你。=）

快来。。。

真的好想它快点来。