Today actually woke up at 7am to watch soccer..Argentina Vs Colombia.....was feeling so tired man..but must suppoer Argentina.!!! so force myself to the living room and den watch...match was kinda boring and i end up switching channels..in the end...i slept at half time...by then, it was 0-0..
den i woke up at around 11..went online den started playing games..today broke record for Hexic!! WOOHOO...feel so lucky..haha..went to cook noodles myself..dunno why it's so tasty today..haha..den i realised i'm gonna be later for school..got test today but i din study..haha..went to sch and really turn up late but in the end i still managed to finish and it was quite easy..after that, we went to foodcourt and eat..i ate nian tou foo and soon kueh...today was especially hungry...dunno why..den went home..feeling hungry again..haha
went to do workout instead den went online..determined to gain weight!!

u din do what u are supposed to...gdluck

Today wake up damn early...actually din sleep well...abit nervous because of the presentation..anyway, woke up feeling abit restless and unwell..den wehn i reach school, somehow i feel rather ok already...presentation sux..always hate that damn stupid lecturer...just hate him...pathetic bear!! all went well but have to redo the 3D vidz...den farhan and muz all came den the day started to brighten up..

After that met Don to go queenstown..ate that laksa that gives me stomachache...den went to bomb the toilet at the shopping centre...aRGH!! disgusting!! after that went to pierce...kinda still excitied..wah...it was quite pain but by the time i reach home..it was quite ok le...i went home feeling yet unwell again...breathing hard..den went online den try and nap...den the breathing become worse...sianx!!

no choice..went to eat medicine..den finally settled the problem of my attachment..all well ends not so well...

you will die someday..let it be soon

Today i woke up early than usual...just because i was being woke up by my dad...asking to keep the clothes cos it's raining..can u imagine..wad a nice weather to sleep..(yes yes, i'm a pig)..so went online instead of sleeping..den play game...all the way until 1 plus...wah...den realise it's actually late already den i rush To Bukit Batok Driving Centre..eh...so coincidental..saw yi lin..and guess what...she's completing her stages so fast...catching up with me soon and she started only last wk..wah...i must learn from her..chiong all the way.

Driving today was quite ok...i went for two session...the 1st one was quite ok but that stupid instructor refuse to give me a chop on the review part...den sian..worse is the 2nd session...wah lau!!! Only give me one chop...STUPID instructor..hope i don't get him next time..Pray man!! den went home feeling abit asthmatic again...wah so sian..keep on like that everyday...keep on unwell...sian sian..

I everyday told sis to eat regularly...end up i only ate one meal today which is dinner...worse still, i might even lose weight which i don't WANT! Determined to eat alot everyday liao...must gain at least 5 kg...aiming for that!! Go peeps, next time if i were to go out with you all, please stuff me with food!!

Haha...today was actually supposed to accompany Donnie to hospital..but end up both woke up late..haha..den he went to hospital by himself..I woke up when he called me..den i rushed to clementi..still, got there late..haha..PURPOSELY ONE LEH!!

den we ate a heavy lunch...and oops...i drink cold stuff, which is abit bad because it will only make me feel worse cos i'm still sick and on medication..hahaX..den went to play arcade..it seems like we played for quite long but it's only two bucks..very worth it..fun also..after that went to library, borrowed some html and photoshop books..all geared up to change this boring skins! I and donnie planned out schedules for this two weeks and seems like i'm in for quite alot of fun...but my driving lessons..aHH!! must chiong ah!!

Den went for theory test with last minute incomplete reading..wah...hopefully i can pass...but the test was rather easy..all asking stupid qns..hopefully i can pass...those reading this now...PRAY for me!!

Today was one of the best day in this few weeks i would say..Seeing sis today manage to give me some assurance. Hopefully, sis is really feeling better le..Anyway, like your shoes?? haha..must be de...cos buy with me de mah!! :X hehex
Woke up early in the morning den went gym..wah...quite rush cos i last minute den get ready. It;s been qutie some time i went gym and did quite alot of workout..And the worst thing that happen is that i lost weight!!!! SOB SOB!!! Omg...i was so shocked..lost quite alot leh...recently projects and sickness has prevent me from eating..how how how!! i must started to feast everyday now..Recently withdraw quite alot of money, feel guilty myself...wanted to buy guitar and yet i am spending so much...how will i ever be able to buy my 'wife'...really abit let myself downDen went out with sis..she wanna buy shoes..den i today bought a new ring..quite like it...although it's abit expensive..have the urge to pierce but after considering..better not bah...saw quite alot of few accessories...and also alot of nice shoes...if only i have the money!! haha..
Now feeling abit unwell yet again..better go eat my medicine..omg!! haven eat dinner yet...maybe later bah...

i will still move on....searching searching searching.............

Yesterday i slept very late..at around 5am..Zouk was fun yesterday...so coincidental, sae cheryl they all...haha..the fashion show was kinda sux but the models were all like so tall..at least 1.8m!! Omg, i'm sooooo short..haha..I was sooooo hungry yesterday, ate one meal yesterday...den i was thinking...i'm already so skinny...still skips meals...lazy me! NO..i must eat more and exercise more

This morning woke up especially early, around 8 plus...feeling very very uncomfortable..i was like grasping for air..having alot of difficulty to breathe..feel like dying...can't sleep any longer so i woke up and wash up..
Den i played games with my bro..feeling much better in the process, hoping my parents faster come back home so that i can eat before taking the medicine...den i went online...saw my sis online...so happy..haha...cos recently projects has stopped me from chattin with her...i was touched by what she said in her blog and i would like to say this...thanks for all that your have assure me and i promise not to leave u in lurch, although u say it's not your fault, i din do my part too...

Miss your smile, Miss your happiness, Miss you sending gdnight messages to me, Miss the old You..
Hope you come back soon..

Yay!!

Morning was quite short, cos when i wake up, it's already into the afternoon already..woke up feeling abit asthatic..obviously that's the consequences of not consuming my medicine on time. Haiz! went online, ate that forever sickkening lunch..Eww and Yucks!! den went online...Yesterday night was great...set a Gunbound record together with Donovan. 7 Wins in a row...so kool and know what, we set another record just now..10 consecutive wins!! WOOHOO!! So Shiok!! haha..i am very worried abt my sis...guess i better go sms her now..Going Zouk tonight..hope i have fun..

Today was a below-average day..Went for driving lessons, oh my...was one of my worse lessons..I keep on forgetting to check blind spots...making the instructor like 'give up'...haha...saw an accident while i was driving today..wah..quite scary...the taxi was actually crashed..EWW!! puckily no one was hurt..den went to meet farhan in lot 1..went to withdraw money again...wah biang...gonna go bankrupt soon...hopes of changing guitar was yet again almost dashed..sob sob

i and donovan decided to learn new song together. my dad and mum just now quarrelled..so sianXX!! how sia...i dunno what to do...haiz! my dear sis...i really hope she's would be fine..i somehow sense she got alot to say...i feel that i din did my part as a kor to her...maybe it's time i stop being useless...That's IT!

Afternoons always make me feel so lonely..a dead dead afternoon..Got driving lessons today..gonna learn how to drive at slopes..i don't know wanna take my medicine or not, i'm afraid i get drowsy and den can't concentrate..hmmm...better not take.. X__X

Today was quite normal. Nothing much...went driving as usual..My mum cleaning up noises, oning that stupid radio so loud..no choice have to wake up..Today driving was quite ok but dunno what happen today, my engine stalled alot of times..and it rained for the 1st time i learn driving. Was quite an experience. Den i went to Choa Chu Kang to see doctor..Don accompany me..haha..Mavis and i keep on contact each other using smses...wah...she used her handphone like free but expected..surely it was her dad paying for her bills..
After that i went to rent VCD..Wah, so many VCD i wanna watch but it's considered abit ex for 3 bucks per vcd...only for one day nia..i rent just to burn it...next time den slowly watch..After that went arcade to play for a while..den went home..

When i went back home, i started going online and saw Sara online..chatted with her and her sister..quite nice to chat with..den watch tv, ate dinner, i was so hungry man...dinner was not enough..after that online back...dad and mum started quarrelling..so sian...always quarrel over small matters...haiya!! den i help Sara's sister do her blog...hopefully she will like it..My mei mei has been feeling very down this few wks..but i though that loving and being loved is such a nice thing? I wanted to be loved by someone sooo much yet i dun have the luck...love someone maybe yes...but it's equally hard...anyway, i really hope that she would get over stuff fast...and hopefully get on with her normal diet...i think and think...actually not worth to suffer just because you are worrying..do take care wor...the happy smile on you is something i missssssss ALOT!!

pinylicious suddenly msg me now..haha...that's all for now

It's already 1:50am...don't feel like sleeping yet..everything seems to be going on so slowly..went to learn driving today...quite ok..den went to Chua Chu Kang on my own..wanted to see a doctor but the doctor i used to see wasn't there..so have to go tml..den i went to Lot 1 alone and play arcade den went to cut my hair...like my new haircut den went to do some shopping before going home.. I saw TWINS new album and BOA latest album...wanted to buy but no money...so sian de...Mavis sms-ed me but din replied on time...saw Shao qi online for the 1st time but she left shortly..Sara asked me to help her do her blog..hopefully she like it..I further enhance my blog today..haiz!! still coughing...bye for now...........

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today was quite a bad one..Samantha replied, Shao qi replied, saw Sara in msn messenger. All of them were so busy with their own work. Primary 6 sounds like Secondary 4, their workload were piling up like a mountain. Anyway, i enjoyed my work alot yesterday and the day before. The kids are simply amazing, giving me alot of fun. But Samantha was abit down, because she's not in Alicia group. Haha, still in the end, i manage to fill some fun into her..making sure she enjoyed herself. Have the fear that they might not like me, have the fear that they might not enjoyed themselves, have the fear of not being able to see tham again...miss them soo much!!

Well, some things just have to end..maybe i should try and see things in a different view, at least we had fun. I really hope i could coach them again. Woke up today feeling asthmatic. Wanted to see doctor, was coughing like dunno what. Maybe i should just die? haha...joking! well, My project is over, trying to enjoy abit now..but feeling sick..tml i shall see a doctor and live life happily! I said i wanna change..hopefully i can. Pls help me god! Should i believe the quotation -"Tml will always be better"? Better not...if not i will be more disappointed

Nice Day

Well, the 1st post of this blog...luckily, my mood was kinda good when i was writing this post. Today started off badly, with me dazzling..walking around like a vampire..feeling so shagged, after days and days of projects, really lacked of sleep. But still have to go work...no choice, carries a kind of eagerness to coach the kids. Coughing started to add on to my misery, which lasted almost the whole day, make me feeling quite uncomfortable and uneasy. Nevertheless, i manage to leave aside this misery and coach the kids. The whole events was quite good, but with a few irritating moments and problems here and there. Anyway, found a group of kids - girls. They were so nice and friendly, amiable too and nice to talk with...well, as compared to the boys. Haha, found them quite cute and it somehow reminds me of some warmth. Well, the day started to turn better when i converse with them. Soon, times flies, event ended and they left. My eagerness failed to pushed me harder...but i know tml i will still see them. Such a nice groups of kids...haha
Cough still went on and got worse by dinner time. Dinner was quite ok, but appetite aren't that good because of the coughing. We ended quite late and end up getting home late too. After i reached home, i ate my medicine and feeling ver very very much better, Which i am quite relieved now. Hopefully, tml i get better too. Now, i'll just hope tml can went on smoothly and well. Hopefully i can coach the group of girls..haha..leave it to 'you know who you are' ..well, that's all, drowsiness is setting in, trying to tahan! gdnite pple