So frustrating. Every night, each time i log on to my msn, for sure, if someone is online, he will ask me how's my day. My answer would be 'normal lo'. That has been the answer to his question every night. Then we ponder over how would a day be perfect, so perfect that i would answer him 'perfect' one day. Don't even mention about a perfect day, even a good day is tough for me now.
My rantings and previous rubbish appears to be of no intereststo anyone i know. Some may think i'm just being emo. Some may think it's just me. But seriously, it's because i don't know what other channels can i pour.
Some thought i'm just being useless. Some thought i've already recovered. The fact that i didn't poured out is because i choose not to talk about it, even though i very much wanted to. It's not something i'm super proud of, and certainly it's not something i'm happy about. I don't want people to think i'm pathetic as well.
I don't like what i'm feeling. I don't like how i'm feeling. I don't even know how i should feel. Everyday, i'm planning what should i do in coming days so that i can keep myself occupied. I don't know if i'm being stupid or fucked up. I don't want anyone to think i'm irritating to keep sharing such things which is totally unrelated to them. But as much as it is, this whole issue means the world to me. All because it's bloody irritating.
No one knows how much i wanted to quit my job. No one knows how dreadful i am, working in where i am. All because she got this job for me. All because i always see things i don't like to see. I know it's stupid if i quit, but seriously it's torturous. I'm still hanging on.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
The Bravery Of A Mother
This is a very touching blog of how a lady fought the battle of her cancer and live life so positively. In the end, she passed away peacefully, leaving two children and a wonderful husband behind.
Check it out --> (http://shinscancerblog.blogspot.com)
Got to know this through of a friend of mine
Check it out --> (http://shinscancerblog.blogspot.com)
Got to know this through of a friend of mine
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Bad 牛 Year for Those Born in the Year of Ox
I don't know why. It's just that everything aren't going my way right from the start of this year. Perhaps, i thought things would be better when i stepped foot into Lunar New year, into the year of OX, afterall, i'm born in the year of OX. Perhaps what i read is really happening. Every readings of the Zodiac for Ox aren't good in the Year of Ox. There you go, the reading of those born in the Year 1985. For the rest, you can check out this website --> (http://www.chinesefortunecalendar.com/2009/2009Zodiac.htm)
If your birthday is before February 4, then your astrological sign is Rat, not Cow. (Verify Your Sign)
Cow people should have a nice Rat year in 2008. Many things end up with their expectation. However, it won't be the same in the year of Cow. Many Unlucky Stars are coming to Cow people and there is no strong Lucky Stars coming to help them. Therefore, the fortune of 2009 is unstable and unpredictable. Troubles and obstacles will appear soon or later and wait for the challenge. Cow people need to pay attention on everything during the entire year of the Cow.
According to Chinese Zodiac, if the zodiac sign of birth year is same to the zodiac sign of yearly cycle, then that's an unlucky year to the person. Many troubles will come to bother the person. The person needs to manage events with caution at work, at home or traveling to avoid argument, lawsuit, accident, libel, blooding and money loss.
Career: The Unlucky Year Star and Fighting Stars move to your career area in year 2009. People relationship in your business or job circle will be poor. Business development has the difficulty to expand. You will face strong competition with coworkers in the company. Unfortunately, you are the underdog in the competition. You might keep losing your spirit, cannot focus on your task and then impact your job performance. The good news is that a Knowledge Star appears this year. If your job is related to art, writing, publishing, entertainment, creativity, acting or speech, then you have the chance to show your talent to people and open the door for your better job opportunity.
Money: Cow people's money luck is connected with the career luck in 2009. Since your career performance won't get any good anticipation, therefore to increase a good income becomes remote possible. Plus, an Unlucky Broken Star shows in the money area. That means it's hard for you to pile up wealth into your savings. In short, money comes, then money goes this year. Therefore, you shouldn't do any short term risky investment. Anything related to money, you need to think twice before you leap. If you don't have any financial plan, then it's hard for you to balance your expense and income.
Love: Because the Knowledge Star comes into your life, it implies the wisdom, talent and loneliness. If you are married, then you might have more argument with your spouse or children. If you are in love, then you will have less times to meet your lover and the love relationship becomes distant. If you are a senior, then you have to pay attention on the health of your spouse to avoid visiting hospital. If you are single, it's not a good time to pursuit the impossible dream.
Health: The Unlucky Year Star comes strongly to you in 2009. Many things will disturb Cow people. Worry and anxiety will bring you lots of mental and physical pressure. Therefore, you need fully pay attention on your health. You have to stay alert for any changes of your body. Because you might lose your focus, you need to pay attention on the safety while your are walking and driving on the street to avoid the traffic accident.
Fortune: Cow people always have unsatisfied events in every Cow year. The fortune in career, wealth. health, love and family will below expectation in 2009. But you don't have to despair or give up. In your career, you just have to hold on your job position, keep your profile low, work harder for your daily job. You need to follow your financial plan and do not waste unnecessary expense. You need to remember to show the care and love to your family members, spouse or lover. You also have to watch your own health. In this case, you will have a peaceful the year of the Cow.
Seriously, given the current situation that i'm in - economic downturn, company business not going good, studies is beginning to become more and more hectic, leading a single life etc, i can't help but to think this is really going to be a bad year. Someone changed this negative mindset of mine please...
If your birthday is before February 4, then your astrological sign is Rat, not Cow. (Verify Your Sign)
Cow people should have a nice Rat year in 2008. Many things end up with their expectation. However, it won't be the same in the year of Cow. Many Unlucky Stars are coming to Cow people and there is no strong Lucky Stars coming to help them. Therefore, the fortune of 2009 is unstable and unpredictable. Troubles and obstacles will appear soon or later and wait for the challenge. Cow people need to pay attention on everything during the entire year of the Cow.
According to Chinese Zodiac, if the zodiac sign of birth year is same to the zodiac sign of yearly cycle, then that's an unlucky year to the person. Many troubles will come to bother the person. The person needs to manage events with caution at work, at home or traveling to avoid argument, lawsuit, accident, libel, blooding and money loss.
Career: The Unlucky Year Star and Fighting Stars move to your career area in year 2009. People relationship in your business or job circle will be poor. Business development has the difficulty to expand. You will face strong competition with coworkers in the company. Unfortunately, you are the underdog in the competition. You might keep losing your spirit, cannot focus on your task and then impact your job performance. The good news is that a Knowledge Star appears this year. If your job is related to art, writing, publishing, entertainment, creativity, acting or speech, then you have the chance to show your talent to people and open the door for your better job opportunity.
Money: Cow people's money luck is connected with the career luck in 2009. Since your career performance won't get any good anticipation, therefore to increase a good income becomes remote possible. Plus, an Unlucky Broken Star shows in the money area. That means it's hard for you to pile up wealth into your savings. In short, money comes, then money goes this year. Therefore, you shouldn't do any short term risky investment. Anything related to money, you need to think twice before you leap. If you don't have any financial plan, then it's hard for you to balance your expense and income.
Love: Because the Knowledge Star comes into your life, it implies the wisdom, talent and loneliness. If you are married, then you might have more argument with your spouse or children. If you are in love, then you will have less times to meet your lover and the love relationship becomes distant. If you are a senior, then you have to pay attention on the health of your spouse to avoid visiting hospital. If you are single, it's not a good time to pursuit the impossible dream.
Health: The Unlucky Year Star comes strongly to you in 2009. Many things will disturb Cow people. Worry and anxiety will bring you lots of mental and physical pressure. Therefore, you need fully pay attention on your health. You have to stay alert for any changes of your body. Because you might lose your focus, you need to pay attention on the safety while your are walking and driving on the street to avoid the traffic accident.
Fortune: Cow people always have unsatisfied events in every Cow year. The fortune in career, wealth. health, love and family will below expectation in 2009. But you don't have to despair or give up. In your career, you just have to hold on your job position, keep your profile low, work harder for your daily job. You need to follow your financial plan and do not waste unnecessary expense. You need to remember to show the care and love to your family members, spouse or lover. You also have to watch your own health. In this case, you will have a peaceful the year of the Cow.
Seriously, given the current situation that i'm in - economic downturn, company business not going good, studies is beginning to become more and more hectic, leading a single life etc, i can't help but to think this is really going to be a bad year. Someone changed this negative mindset of mine please...
California woman makes history with healthy octuplets
LOS ANGELES (AFP) - - In only the second time in US medical history, a woman in California has given birth to eight babies, who remain in intensive care but are in a stable condition.
Dozens of medical workers in four delivery rooms helped welcome the healthy octuplets in only five minutes at a medical center Monday in Bellflower, 30 kilometers (18 miles) south of Los Angeles.
"Today we had an unprecedented, very exciting day when we, our team of 46 physicians, nurses as well as respiratory therapists delivered eight babies, all alive born and very vigorous," said Karen Maples, an obstetrician/gynecologist at the hospital managed by the Kaiser Permanente group.
Maples said the babies were born premature by nine and a half weeks, between 10:33 am and 10:38 am (1833 GMT and 1838 GMT). They weighed between 1.5 pounds (680 grams) and 3.4 pounds (1.54 kg).
The doctors and mother, who requested anonymity for her children, had expected seven babies.
"After we got to baby G, which is what we expected, we were surprised by the arrival of baby H!" said Maples at a press conference.
"It's quite easy to miss a baby when you have seven. Performing an Ultrasound is very difficult," admitted another doctor Harold Henry.
The babies were resuscitated at birth and are "all doing good," according to Mandhir Gupta, head of neonatology at the center.
"All of them are in stable condition. Two of them have breathing tubes and are on a ventilator. A third one also needs some oxygen. The others are breathing (on their own) and doing well," he said.
"They face many obstacles, weight is a concern, (the smaller one) has a long way to go."
Although not commenting on the identity of the mother, Gupta said she is "doing very, very well, she's really excited that she got all of these babies, and that they're doing good so far."
"She's going to breastfeed them," he added. "She's a strong woman."
In a press release, Kaiser Permanente said it was only the second time octuplets have been born and lived through the day.
Local California television station KCAL9 said the first occurrence in US history was in Texas a decade ago, but one of the infants died a week after being born.
See what the doctor says over here --> (http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20090127/twl-mother-octuplets-1be00ca.html)
It's simply heart-warming and amazing to feel upon reading the above news. Imagine a life being born to the world, so small yet having such a great impact. Imagine how their parents would feel. The joy these children will bring...oh...
I want to have lots of children next time as well....if possible...
Dozens of medical workers in four delivery rooms helped welcome the healthy octuplets in only five minutes at a medical center Monday in Bellflower, 30 kilometers (18 miles) south of Los Angeles.
"Today we had an unprecedented, very exciting day when we, our team of 46 physicians, nurses as well as respiratory therapists delivered eight babies, all alive born and very vigorous," said Karen Maples, an obstetrician/gynecologist at the hospital managed by the Kaiser Permanente group.
Maples said the babies were born premature by nine and a half weeks, between 10:33 am and 10:38 am (1833 GMT and 1838 GMT). They weighed between 1.5 pounds (680 grams) and 3.4 pounds (1.54 kg).
The doctors and mother, who requested anonymity for her children, had expected seven babies.
"After we got to baby G, which is what we expected, we were surprised by the arrival of baby H!" said Maples at a press conference.
"It's quite easy to miss a baby when you have seven. Performing an Ultrasound is very difficult," admitted another doctor Harold Henry.
The babies were resuscitated at birth and are "all doing good," according to Mandhir Gupta, head of neonatology at the center.
"All of them are in stable condition. Two of them have breathing tubes and are on a ventilator. A third one also needs some oxygen. The others are breathing (on their own) and doing well," he said.
"They face many obstacles, weight is a concern, (the smaller one) has a long way to go."
Although not commenting on the identity of the mother, Gupta said she is "doing very, very well, she's really excited that she got all of these babies, and that they're doing good so far."
"She's going to breastfeed them," he added. "She's a strong woman."
In a press release, Kaiser Permanente said it was only the second time octuplets have been born and lived through the day.
Local California television station KCAL9 said the first occurrence in US history was in Texas a decade ago, but one of the infants died a week after being born.
See what the doctor says over here --> (http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20090127/twl-mother-octuplets-1be00ca.html)
It's simply heart-warming and amazing to feel upon reading the above news. Imagine a life being born to the world, so small yet having such a great impact. Imagine how their parents would feel. The joy these children will bring...oh...
I want to have lots of children next time as well....if possible...
Bad Year AheaD?
Lost $100 over in just 2 days. Crap....perhaps, it's the start of the already expected bad year for me...
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Star Cruise Promo
Just thought i share with you guys. It's a good offer which i think it's hard to resist. This Friday Superstar vigro is having a promotion. 2D1N @ only $99 person. It's for staff rate. In another words, if you are interested, you can actually book under my name and you travel. Minimum 2 pax. Usual price is $590 per person if you are refering to the normal rate. I don't earn any commission so no worry. You can check with any travel agent to see if u can get this amount as well.
Anything can call me
Forgot to add on, this promo has a special departure date which is this coming Friday and/or Saturday. That means it's 2D1N instead of my earlier posted 3D2N. In another words, departure is 23rd Jan 09 or 24th Jan 09. Choose whichever date you want.
Anything can call me
Forgot to add on, this promo has a special departure date which is this coming Friday and/or Saturday. That means it's 2D1N instead of my earlier posted 3D2N. In another words, departure is 23rd Jan 09 or 24th Jan 09. Choose whichever date you want.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Random
I have lots of post which i haven't been updating in on my blog. They will come as soon as i got all the photos and once i've got all the moodwhich is as follows:
MR Xmas Celebration
Xero4 Xmas Celebration
Countdown Celebration
Tribute to my hamsters (cos they deserve it)
The beginning of the end (you'll know what it is all about soon enough)
School finally started. And i reckon it's going to keep me company for a long run to come. Since i have much more free time in hand, i rather concentrate on studies, all because i heard it's tough. Somehow, all the lecturers who taught me for this trimester mention how tough the Murdoch programme is. So tough that there is a decent % of failure rate each year, and worse off, there is one year which i think was 2 batches before me which recorded a 100%. I almost got scared off my wits. I'm sure i need help, but among all my friends, not all if not, none took the kind of modules i'm taking. So i assuming i have to really depend on myself and strive harder to pass because juggling between studies and work is near hell to me.
Even though school's started and work's kind of accumulating, i managed to find time together with my buddies for some soccer action. Our first time playing street soccer yesterday. Good and bad. Good because it's fun, ultimate fun. It's been a long time since we last played soccer less the beach soccer of course. It's funny to see how Jon was excited each time the ball comes to him and he will struck up way up high. Bad is because Don's injured. Seriously, hope he will recover in time for 31st. Because i've given him the status 'indispensable' to the team.
Comes 31st, we will be playing our first cage match. Excited, really excited. I'm having thoughts to buy my 2nd pair of soccer shoes and of course, i'll make soccer a more regular activity among us.
Gonna make pineapple tarts today. Courtesy of ShuXia. She's indirectly helping me with it, so i hope i don't let her down, and more importantly, i don't make my wallet down. Haa
MR Xmas Celebration
Xero4 Xmas Celebration
Countdown Celebration
Tribute to my hamsters (cos they deserve it)
The beginning of the end (you'll know what it is all about soon enough)
School finally started. And i reckon it's going to keep me company for a long run to come. Since i have much more free time in hand, i rather concentrate on studies, all because i heard it's tough. Somehow, all the lecturers who taught me for this trimester mention how tough the Murdoch programme is. So tough that there is a decent % of failure rate each year, and worse off, there is one year which i think was 2 batches before me which recorded a 100%. I almost got scared off my wits. I'm sure i need help, but among all my friends, not all if not, none took the kind of modules i'm taking. So i assuming i have to really depend on myself and strive harder to pass because juggling between studies and work is near hell to me.
Even though school's started and work's kind of accumulating, i managed to find time together with my buddies for some soccer action. Our first time playing street soccer yesterday. Good and bad. Good because it's fun, ultimate fun. It's been a long time since we last played soccer less the beach soccer of course. It's funny to see how Jon was excited each time the ball comes to him and he will struck up way up high. Bad is because Don's injured. Seriously, hope he will recover in time for 31st. Because i've given him the status 'indispensable' to the team.
Comes 31st, we will be playing our first cage match. Excited, really excited. I'm having thoughts to buy my 2nd pair of soccer shoes and of course, i'll make soccer a more regular activity among us.
Gonna make pineapple tarts today. Courtesy of ShuXia. She's indirectly helping me with it, so i hope i don't let her down, and more importantly, i don't make my wallet down. Haa
Monday, January 12, 2009
NA
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Random
2 movies down. Red Cliff 2 and Ong Bak 2. I seriously thought both's going to be nice. But it turned out that only Red Cliff 2 didn't disappoint me. Ong Bak 2 is a total flop. I somehow hope Ong Bak 3 is the continuation of what is being left off in Ong Bak 2. If not, it's going to make no sense.
Ever since Vicky brought us to Thai Express, i've been loving the food there. Yesterday we went there again. I'm so in love with the food my Bro and Don ordered - soft shell crab with black pepper glass noodles. Hmm...yummy..I'm going to eat it some day again!
Tomorrow at last, my school is going to start. Excited, and so looking forward to start...but at the same time, sad because i'm going school alone. Anyone wanna accompany me to School? Haa..
Ever since Vicky brought us to Thai Express, i've been loving the food there. Yesterday we went there again. I'm so in love with the food my Bro and Don ordered - soft shell crab with black pepper glass noodles. Hmm...yummy..I'm going to eat it some day again!
Tomorrow at last, my school is going to start. Excited, and so looking forward to start...but at the same time, sad because i'm going school alone. Anyone wanna accompany me to School? Haa..
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Bid Good-bye to Smell
Smell is finally leaving for UK again for his studies. Really thought i could send him off but sadly, last minutes changes made me stuck in between. Can't break my promise so i had to send him off through a message. Thankfully, he received them and acknowledge it. Smell, all the best for your studies in UK and when you're back, i hope i can be there to fetch you. And hopefully, we can go out and go crazy again! Jia You...All the best!
Friday, January 09, 2009
Random
At last, i'm starting to buy my CNY clothes. Bought my first CNY clothes today. I love it. Somehow, it gets abit tired to look myself in the mirror and realised i'm still the same like last year. Ever since i threw away that 'nerdy student' image when i was in Secondary 3 then proceed to that 'slacky poly student' image to finally now, it's a long few years. At last, i decided a mini makeover on my part. Also, i intend to make myself look a little different and of course, i will need time to achieve what i've intended to appear. I'll use CNY as a starting point.
I'm feeling so drowsy now, yet i don't want to sleep, because to me, the night is still young. Because i'm enjoying new stuff now. My new keyboard, my new games, my 'new' room and of course this new live messenger. The latest window messenger - Live Messenger version 2009 is super cool. The best feature would of course be the interface, followed by the favourite features whereby i can put those who's close and always chatting with me under that category. And and and, the animated display pictures. And it's only until today then i realised Windows Live has come up with some many other programme. Take for example their Mail, which allows you to get multiple email account into one mail - gmail, yahoo mail, hotmail etc. You need not log on to all three separately. Cool stuff isn't it. Wah, i'm all in for Windows right now. I'm going to change job and work for Microsoft soon!!''
I'm so looking forward to tonight!!
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On another hand, i can't help but laugh at the photos of the exposed Zhang Zi Yi and her fiance. He was trying to be intimate so much so that he stick his face on her butt. That photo made me laugh. I went on to read on some of the forums and found out she has a special tag on her - 'small boobs and no ass'. Come to think of it, does it all means no boobs = no popularity? Everyone seems to be expecting a hot actress or international superstar should have big boobs...so much so that some even insured their boobs for millions. Gosh...
I'm feeling so drowsy now, yet i don't want to sleep, because to me, the night is still young. Because i'm enjoying new stuff now. My new keyboard, my new games, my 'new' room and of course this new live messenger. The latest window messenger - Live Messenger version 2009 is super cool. The best feature would of course be the interface, followed by the favourite features whereby i can put those who's close and always chatting with me under that category. And and and, the animated display pictures. And it's only until today then i realised Windows Live has come up with some many other programme. Take for example their Mail, which allows you to get multiple email account into one mail - gmail, yahoo mail, hotmail etc. You need not log on to all three separately. Cool stuff isn't it. Wah, i'm all in for Windows right now. I'm going to change job and work for Microsoft soon!!''
I'm so looking forward to tonight!!
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On another hand, i can't help but laugh at the photos of the exposed Zhang Zi Yi and her fiance. He was trying to be intimate so much so that he stick his face on her butt. That photo made me laugh. I went on to read on some of the forums and found out she has a special tag on her - 'small boobs and no ass'. Come to think of it, does it all means no boobs = no popularity? Everyone seems to be expecting a hot actress or international superstar should have big boobs...so much so that some even insured their boobs for millions. Gosh...
Thursday, January 08, 2009
'Fooling' - Quotes from Adam Lincoln
'You can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time, but you can not fool all of the people all of the time'
A nice Quotation from Adam Lincoln.
A nice Quotation from Adam Lincoln.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
See No 'Evil'
Why do i have to keep seeing things i don't want or like to see? Out of the sudden, this whole working place become like a place i hated to come and have phobia with. Yet i have to come to this place at least 5 times a week. Oh gosh, i don't know how am i going to deal or last over here. I'm still considering...hard...
MiuMiu, Get Well Soon
MiuMiu almost killed himself last night. Luckily, i was awake. His growing lump got stuck in between the grill of the cage. I heard squeaks sounds and i knew something was not right. I rushed to the hamster cage and saw MiuMiu struggling. He was trying to break free. It's as though he's trying to tear part of his body away to free himself. I quickly woke my mum up. We tried to free him but at the same time, we were afraid we'll hurt him. As we watched and tried to figure out something, MiuMiu did something which made me feel hurt. He bit his own lump, hoping he could free himself. Seeing this, i feel like crying. I can literally understand his pain. I couldn't stand it and i tried my very best and thankfully, within a min, i got him freed safely. It was clear he was in a shock. Even Shoobing panic and was running all over MiuMiu the moment MiuMiu was freed. Poor MiuMiu, i really hope the vet will do something to his lump this time round. I'll make sure such event will not happen again. MiuMiu was still clearly in a state of shock this morning as he sits there motionless. Pray for MiuMiu to get well soon...
Monday, January 05, 2009
World Is So Unfair..
I'm so worried for MiuMiu right now. His left eye turned red and abit swollen. Fur around his left eyes started dropping and it's almost bare. Worse still, his unremovable lump grew even larger. I've no idea what to do now. I just hope the vet will be able to do something to do when i bring it to the vet soon.
*Hope nothing happens to MiuMiu, PRAY*
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I'm still coughing and my fever keep coming back. I feel so choked, as though my airway is seriously being blocked. The medicine didn't help....i'm feeling so uncomfortable from the difficulty of breathing...ARGH!
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Was talking to my mother and found out more regarding the Bangkok fire accident. One of the victim, a Singaporean, in his 40s was burnt to death alive. Indeed it was sad, but what makes it even sadder is the fact that he is such a filial son. He's a single man. He refused to get married in fear that his wife might not be able to get along with his mum, causing unhappiness to his mum. He lived with his mum in a 5 room flat all along as his other two brothers were already married. And because he wanted to let his mum feel more comfortable, he went to renovate his whole 5 room flat.
I bet his mum must be utterly sad now...my deepest condolences....
I can't help but relive a quote which i chanced upon from a blog of my friend
"There are some people who left this world too early, but there are also some people who left this world too late"
"There are some people i wished is dead, but there are also some people whom i wish lived'
Life is so contradicting.
*Hope nothing happens to MiuMiu, PRAY*
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I'm still coughing and my fever keep coming back. I feel so choked, as though my airway is seriously being blocked. The medicine didn't help....i'm feeling so uncomfortable from the difficulty of breathing...ARGH!
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Was talking to my mother and found out more regarding the Bangkok fire accident. One of the victim, a Singaporean, in his 40s was burnt to death alive. Indeed it was sad, but what makes it even sadder is the fact that he is such a filial son. He's a single man. He refused to get married in fear that his wife might not be able to get along with his mum, causing unhappiness to his mum. He lived with his mum in a 5 room flat all along as his other two brothers were already married. And because he wanted to let his mum feel more comfortable, he went to renovate his whole 5 room flat.
I bet his mum must be utterly sad now...my deepest condolences....
I can't help but relive a quote which i chanced upon from a blog of my friend
"There are some people who left this world too early, but there are also some people who left this world too late"
"There are some people i wished is dead, but there are also some people whom i wish lived'
Life is so contradicting.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Bitten For The Last Time
Even someone put himself as 'listed as in a relationship' for a few hours before changing his status back to single again. What does that mean? It's simple. I told myself umpteen times. Once bitten twice shy. I'm bitten not only once but i'm sure that will be the last time i'm being bitten. Plaster anyone?
Friday, January 02, 2009
NA
I still feel the same as before. I don't know..if it's going to be so sweet yet so painful. Seriously, i'm jealous about it but i know i have no say. Perhaps some day, the photo will change..perhaps, it will never..
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2009!!
Countdown to year 2009 is kind of weird. It's kind of special as well. At the very least, the few of us managed to countdown together. It's just that we are missing some people, or rather, i am missing some people.
This few weeks, i have been out quite often, that is why i'm falling sick now. In another words, there are lots of photos to be uploaded as well. I'll slowly put them up in my blog gradually.
That few hours was great...i enjoyed myself...thank you...my first day of year 2009 ain't that bad afterall...
This few weeks, i have been out quite often, that is why i'm falling sick now. In another words, there are lots of photos to be uploaded as well. I'll slowly put them up in my blog gradually.
That few hours was great...i enjoyed myself...thank you...my first day of year 2009 ain't that bad afterall...
