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It's a tough week for me. Why must i always make mistakes? Sometimes, i just hate myself, for being, so uselesS? It's a huge decision i'm making and therefore, i'm going to fulfill it. Pardon for my mistakes but note on my intentions. Time is our friend now and i hope something good will come out of it, i'm sure it will if we both try.

Movie just now sucks. 'Body of Lies' wasn't a good movie. I slept at the beginning of the movie. But guilt filled my heart, i actually had wanted to watch the movie even though i sensed some boredom. But there's this huge head in front of my blocking my view, which kind of turns me off, leaving me nothing much to watch. Near halfway through, i was not concentrating well. My heart is yearning. i miss her

I'm back at home, still feeling empty...where's she?

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I'm 3 kg lighter. My stomach is getting weaker and weaker. I LS almost everyday, well, in fact, everyday. It's a tough one past few days, but thankfully it's over. Now i'm happily clearing leave, BUT, ever since i started work, leave seems a chore. I literally have got NOTHING to do. Or should i say, i DO NOT know what to do. I does not have a strong interest in game as much how i used to.

It's been a long time since i watched a movie. I badly want to hit the movie theaters. So someone, please ask me out for a movie. I want to visit SITEX this time round. I'm looking out for a powerful HDD. Every softwares/programs now consume such a huge chunk of space that i can't help but think technology is improving and expanding way too fast, at a speed that even some couldn't cope, like me. I'm thinking of getting an external HDD, whereas Dear intend to get a thumbdrive. And perhaps Dear forgot that she has a printer to get as well, one which we postpone during the previous IT fair. Haa, i shall remind her again.

Missing Her...

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Luckily, everything went well. I sincerely hope Dear had the best birthday party of her life and of course, it SHOULD be a memorable one. Dear has so many friends who's helping her with her party, especially her school friends and working colleagues. Think i almost got everyone pissed for arriving so late.

But still, nothing is worse that the rain. When it poured, it has everyone's heart who was present then racing. But thank god, rain stopped as the crowd starts coming in. It's only that stupid carpark which has SO limited lots that once a car go in, it will surely have difficulty coming out because it has become a one way lane. But everyone managed to be there, somehow.

Finally, everything is over. Everyone witness the entering of adulthood of Dearie. Happy Birthday to Dearie first. Everything will be alright, forget about the past..let's move on

December come!

I'm waiting for December to come. Mainly because i have 16 days OFF from work out of the total 31 days. On top of that, i'm going to have tons of meetups and celebrations with my friends. Mambo (possibly) with MR, Christmas with MR, Christmas with Xero4, Countdown with Xero4, Marathon, Pool, Movies...everything is coming back...

Of course, my first ever candle light dinner with Dearie...

But first, i need my stomach to fully recover. My stomach's still feeling bloated every now and then and it's really making damn uncomfortable...

Confirmed Happiness

I'm confirmed! After passing my actual confirmation day for 19 days, my lady boss took time out from her routinely busy yet not so busy schedule and dragged me into the room. Routine questions came before i expressed my thoughts and feedbacks. Bah! My signature was on that appraisal form and i'm officially a staff in UOB Travel Planner. I don't know if it's good news but so far, it has been good for me. The everyday handling of holiday and tour packages really make me learn alot about the world and of course, i look forward to my next tour lead...hopefully...someday, i'll be able to go travelling around the world with Dear....Will you?

I found a super good deal. Most car companies are renting out their cars during the CNY at WeeWAH! rates. And worse, you need to rent at least a minimum of 7 days. Which means, daily rates range between $80 - $150 per day x 7 days which gives you $560 for a super kuku car like Fiat Punto to $1000 over for a above average saloon car. Madness, pure madness. But thankfully, i managed to find a car rental for 6 days @ only $450. Madness as well? Of course....

PrimaTaste - Char Kway Tiao DIY

I regret not to take a photo of my masterpiece on Saturday. I’ve bought this Primataste ‘Char Kway Tiao’ packet whereby it includes the necessary sauces to cook Char Kway Tiao. Trust me, even if you have the best of the ingredients necessary for any dishes and you lack the skill, you will be a failure still. I’m glad I’m succeeded and I’m proud of it…

The content includes sesame oil, dark soya sauce, pork/lard oil and their chilli paste. I added my own noodles and kway tiao, the necessary and yummy ingredient. Everything was going fine until after I’ve finish added the noodles and kway tiao. Cooking for a 4 person share of Char Kway Tiao is really not easy. I stir fried the content inside the wok until my arm almost gave in. I can feel the intense ache at this point of time (now then I realize how hard it is on those hawker who’s serving nice food to public as a living). But thankfully, I managed to complete this masterpiece by MYSELF and it was really nice, with review supported from Dear, Mum and my brother.

I’m going to try the other Primataste, perhaps Laksa first.

With my stomach satisfied on Saturday, Sunday turned out to be a disappointment instead. Steamboat used to be my favourite but not now. I simply can't stand myself gorging down food after food like how i used to love doing so much...What's worse that that for the past two days, i'm down with sickness - bloated stomach and fever. Now, food is my best friend and also my worst enemy.

Tomorrow's my OFF Day and i'm gonna run all my necessary errands!!!

School's A Chore!

School's a chore out of the sudden, not because i have to spend time to study tons and loads of stuff but because of the school fees. The hefty school fees has made me panting and worrying. I supposed most private school student which jolly well includes me and Dear and even my classmates are vexed over school fees at a certain point of our studies. Apart from the school work and exams, it's just another thing that we have to be worried about...I seriously hope this one year plus would quickly passed by which by then, hopefully, i would enter another new phase of my life...

I've at last proved that Dear's my lucky star. Someone who's abit superstitious like me would have to use time to prove otherwise. I'm really patang when it comes to certain things. For example, not patting on the shoulder when betting/gambling, not cutting fingernails @ night, not pointing your finger towards the moon etc etc, lots to list in fact. But las, i finally proved after so many weeks on that Dear's my lucky star. Past few losses counts for nothing after i've so far, won all the matches i've bet this weekend, with one more match to go....Bingo!

Went for a shopping spree and Dear really made my eyes open today, although i appeared otherwise. I didn't know Chinatown've got so much good stuff - cheap clothes, yummy food and even interesting people. Today i can considered myself explored quite abit of Chinatown, although it's only a small bit of area. She of course, didn't go home empty handed, with her bag and hands full of 'achievements'. Whereas for me, i discovered this new snack outlet by this Thai uncle. He's selling this cute small little pancake which i find it yummy and tasty with its fragrance. I'm looking forward to 2 weeks later, cos i'll be in Chinatown once again...

Random

Work has been great. I finally learnt the skills to survive in this patience-demanding workplace. Seriously, it's always the shit of the others that make work so tough on me. Thankfully, rainbow's here after that short period of rainstorm.

Bought a polo tee and jean from Giordano. Festive season is coming, which at this point of time coincides with the finiancial tsunami, giving everyone more reason to shop because shops everywhere are banging on their discounts. Here at UOB, staffs are getting 40% off most of the items @ Giordano and me being a not-so-active shopper decided to seize the chance and make myself happy for once.

At last, Dear's decided on her mini birthday gathering. So all's not gone yet. Yes, there's going to be food, fun, entertainment, crapping and of course driving around at night, roaming Singapore again in wee hours...can't wait!!!

It's fun being matchmakers and both me and Dearie is in the midst of hooking two singles up. Hopefully, somehow, miracle works and may the cupid struck the love arrow on their ASS!!! Not a bad idea to be a matchmaker afterall, isn't it, Dearie?

Needs

I need my sleep.
I need my rest.
I need my off and leave.
I need my food

Life's Too Routinal

I’m seriously dozing off. At work now, but I’m not working. There’s nothing for me to do. Seriously, my own opinion of working on Saturday is crap, especially for such a small travel agency like us. Was given the appraisal form by boss just now. 3 months passed, yet I’m still not confirmed yet.

Seriously at times, I feel that life is too stagnant, although I very much wanted to add colours to it but I just couldn’t, either someone or something does not allow me to do so. I used to be a super outgoing person, who never fails to go out every weekend, either to hang out around, watch movies or even just window shop. But right now, I’m either working or studying, if not, I’m just lazing at home, getting the rest I needed so as to continue my routinal schedule.

Perhaps when someone enters a certain age or rather a certain phase of life, it’s really time to slow things down and get serious. I have my own plans and goals in life right now which is indeed something comforting. The only problem is to work towards it, and seriously, it’s difficult….very difficult