So sian......yea...yet again...work was so sian...i wonder how long i can tahan in that office..those aunties are so unreasonable and so lazy...ask me do this do that. On my last day of attachment, i am going to give them some colour man!!

Yesterday i was supposed to go out with don at night, but end up staying at home..I was very hungry by the time i got home..so i eat one big bowl of noodles, everything becomes delicious when i'm hungry..Den i went to watch tv...as i watched, i have difficulty breathing le, so went to sleep early...

Woke up only to find my sms-es..haha...sorry sis, din reply u..in the morning today i went gym, surpirsed to find sis there also..haha..Din do much in gym today, becos wasn't really in the mood to do..den after that we went to makan lunch and then went to Suntec den to Plaza Singapura to walk walk...After that rush to my relative house...kinda boring...argh...sian

when will it end???

I din expect today to be such a disappointing day...i expect today to be like tml, but haiz...Yesterday was so good, i work and slack like hell, den went back exercise and den watch tv and eat dinner..den went to sleep cos feeling abit uncomfortable...but today sux!!! I actually got back to UBI - the place i work initially and i hated it alot!! The aunties there sux and worse of all, i'm all alone and lonely..i was very down, feeling very very down...den my friends console me...haiz...somehow i am feeling better...but tml i am in for it...one auntie down there is surely gonne gimme a hard time..ass man! I just pray this whole attachment faster finish..

Next tuesday i am going request from my lady boss that i wanna go to the site...hopefully can!!! People reading this blog...pray for me...oh ya, pray for my good health also! Recently, i got back my sickness again..haiz...sian...get well soon sis...

Today was quite ok...everytime this time of the year, i would start to crack my brain of what kinda birthday present to get for my sis...it must be nice, must be something she likes and hopefully something that can make an impression for her...haha..hopefully i can do it this year...got a rough idea of what to get le...hopefully i am able to find em'

Today work was very slack, the tiles contractor was not here and i was left with nothing to do at all...so i just slack in the office den walk walk around the construction site den slack at office again...aimlessly! haha..today i din let out a single cough all the way until just now...haiz...just when i though i am getting better le..Weather has been very hot recently, all kinda sickness start to set in...ah...pray!

Actually i don't feel like working this sunday, cos i really need a break and rest...my attachment is taking too much of my favourite time...but i need money...haiz...no choice...have to force myself...hopefully that can end fast

It's been so long since i last posted...i was just waiting for weekend..Friday was the day i'm waiting for...den i waited for 5pm to come!! Den it came! haha...finally...one week of stupid attachment ended..but hai...5 more weeks to go..but who cares...i just wanna enjoy my weekend..

I went to meet donovan and den went to my house...somehow i was feeling kinda relaxed..after all, it's always good to be someone you are comfortable with - friends!! haha..den i and donovan went to eat my favourite - Teppanyaki..Hmm, so sastifying..den we went for the chalet le..but on my way there, my cough was pestering my non-stop...so sian..all the way until sat sia...chalet was kinda boring..abit disappointed bah

Saturday came and we went to watch movie..a weird movie called - infection..i wouldn't recommend it to any nurse or doctor to watch this pathetic movie though..Today i went to gym with donovan and gavian..den we play table tennis..it's been sooo long since i played table tennis...had fun..den i went to walk around..

Tml have to work...hopefully weekend come again faster

Is Life Suppose To Be Like That? Or Better? Or Worse

My mood is starting to pick up...getting alot better...thanks to all my friends out there...who help me, console me, advice, cheer up...thanks gavian, ali and sis especially..not forgetting my cousin too..today was quite good because i went to site...but morning sux...i reached too early...end up being alone one hour...luckily...i got my sis with me...as in sms..haha..thanks sis

After that...i started 'working'..on site, i'm either walking around the site or just sit inside the air-conditioned container...everything was so relaxed...i feel alot better on site den inside that stupid boring office...summore the site is nearer to my house...yay...can sleep late..but i still have to go back office someday...sian....anyway, who cares...i live for tml what..haha...so far everything is good except for my cough...it's been weeks and i have still not recovered but the medicine my mum bought was abit effective bah i would say...

really touched by what my mum did for me...even though she's abit unwell, she still takes good care of me...console me...love my mum forever!

without you...i can't live

1st day of attachment simply sux...i actually felt very emotional all of the sudden..the office was orite but the working situation and their way of working make me very unused..Those work i did on the 1st day seem not to have any relation with my course...they simply dun teach me anything but just ask me to do those paperworks...ARGH...i'm driving nuts...one day is already hell for me...i wonder how i can pass the 6 weeks...i really pray i do not have to work on sat...if not, i will surely die!

Travel 2 hours just to reach my workplace is bad enough...but what can i do...i can only tahan...haiz....

pray.......

It seems that i seldom post my blog...i discover not much people view my blog..haha...sob sob..haha..
Days seems to be getting better...really starting to enjoy these few days...if not no chance le...cos attachment coming soon..Zouk on Wednesday night was cool...so shiok...haha...that's the time i really feel that i drink a little too much...wasn't walking properly..but i really enjoyed myself...thanks to the company of my friends and alot of pple out there...

Woke up at 3pm on Thursday...i was sooo tired man...den went for the agency meeting...den just now went to gym and play pool with jon and don..Suddenly, i feel that that's what i needed...friends and enjoyment...Today driving lessons was kinda sux...can't concentrate leh...dunno why...

I'm now in dilemna...shld i get a good electric guitar and give the pedal up? or should i get a normal electric guitar and the pedal...Stress...oh ya...pple reading this blog, i need your help to help me sell my Samick Guitar...pls do help me...for details..just message me..Wink!

so far yet ao near.........

Hey people...the song u are listening to now, i highly recommend it to u guys..it's called 'Pieces' by Sum 41. If u do not have the song, please message me in Msn Messenger den i'll send u..It's a nice nice song man..

I slept at 5am today...watched two stupid soccer matches..i just can't believe that chelsea could last so long..anyway, i doubt they would win the champions league trophy. Went to school today skipping my meidication and knowing there will be some kinda consequences and it does...haiz...When in school, i went to take back my stuff and glad to know my name were not in the boards..I'm in Year 3 Finally..WOOHOO!!

Today i will just enjoy myself..and do take care because the weather this few days is freeking scary..

It's been days since i last blog..this few days has its ups and downs..or i should say more of downs and less of ups..Finally i completed stage 3 of my driving lessons, hopefully i can get my license before school reopens. The date to attachment is drawing close..which makes me kinda sianx..but can't be helped..ARGH

Recently i spend money like water flowing...dreams of having a new guitar is fading away..Wah...must save and earn money like siao den can man..later going for another 2 driving session, hopefully everything turns out to be ok!

Where are u?

WooHoo...thing starting to get just better...i am feeling alot better already...hopefully i can recover before wednesday..can't wait for that day to come, i'm gonna to have fun! past few days was kinda shacked because i din get enuff sleep...overnight at Gavian house was fun..today went to orchard..bought a new long sleeve shirt..gonna wear it for that very wednesday! I really can't wait for that day - black shirt, black pants, sunglasses, blonde brownish hair, silver ear studs, leather shoes. I'm gonna look cool on that day man...oh ya, i saw one shoes i like today...must buy it once i got money..went to Singapore Pools, bought 4D..must strike ah! Now i am low on money..i overspent too much already..

I wanted to buy new guitar..can someone help me sell my guitar? if you are reading this...i really can't stand it already!! ARGH!!!

Mierda

Cough Cough Cough..yet again..tml i'll be seeing doctor..finally can't take it..ARGH! Today was bad enough..with tml's portfolio submission making it worse...Life's a hell...went to overnight at my friend's hse..in the end, waking up feeling so lazy and tired...so cancelled one driving lessons and went for the other one

Today's driving lesson SUX..that stupid instructor actually give me problems..i really can't hear what he is saying and he said i am not following his orders..SLAP his face! in the end, i was quite pissed of with him but i needed that chops...what to do...tahan lo..ARGH! can't wait for lessons to end faster and when the time comes, i was relieved..went home after that feeling sian...played Gunbound and intend to do my portfolio only later..
Den i went to dyed my hair..now it's something like abit brown...den portfolio was difficult, i still haven redo my submission but i don't intend to...too lazy...feel like giving up...moodless....

Pray for the better tml...

it's better to die or live terribly?

Wow...finally got to post my blog again..it's so laggy and i tried and tried..Yesterday was quite ok...after my drivin, i went to play blowing..1st time i'm learning how to spin that heavy bowling ball..haha...still not pro yet but still can hit down those pins la..quite fun...but initially, the mood will abit spoilt by this ugly idiot..i was wanting to key in the names for me and my friends den he was sitting down there, not having the intention to give up the seat..so i ask him to excuse me..in the end he stand up and stare at me while i was keying the names..he eyes was somehow gonna pop out..just feel like slapping his face..acting ah beng..pathetic..but lucky, we played some nice games..den went home to chiong GB...SUX MAN!

Today actually wanted to see doctor but didn't..cos woke up late den wehn i reach there..the waiting time was 2 hrs and 7 mins..WTH!! see one doctor have to wait that long, so i give up and went to sch and collect my stuff den went to jurong...discuss recipes..my favourite..haha..den i went for driving
Driving today was tiring man..the crank course make my left legs ache...and my leg actually went numb during the session..wah!! fierce man the lesson..but i still manage to learn how to drive through the course...it was raining while i was driving..quite shiok..haha..later got match...gonna stay up late and support LIVERPOOL!!

it's freezing..who can hug me?

Can i be counted as feeling better le? i'm still having difficulty breathing...can't wait for tuesday to come..i wanna see doctor..this morning went gym..nothing much cos i can't really do much, was coughing throughout the whole workout..so sian...after that went to eat 'kuay chap'..My Favourite!! Den i went to lot 1 to buy the Twins album..woohoo..finally got my hands on that album. But supposed to comes with a poster but that stupid XXXXXXXX owner never give me...she and her stuff was like eye lookings at eye...which makes me abit supicious..i guess they have it but dun give away..saying what, out of stock blah blah blah...bad attitude!! Den i went to buy cod liver oil..heard from Don that it might helps with my lungs...so thinking of giving it a try..even though it taste AWFUL!!

Den i and gav went to queenstown..i went to change my studs ..bought ear sticks also..chatted with gav during the way, quite alot of talk..talk about relationships, ear piercing, tattoos and so much other stuffs...*at that point of time, i was not in any pain, not panting, not coughing* how weird can my body be..sianXX

den went back home, online for a while, watch finish the vcd den went to sleep..woke up online for a while den watch that barcelona match...OMG!! i was wondering what happen to all the strong teams...all playing like shit recently..ARGH!! Life's sux...unfair....weird

Today was bad...so sianxx...sian sian sian..woke up in the afternoon, den feel so sian already...expect the day to be boring which it really turn out to be so..went online den went lot 1...went out like no motive like that...in the end...make farhan bored with me..haha..i must say he's really someone there when i really need...buddies foreverx!

went home feeling so sian...den intend to watch some horrow show..it was nicebut only watch disc one cos wanna go pei my sis online..oh ya!! Saw felicia online today...she's got a webcam..den she show off to me...in the end, she din show herself to me, instead, show her typing..haha..she say she shy..den what's the point of having the webcam...such a nice girl must show mah.haha..after that..i went to chat with samantha..today i chatted with her the longest time..haha..1st time sia.

Still coughing as usual but no asthma, that's what i am relieved about..hopefully my cough can go off soon..Man Utd sux today..play like shit..i'm so disappointed..no comments..day ended badly..started off badly too..there's will be always tml..

Yesterday night was a tortue..i could not sleep properly..lying down on bed makes me have difficulty breathing..so i have to sit upright instead..i went offline and watch Alien Vs Predator again..a nice movie that i'm not tired of..den i was abit down..feeling terrible...what was on my mind --> why am i always sick? why aren't the medicine working? how long is this gona last?
i went online and chatted with my friends..so while i am feeling better..i went to sleep..but still feeling abit difficult breathing..

This morning, i was so tired..yet feeling abit alright alrdy..went to school for that foever sucky test...and know what...i could 40/50..and i actually 'tikam' one..so heng..now waiting for another test... hope i get well soon

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