It's already almost near 4 days since the street soccer competition, and i can still feel aches all over my body, even though they are slightly less painful now. After the compeition, the days that followed were painly boring. Stayed at home like an idiot, not going anywhere else. Felt just so tired and plain lazy. All i am thinking is just mapling and playing my guitar.
Finally, i learned how to play Master Of Puppets Verse. Haha, that may not be something that's very wonderful to some but at least i am learning. It's shiok and cool. I think with the help of the mike and webcam, i might even come up with a MTV of myself..wahaha..shameless right? NO! This is going to come true, trust me..wahaha..
I regretted buying that webcam, although the quality is only so-so, i still don't mind. But what makes me fed up is that my computer shuts down all of the sudden, just by random , and restarts by itself whenever webcam program is on. FRUSTRATING! I'm going to get a new and much much better webcam once i found a new job.
Argh..speaking abt finding a job..how the hell am i going to find a new job. I simply don't know where to start. I wanted to work full-time, earn more money, but at the same time, i'm worried that i might not be up to it. Even if i could, i might not be able to find a proper full-time job. Argh, so many things to bother just one thing - looking for a job. Argh..Pple, got any job lobang? Please contact me, i'm somewhat desperate already. HELP!!
Friday i got back my test papers result. As i suppose i didn't do very well in the final presenation that time, i seriously hope that this test would help me. But after finishing the tests paper a week ago, i left the school with fear. Fear of failing my tests, resulting in poor grades. To my surprise, i passed all except for one. I almost pass the one which i failed, but it's ok, that module ain't that bad as compared to other modules which i'm already very poor at. Hopefully, it will push my overall grade up. For now, i'm only left with the final assignment of my whole dipolma course, my final year portfolio. It's not something very difficult but it require some time to do. I shall devote some time for that portfoilo. Deadline for University application is up, everything seems to be so rush this year so much so that i am not able to submit my application on time. I shall tried my luck next year. I'm hoping to do a part time degree course in something i'm interested and work at the same time while studying after my National Service. Well, that shall be my plan for now. Advices pple?
I'm getting more and more free. During this time, before entering National service, i shall do what i wanted to do, before i enter NS. I played games, watched vcds, watched movies, played guitar etc etc..Recently,i had this feeling again. The same old feeling a few years ago, when i mad at korean movies. Now, i'm into it again. It's a sweet, nice feeling that make me yearn for lotsa thing. Things that i can't say out unless you are really my close friend, probe me when u see me online bah. Upon saying all that, my ideal honeymoon shall now be South Korean. A winter honeymoon with the one u love, doing things together, spending time together, just the world of the two of us..hmm...sweet feeling.. That's my ideal honeymoon i suppose. Wahaha..I guess that would be quite a romantic country. Hmm, for now, i shall soak myself in more romance korean movie..haha..hmm...i'm floating....
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Yesterday was Shiok! Went to school to print my assignment. After that, is the long awaited street soccer compeition. I had a little hestitation wether to join this compeition or not, cos my knee is still injured and has yet to recover fully even though the condition has improved. I'm afraid that after playing, my knee would be pain yet again. However, i still go ahead with the decision of joining as to me, this will be the last time i'm playing street soccer in sch and with my poly friends.
So the match started. And gosh, this time, we had to play 7 games. It was hell. With just four players and one substitute, we were simply struggling. Lost 4 games, draw 1 and won 2. One of those we one is because one team forfeit. ARGH!!! We tried to score in each game, and yea, we sure did. I scored the most goals among the team but because at the same time, we weren't defending well, therefore, we lost. Nevertheless, we had fun. Losing or winning doesn't matter, it was how we enjoy it.
And so, the game lasted til late evening. By the time i reached home, i was aching all over, having headache, due to the extreme weather in the afternoon. Went to bed early and woke up in time to catch the soccer match. And yea, Arsenal won and Liverpool lost! WOOT!.
After the match, it was sleeping time. I woke up this afternoon, feeling even more pain at my knee. Haiz, this time, my knee is going to take a while before i can really heals..
So the match started. And gosh, this time, we had to play 7 games. It was hell. With just four players and one substitute, we were simply struggling. Lost 4 games, draw 1 and won 2. One of those we one is because one team forfeit. ARGH!!! We tried to score in each game, and yea, we sure did. I scored the most goals among the team but because at the same time, we weren't defending well, therefore, we lost. Nevertheless, we had fun. Losing or winning doesn't matter, it was how we enjoy it.
And so, the game lasted til late evening. By the time i reached home, i was aching all over, having headache, due to the extreme weather in the afternoon. Went to bed early and woke up in time to catch the soccer match. And yea, Arsenal won and Liverpool lost! WOOT!.
After the match, it was sleeping time. I woke up this afternoon, feeling even more pain at my knee. Haiz, this time, my knee is going to take a while before i can really heals..
Monday, February 20, 2006
Saturday
Woot! I met my buddies late..my mum cooked my lunch, i'm somehow 'forced' to confine in the day for a while, after lunch, i feel lazy to go, so went to meet Gavian and Jonathan late. As usual, whacked balls and this time, we watched movie. I always like the feeling of watching movie. That's when time really flies, and during the process, we were engrossed in the movie. Be it nice ot bad, i treasure this moment for i hardly enjoyed film like that other than being in the movie theater. This time round, we watched 'Match Point'.
I thought this movie would be boring, as the starting shows quite a boring scene with lousy music. Although this whole movie only has two soundtracks - which are both 'music that caused sleepiness', the story wasn't really that bad. The girl certainly was beautiful, sensually attractive i would say. This actress has a lips that most man would want to kiss, i suppose that's the main reason why Don and Mun Hoe chose this movie.
Sunday
Went to buy my 1st ever webcam. So whoever has a webcam, please approach me online. Let's have some fun video conferencing. I suppose it would be fun. Hehe..oh ya, i decided to dump the idea of buying an Ipod Nano. Instead, i'm going to get the latest Sony A-series Walkman. It's so sleeky and cool, i simply can't wait to get my hands on it. Purple colour is the best, because it's my favourite colour. ARGH!!! I can't wait!!
Today
Woot! 1st time getting a free ride from Farhan's bike. This is the 1st time man, can u believe it. It's been weeks since he last bought his bike, and finally, he bought a helmet today, that's why i'm getting rides from him. I still remember how he said he would not speed that time when he just passed his driving test and about to buy a bike and today, he was speding through, way over the speed limit. Haha, initially, i was abit scared to ride as it's been months since he last pillion a person. Wahaha, but the feeling was shiok. Simply shiok, to have wind passing by you, hearing the sound of the motor bike engine and the speeding wind, one word can describe t - SHIOK! Farhan helped me alot in my portfoilio. As always, he's the only person that would helped me so much in most things that i do, that is why i never regretted knowing him as a friend, to the extent of regarding him as a very very close friend. Haha, the way he ride a motorbike is just different from the way he behaves. Only i can tell you that, for not many will be able to have the chance to witness what i witnessed today.
Tml is the street soccer compeition. Wish me goodluck people!! Wahaha, hope i don't come back with an injured leg again. *PRAY*
Woot! I met my buddies late..my mum cooked my lunch, i'm somehow 'forced' to confine in the day for a while, after lunch, i feel lazy to go, so went to meet Gavian and Jonathan late. As usual, whacked balls and this time, we watched movie. I always like the feeling of watching movie. That's when time really flies, and during the process, we were engrossed in the movie. Be it nice ot bad, i treasure this moment for i hardly enjoyed film like that other than being in the movie theater. This time round, we watched 'Match Point'.
I thought this movie would be boring, as the starting shows quite a boring scene with lousy music. Although this whole movie only has two soundtracks - which are both 'music that caused sleepiness', the story wasn't really that bad. The girl certainly was beautiful, sensually attractive i would say. This actress has a lips that most man would want to kiss, i suppose that's the main reason why Don and Mun Hoe chose this movie.
Sunday
Went to buy my 1st ever webcam. So whoever has a webcam, please approach me online. Let's have some fun video conferencing. I suppose it would be fun. Hehe..oh ya, i decided to dump the idea of buying an Ipod Nano. Instead, i'm going to get the latest Sony A-series Walkman. It's so sleeky and cool, i simply can't wait to get my hands on it. Purple colour is the best, because it's my favourite colour. ARGH!!! I can't wait!!
Today
Woot! 1st time getting a free ride from Farhan's bike. This is the 1st time man, can u believe it. It's been weeks since he last bought his bike, and finally, he bought a helmet today, that's why i'm getting rides from him. I still remember how he said he would not speed that time when he just passed his driving test and about to buy a bike and today, he was speding through, way over the speed limit. Haha, initially, i was abit scared to ride as it's been months since he last pillion a person. Wahaha, but the feeling was shiok. Simply shiok, to have wind passing by you, hearing the sound of the motor bike engine and the speeding wind, one word can describe t - SHIOK! Farhan helped me alot in my portfoilio. As always, he's the only person that would helped me so much in most things that i do, that is why i never regretted knowing him as a friend, to the extent of regarding him as a very very close friend. Haha, the way he ride a motorbike is just different from the way he behaves. Only i can tell you that, for not many will be able to have the chance to witness what i witnessed today.
Tml is the street soccer compeition. Wish me goodluck people!! Wahaha, hope i don't come back with an injured leg again. *PRAY*
Friday, February 17, 2006
Alright man! Finally got my photocard license. The feeling is just so different. It's not an ordinary card, to me, it's a hard that i have been yearning for, one that i have been trying to get hold for months. Now whenever i pass that stupid dumb Bukit Batok Driving Centre, i can happily say that i will not need to go back there again (Don't worry, i'll try my best to be a safe driver and not get my license suspended) CHOI CHOI CHOI! The photocard license is certainly nice..wahaha..
Another piece of good news, finally my tests are all over..i can consider myself as a free bird..except i'm left with a small assignment to do which is my portfolio.
Now i shall try and chiong my maple and hopefully get the 3rd job asap..3rd job, here i come!!!!!!!!!!
Another piece of good news, finally my tests are all over..i can consider myself as a free bird..except i'm left with a small assignment to do which is my portfolio.
Now i shall try and chiong my maple and hopefully get the 3rd job asap..3rd job, here i come!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy Valentine's Day To all couples, singles...EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you are attached, may you feel especially loved today with lotsa roses, chocolates and maybe kisses..
If you are single, congrats. We are in the same boat..cmon..think positively..Ask me out..wahaha...
If you are attached, may you feel especially loved today with lotsa roses, chocolates and maybe kisses..
If you are single, congrats. We are in the same boat..cmon..think positively..Ask me out..wahaha...
Monday, February 13, 2006
Alright! It's another wonderful outing yesterday. Sleeping for less than 3 hours, i woke up again. This time, off to send Amelia off to Australia. She's studying there..for how long..er...i'm not veru sure. This time round, we need to travel by public transport. We've got a car. Wahaha..Gavian picked Don up 1st before picking me up. After that, we're off the Changi Airport. Reached there very early....this is the 1st time i reached Changi Airport so early..Sent Amelia off and we went Chinatown.
Argh..we searched for The Billiard House. I had a mild impression of it - it's located above YumCha restaurant. And so, i found YumCha restaurant but at the same time, realised a bad news. The Billiard House has closed down. There goes my 21st birthday plan. I'll just have to find another place to celebrate my birthday party. At 11pm, it's also very hard to find a place where we can play pool..in the end, we were walking under the hot sun, around chinatown like an idiot. Headed back to the carpark where we parked our car and we proceed to Paradiz Centre.
When we reached there, we started whacking balls. Then Mun Hoe came to join us shortly..this time round, there's no ultimate winner and loser. ARGH!! i could have win, but only to lose to Don during the last game..wahaha..Mun Hoe left to met his friends after the pool session whereas we went to pick Jonathan up. Along the way, we saw alot of Indians..They were walking along the streets, celebrating Thaipusam i think. Some had to carried heavy stuff with lotsa things pierced onto their body..ewww...
Finally we met Jon, Natural Objection all present. And so, we went to Taka for dinner. We went Pariss. I started off the dinner quite uncomfortably because of stomach upset, but after bombimg the toilet, i'm back in action and started eating lotsa food..eat and eat and eat..It's been a long time since we had buffet together. As it was Gavian's birthday, we make do with the cake we found there. We gather up all the small cakes and used the marshmellows dipped with chocolate sauce as candle and present it to Gavian, singing birthday song at the same time. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAVIAN!!!
After dinner, it's down to MOS..Shiok..this is the 1st time we go to MOS (Ministry of Sound). Upon entering, loud booming music boost up the whole place. We decided to explore the whole place before settling down at a table. Along our way to exploring, we notice lotsa tables being reserved. Curious, we asked a waiter, under what conditions can we reserve a seat like that. His answer is that we can just called and reserve or e-mail them, provided we ordered at least..AT LEAST!!..a bottle of hard liquor i suppose. Example chivas..asked the waiter again, one bottle of such liquor would cost a whopping $200++..Wow..haa..maybe i shall hold my party here instead..hmm...I didn't drink that night as i would be the one driving later on. MOS to me is quite a nice place. But the only place that is spacious enough is 'The Arena" where the music is like house i suppose. I danced over there the whole night as the Retro and Hip-Hop side were packed like mad. A nice experience i had.
Can't wait to go there again..MOS anyone?
Argh..we searched for The Billiard House. I had a mild impression of it - it's located above YumCha restaurant. And so, i found YumCha restaurant but at the same time, realised a bad news. The Billiard House has closed down. There goes my 21st birthday plan. I'll just have to find another place to celebrate my birthday party. At 11pm, it's also very hard to find a place where we can play pool..in the end, we were walking under the hot sun, around chinatown like an idiot. Headed back to the carpark where we parked our car and we proceed to Paradiz Centre.
When we reached there, we started whacking balls. Then Mun Hoe came to join us shortly..this time round, there's no ultimate winner and loser. ARGH!! i could have win, but only to lose to Don during the last game..wahaha..Mun Hoe left to met his friends after the pool session whereas we went to pick Jonathan up. Along the way, we saw alot of Indians..They were walking along the streets, celebrating Thaipusam i think. Some had to carried heavy stuff with lotsa things pierced onto their body..ewww...
Finally we met Jon, Natural Objection all present. And so, we went to Taka for dinner. We went Pariss. I started off the dinner quite uncomfortably because of stomach upset, but after bombimg the toilet, i'm back in action and started eating lotsa food..eat and eat and eat..It's been a long time since we had buffet together. As it was Gavian's birthday, we make do with the cake we found there. We gather up all the small cakes and used the marshmellows dipped with chocolate sauce as candle and present it to Gavian, singing birthday song at the same time. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAVIAN!!!
After dinner, it's down to MOS..Shiok..this is the 1st time we go to MOS (Ministry of Sound). Upon entering, loud booming music boost up the whole place. We decided to explore the whole place before settling down at a table. Along our way to exploring, we notice lotsa tables being reserved. Curious, we asked a waiter, under what conditions can we reserve a seat like that. His answer is that we can just called and reserve or e-mail them, provided we ordered at least..AT LEAST!!..a bottle of hard liquor i suppose. Example chivas..asked the waiter again, one bottle of such liquor would cost a whopping $200++..Wow..haa..maybe i shall hold my party here instead..hmm...I didn't drink that night as i would be the one driving later on. MOS to me is quite a nice place. But the only place that is spacious enough is 'The Arena" where the music is like house i suppose. I danced over there the whole night as the Retro and Hip-Hop side were packed like mad. A nice experience i had.
Can't wait to go there again..MOS anyone?
Saturday, February 11, 2006
9th Feburary 2005! What an important date to me. A day that contain the most of my ups and downs. It will be a day that i'll always remember for the rest of my life. I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!! Well, u may think i'm nuts for 'bolding' and 'capsing' the words, but other than that, i can simply use nothing to convey my happiness, excitement and tons and tons of feelings and expressions to u people.
I owe this pass to lotsa people. My mum especially, who has been the one supporting me, encouraging me and even be there for me when i'm the one intending to give up, especially when that time i failed my driving test for the 2nd time. No one will understands how it feels to see you mum waiting anxiously at the driving centre just to see your failure and yet encourage you. That strongly makes me feel useless and a big letdown myself at that point of time. But my mum was the one who is there to drive me on..on and on and on...I owe this to her!! Others include my dad, my bro, my buddies and GOD!
I'm not a person that believes in GOD fully. 'GOD' itself is a profound word to me and always, to lotsa people. That's why religion is there for u to believe in and in search of the true you. I went on last friday to 'pray' to a GOD. He/She advice me to wear only blue or white and no red and black at all. My mum asked me to go, so i came back, telling her all the advice that was told by GOD. So, my mum prepared my shirt, jeans, underwear and almost everything that is to be wore by me on that very day. She even cut out the brand of the shirt which is black in colour. I was like, WTH. But what to do, i have to do it and believe in it since i asked and pray to it. So i went out with this kinda nerdy look, perticularly different from my usual self as i took of all my ear studs, cut my hair real short and dressed myself up like an er...idiot? Wahaha..
All these so called scacrifices payed off. I passed my driving test. I'm shocked to find out that i passed as i didn't drive really well that day. I was stunned for a few seconds when i got my results. After that, i was super happy, very very very happy. I couldn't wait to call my friends, and my mum!! Out of the 13 people who got tested on that time slot, only 4 passed and i was one of them. Phew...what a relief..now u know how strict the tester are and how lucky i am. I must stressed that i am darn lucky. I could passed because the tester were lenient on me. After that, i collected my temporary license and off i go to home sweet home.
When i reached home, i shared the good news with my mum and she jumped for joy. Reward for passing, ABALONE noodle soup. It's real abalone ok...not those that taste like fishcake.. Wah..lucky chap i am...then the rest of the day is just maple, maple and maple..
Today, Gavian went to rent a car as discussed. Today is the 1st time i drove frely without any instructor beside me. The feeling was totally different and shiok. The 1st time i drove on expressway too!! Wah..let me tell you, it's super cool..But it also let me sees how reckless some drivers are. The real driving ain't that safe. You won't even notice even if you are sitting in the front seat of a taxi or someone else's car. U have to actually drive to understand what i meant. Speed limit sign seems to have no effect on any drivers out there. I'm already exceeding the speed limit by abit due and all the car and speding past me..omg, imagine, speed limit is 90km/h and they are speding past me, i assume their speed would be around 140km/h. Wah..haa..kinda scary. Well, today was a good experience for me. Tml i'll be driving too. This time from west to east (My house to Changi Airport) Wow..haa..can't wait..gtg liao...ZzZZZz
I owe this pass to lotsa people. My mum especially, who has been the one supporting me, encouraging me and even be there for me when i'm the one intending to give up, especially when that time i failed my driving test for the 2nd time. No one will understands how it feels to see you mum waiting anxiously at the driving centre just to see your failure and yet encourage you. That strongly makes me feel useless and a big letdown myself at that point of time. But my mum was the one who is there to drive me on..on and on and on...I owe this to her!! Others include my dad, my bro, my buddies and GOD!
I'm not a person that believes in GOD fully. 'GOD' itself is a profound word to me and always, to lotsa people. That's why religion is there for u to believe in and in search of the true you. I went on last friday to 'pray' to a GOD. He/She advice me to wear only blue or white and no red and black at all. My mum asked me to go, so i came back, telling her all the advice that was told by GOD. So, my mum prepared my shirt, jeans, underwear and almost everything that is to be wore by me on that very day. She even cut out the brand of the shirt which is black in colour. I was like, WTH. But what to do, i have to do it and believe in it since i asked and pray to it. So i went out with this kinda nerdy look, perticularly different from my usual self as i took of all my ear studs, cut my hair real short and dressed myself up like an er...idiot? Wahaha..
All these so called scacrifices payed off. I passed my driving test. I'm shocked to find out that i passed as i didn't drive really well that day. I was stunned for a few seconds when i got my results. After that, i was super happy, very very very happy. I couldn't wait to call my friends, and my mum!! Out of the 13 people who got tested on that time slot, only 4 passed and i was one of them. Phew...what a relief..now u know how strict the tester are and how lucky i am. I must stressed that i am darn lucky. I could passed because the tester were lenient on me. After that, i collected my temporary license and off i go to home sweet home.
When i reached home, i shared the good news with my mum and she jumped for joy. Reward for passing, ABALONE noodle soup. It's real abalone ok...not those that taste like fishcake.. Wah..lucky chap i am...then the rest of the day is just maple, maple and maple..
Today, Gavian went to rent a car as discussed. Today is the 1st time i drove frely without any instructor beside me. The feeling was totally different and shiok. The 1st time i drove on expressway too!! Wah..let me tell you, it's super cool..But it also let me sees how reckless some drivers are. The real driving ain't that safe. You won't even notice even if you are sitting in the front seat of a taxi or someone else's car. U have to actually drive to understand what i meant. Speed limit sign seems to have no effect on any drivers out there. I'm already exceeding the speed limit by abit due and all the car and speding past me..omg, imagine, speed limit is 90km/h and they are speding past me, i assume their speed would be around 140km/h. Wah..haa..kinda scary. Well, today was a good experience for me. Tml i'll be driving too. This time from west to east (My house to Changi Airport) Wow..haa..can't wait..gtg liao...ZzZZZz
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
I'm sorry to someone that this post came late, well, maybe way too late. I remembered i did mention someone i assumed that she's going to be my loyal reader. And surprisingly, i suppose that it's true..
This week ain't a good one for me..The worst so far this year..Monday, i handed in my final submission - my final year major project..Just so i thought i could relaxed after monday..nightmare came..I had my presentation on Tuesday.
I woke up very early on Tuesday, to be ready for my presenatation. Everything was ok until my turn, i'm expecting myself to do quite alright..like everyone does. It turned out not to be so..i'm abit disappointed in myself but more disappointed at my own lecturers who praise me for my good work before and during submission, yet not helping in to explain why i fail to convey. You may ask, it's your presentation, why should they do that to help you. First of all, they did help the others too, y not me? Secondly, they understand my work best and most, so why not correct my failure in presentating my project scheme to the panel. Haiz..Anyway, it was a total suck-up!
After presentation, i went for my driving revision. It's been 3 months since i last drove (the last time i drove was the time i failed my driving test). The driving revision was totally bad. I forgot how to drive and had some , err, actualy it's alot of mistakes. I felt totally bad, my morale is low. Suddenly, all bad things are happening. I pour out to my mum yesterday, as usual, she's worried for me and consoled me. How good it is to have a mother who listens to you. I'm happy that i have such a mother..Mood started picking up.
Went market today with my mum..It's been so long since i last went to market with her. Had a short chat with her, cut my hair (for the driving test tml). I seriously hope i can pass, so that i won't let myself down, my friends down and most importantly, my parents down. Please God, bless me and let me pass my driving test. Today driving revision was alot better that yesterday. That heavily boost my morale to the top and i'm starting to gain confidence for tml's driving test. Saw my cousin at the driving centre too. After the lesson, i met up with him and chatted a while. He complained about his driving instructor, who's always giving one chop at a time. Well, i understand how he feels as i've been through what he's going through. But i supposed he's much more worse than me. It's very frustrating how your instructor who purposely gives u only one chop when u have completed what u are supposed to or even more and better. That means we have to put in more money into the 'BBDC' (Bukit Batok Driving Centre) pocket.
Haiz..ive got no mood to write alrdy. Hopefully by the time i blog the next time, hopefully tml, i'll be blogging about some really good news...readers, pray for me..
This week ain't a good one for me..The worst so far this year..Monday, i handed in my final submission - my final year major project..Just so i thought i could relaxed after monday..nightmare came..I had my presentation on Tuesday.
I woke up very early on Tuesday, to be ready for my presenatation. Everything was ok until my turn, i'm expecting myself to do quite alright..like everyone does. It turned out not to be so..i'm abit disappointed in myself but more disappointed at my own lecturers who praise me for my good work before and during submission, yet not helping in to explain why i fail to convey. You may ask, it's your presentation, why should they do that to help you. First of all, they did help the others too, y not me? Secondly, they understand my work best and most, so why not correct my failure in presentating my project scheme to the panel. Haiz..Anyway, it was a total suck-up!
After presentation, i went for my driving revision. It's been 3 months since i last drove (the last time i drove was the time i failed my driving test). The driving revision was totally bad. I forgot how to drive and had some , err, actualy it's alot of mistakes. I felt totally bad, my morale is low. Suddenly, all bad things are happening. I pour out to my mum yesterday, as usual, she's worried for me and consoled me. How good it is to have a mother who listens to you. I'm happy that i have such a mother..Mood started picking up.
Went market today with my mum..It's been so long since i last went to market with her. Had a short chat with her, cut my hair (for the driving test tml). I seriously hope i can pass, so that i won't let myself down, my friends down and most importantly, my parents down. Please God, bless me and let me pass my driving test. Today driving revision was alot better that yesterday. That heavily boost my morale to the top and i'm starting to gain confidence for tml's driving test. Saw my cousin at the driving centre too. After the lesson, i met up with him and chatted a while. He complained about his driving instructor, who's always giving one chop at a time. Well, i understand how he feels as i've been through what he's going through. But i supposed he's much more worse than me. It's very frustrating how your instructor who purposely gives u only one chop when u have completed what u are supposed to or even more and better. That means we have to put in more money into the 'BBDC' (Bukit Batok Driving Centre) pocket.
Haiz..ive got no mood to write alrdy. Hopefully by the time i blog the next time, hopefully tml, i'll be blogging about some really good news...readers, pray for me..
Friday, February 03, 2006
Well, this post is for a recent reader who turns out to be quite a friendly girl who goes around calling me ' red head, red head'. Haa..I suppose she will be a loyal reader to my blog just like how her sister used to be like, or maybe still..haa, i don't know.
Yesterday rushed project til i'm going bonkers. Actually, i;m not rushing. Just getting frustrated by the amount of work that has to be done. Making my hair stand up. Nevertheless, i still manage to finish it - of cos not putting my whole heart and mind onto it. Well, i'm not the kind that will concentrate on doing the project, and doing it properly. I'm just those kind who's like ' aiyah, like that can la..heck..as long as got show can already'. That's why i never get good grades - i mean As or even Bs. I never intended to for i know what kind of person i am. People may say, y u don't try, isn;t it wasteful of your parents money for u just to study in this manner. I can't help it, that's how i am and i don't intend to change. I'm not cut out to be those 'study, nerdy, hardworking' type. Ask me to spend hours to study for a test/exam or doing project on the computer, i will tell you, not even one hour, i will feel uneasy. Ask my buddy, Don, and he will tell u how exactly it feels like to be doing the forementioned. Cos he recently got tormented by some dead living things - his notes about his training.
I'm the one who's like what Mildred say she is too - work hard and play hard. Wahaha, well, not exactly that type, i suppose to be those who work less play more. I'll always find time to relax myself, in prevention of me going nuts and jumping down from where i am sitting to studying or doing my project (I lived at 9th storey, jumping down from where i am will surely caused some 'mixing up'. And yay! Finally i gained level. But as compared to Mildred who i have decided to presume her as MAD! She's already level 57, in the time span of like, a few days/weeks? Well, maybe she has the help of whom she claimed not to be her bf but ain't it just so obvious. Well, i'm not going to probe too as she might has her own reasons.
Man Utd was shit yesterday. They play like some fools, being fooled around by monkeys(refering to blacburn here). Watching the 1st half was already wasteful of my sleeping time, so i decided to turn in during the 2nd half. Farhan woke up early to come to my house to complete our projects. ARGH, i got fed up with some problems that came on just before we were finishing our projects. It's always the thumbdrive that driving me crazy. Til now, the thumbdrive that someone gave me is still not fixed and i'm pissed! So much so that i have decided to buy myself a external HDD. Woo..whoever is reading this, any recommendations and any idea what's the price range for a external HDD of around 30-40GB?
Finally, got my project printed out. Driving test is next week, this is my ??? time. I seriously wanted to pass..tml i'll be going to temple to pray, argh, i'm just having this darn phobia of this test. Crap..let me cool myself and feel fearful all the way until next thursday. Mel was mentioning on her blog how lonely she is going to be. Thinking through of what she has blogged, it kinda tough to find your other half. It takes two hands to clap so well, what to do. I'll be joining Mel and lotsa other singles on that very wonderful day. Isn't it just another normal day, just abit more roses, chocolates, a few more intimacy between dumb couple (because i'm jealous of them..wahaha). Chey..haa..i rather be mapling and gain level fast, hopefully to catch up lotsa people. I'm fed up with being ks-ed and not getting help from friends..they sux..
Yesterday rushed project til i'm going bonkers. Actually, i;m not rushing. Just getting frustrated by the amount of work that has to be done. Making my hair stand up. Nevertheless, i still manage to finish it - of cos not putting my whole heart and mind onto it. Well, i'm not the kind that will concentrate on doing the project, and doing it properly. I'm just those kind who's like ' aiyah, like that can la..heck..as long as got show can already'. That's why i never get good grades - i mean As or even Bs. I never intended to for i know what kind of person i am. People may say, y u don't try, isn;t it wasteful of your parents money for u just to study in this manner. I can't help it, that's how i am and i don't intend to change. I'm not cut out to be those 'study, nerdy, hardworking' type. Ask me to spend hours to study for a test/exam or doing project on the computer, i will tell you, not even one hour, i will feel uneasy. Ask my buddy, Don, and he will tell u how exactly it feels like to be doing the forementioned. Cos he recently got tormented by some dead living things - his notes about his training.
I'm the one who's like what Mildred say she is too - work hard and play hard. Wahaha, well, not exactly that type, i suppose to be those who work less play more. I'll always find time to relax myself, in prevention of me going nuts and jumping down from where i am sitting to studying or doing my project (I lived at 9th storey, jumping down from where i am will surely caused some 'mixing up'. And yay! Finally i gained level. But as compared to Mildred who i have decided to presume her as MAD! She's already level 57, in the time span of like, a few days/weeks? Well, maybe she has the help of whom she claimed not to be her bf but ain't it just so obvious. Well, i'm not going to probe too as she might has her own reasons.
Man Utd was shit yesterday. They play like some fools, being fooled around by monkeys(refering to blacburn here). Watching the 1st half was already wasteful of my sleeping time, so i decided to turn in during the 2nd half. Farhan woke up early to come to my house to complete our projects. ARGH, i got fed up with some problems that came on just before we were finishing our projects. It's always the thumbdrive that driving me crazy. Til now, the thumbdrive that someone gave me is still not fixed and i'm pissed! So much so that i have decided to buy myself a external HDD. Woo..whoever is reading this, any recommendations and any idea what's the price range for a external HDD of around 30-40GB?
Finally, got my project printed out. Driving test is next week, this is my ??? time. I seriously wanted to pass..tml i'll be going to temple to pray, argh, i'm just having this darn phobia of this test. Crap..let me cool myself and feel fearful all the way until next thursday. Mel was mentioning on her blog how lonely she is going to be. Thinking through of what she has blogged, it kinda tough to find your other half. It takes two hands to clap so well, what to do. I'll be joining Mel and lotsa other singles on that very wonderful day. Isn't it just another normal day, just abit more roses, chocolates, a few more intimacy between dumb couple (because i'm jealous of them..wahaha). Chey..haa..i rather be mapling and gain level fast, hopefully to catch up lotsa people. I'm fed up with being ks-ed and not getting help from friends..they sux..
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Chinese New Year
Well, all i could say is that Chinese New Year is getting more and more boring year by year. I basically spending my whole 3 days of holidays at home. Slacking, drinking and consuming the all junk food that i can find. Didn't manage to go anywhere to bai nian today. As usual, my relatives would all gather at my aunt house who lives below me with her only son - 'ah bear'. Afterwards, they'll come and gather at my hse. The duration of their stay at my house is lesser and lesser year by year too. Surprisingly, two of my relatives and their families didn't turned up this year. That makes it even worse. I didn't even talk to some of my cousins as we aren't very close or rather, not close at all. Thinking that how great it was to spend chinese new year when we were still young (refering to around age 10), looking forward to this great festive holiday is the happiest things on earth, cos we get to drink fizzy drinks, eat like never before and most importantly, play til we sweat as if we just came out from the swimming pool. However, years pass, all of us has grow up. No general topic between each other, and that makes us bored. Nevertheless, i still tried to organise activities with a few of my closer cousins.
We went to lot 1 to play abit of pool. It was a great session. After which we proceed to movie. This time round, we watched 'Fun with Dick and Jane'. A funny movie of cause but i don't think it's worth the money as the story ain't that nice and the duration of the movie was short.
Here comes day 2 and it's more boring than day 1. I'm staying at home the whole day..playing maple and surfing around. How i hate Chinese New Year now..it's even worse than Hungry Ghost Festival. Luckily, Jon came to my hse later in the day before us, proceeding to Don house for some fun. Haa, now's the fun part. We started off by going to don's parents and bai nian to them. As usual, exchange of madarin oranges and hong baos. Then finally, the last man has arrived - Gavian. We then chatted a while before trying out PS2. Haa, my multi-tap sux as it couldn't function anymore. I don't know what is wrong with it but luckily, Gav's works. Wohooo, we played Winning Eleven with 4 of us together as a team. Haa, it's more than just a game to Gavian and maybe to us, it's a Comedy too! Haha..it's hilarious how 4 person can play as a team as chasing after a ball would require the 4 of us, dashing towards a stupid ball, haha..causing lotsa funny action. After that, it's WWE. Haha, we punch each other, kick each other like there's no tomorrow, til our hands numb, or maybe it's just me. Finally, it's mahjong session. Gavian has the best luck initially, then followed by Jon. I won a few too but poor don didn't win any. I feel it's kinda unfair to Don as he don't really know how to play but i guess he still had fun. During this session, there was some debate on some issues on the game, ahaha, which still remained unsettled for we are still not experts afterall. Jon finally gets 'fed up'. He lost money to me and Gav like it's going to last forever and in the end, he suggested play poker game - a game he presume he could win back his loss and even get winnings - FAST! Wahah..well, expected or maybe not, he lost even more money. Hahah...cmon jon, it's fated. After which we packed up and went back home to ZXzZzZz
3rd day. It's project day. Haha, it's the day before sch starts again which means, it's the day where i try and do my project fast. As usual, i can't get my heart set on it, and get kinda frustrated doing it. Sis and her bf came ard mid afternoon. I must say i'm a poor host but certainly better than my bro. Hong Qi (my sis bf) went to my bro room (of cos as he don't know me that well) and started playing PS2 and my sis of cos would come to my room. Aww, i'm so stuck to what we should do. Me, being the one who ask my sis to come, end up making my sis bored. Haa, feeling bad, i cracked my dumb and cocked up brain and in the end, some vcd saves the day, or rather afternoon. Initially, she suggested watching 'wet dreams' (a korean sex comedy), but as she watched, she don't know what are they talking about, haa, so we switched to her 'favourite genre' - HORROR!! Haa, suprise to find her choosing that movie. And i must say, she's great, for being able to watch finish the whole movie. It's cute to see how my sis react to the movie where there;s horrow scenes. Haha, come to think of it, i haven't seen any horrow movie with her before. hmm...nevertheless, we complete the movie and son after she left with her bf.
I slack while before falling to sleep. Didn't have a good day yesterday because i'm having too much troubles, maybe that explain why i can be such a bad host to my sis too. Haiz, a sleep and a talk with my mother certain;y makes me feels better. The company of Don online was helping too. Poor him, have to study for his exam to the extent of not sleeping (well, he still sleep in the end..haa!). Wish him goodluck for his exam, oops, maybe it's over already but still, goodluck man!
It's only a few more days to my project submission. I can't wait for it to past!! ARGH!! These efw days, i have to burn midnight oil, going to sleep to replenish my fuel now..
