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2 guard duties in a week is no easy feat. Especially yesterday's duty, totally sucked all the energy available in me. Nevertheless right now as i'm typing, i fully understand that kind of special feeling that i had missed so much of, a feeling of which one is so tired yet happy. I felt as though i had just been through the moment of my life.

School's assignment has been briefed quite well and detailed already and i guess it's seriously about time i set my fingers on the keyboard, dong my own research and engaging in hours of hardworking effort that would get me good grades. It may seem i'm not serious in my school work at times, but i realised that the moment i decided to take up this course, it's already another me. A 'me' that has mature from those childish thinking that i used to have when i'm still schooling in the past. I seriously know its importance and certainly know what's i'm doing. Right now, i chose to study smart instead of hard. So, i still believe in the way i'm studying. Results is the best proof and hopefully it won't failed me when my first two papers' results is releasing in one week time.

Celebrated Dear's birthday earlier on. Even though i was already shagged, but still, i look forward to it. All the tiredness was gone the moment i got myself prepared for the day. I just can't wait to see the response from her face when i passed her those presents i bought specially for her. And true enough, her reaction upon seeing those presents just melted my heart and touched me. I'm glad i did made her happy and we both enjoyed our day.

Watched Hero. Oh man, i would give up that seat to anyone who's crazy for that so called 'handsome' hunk in the show. I seriously don't know what the hell is the show all about. I spent nearly half the movie sleeping away only to be woke up by dear time and time again. I tried forcing myself to watch the movie but despite the fact that i was woken up and tried to continue watching in view of that $8.50 paid for that movie, i failed. I just fell asleep unknowingly. That's how lousy the show can be...

Too shagged to continue this post any longer....i shall continue tomorrow....

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Thanks to Dearie. She knew i was sick, yet, she took up the time, travelled all the way from her workplace to my house just to visit me, take care of me, shower me with all her love and concern that i yearned so much for after not seeing her for 2 days.

Her birthday is coming, i shall repay all her love and make her the happiest girl on earth that very day.

Hypocrite and Idiot

How hard is it to say the word 'plain'? To many, it's just another word. To me, it's even a greater word, a word which can spare me from feeling yucky and allow me to have a great meal in peace and great taste. But then to one, it means more than it could actually mean. To this very special one, it's troublesome. Is it so difficult to order a burger and to have it plain? He claims it's troublesome just because i want it plain. All along, i thought he meant that it would be troublesome for the person making the burger, but big nono....he meant the one ordering would have to say an extra word of 'plain'. All thanks to him, i had to savour in my own cup noodles, while he still has the cheek to offer me his pathetic full of shit burger. Please, hypocrite don't last, much less a person like you..Bullshit.

Oh man, that damn 'retiree' in my office is getting more and more irritating than ever. I'm seriously considering teaching him a good lesson. Now, i'm not the only one who detest this idiot, almost everyone does. All thanks to his 'good' upbringing. He claims that a person who is going to ORD soon shall have the special privillege of 'bullying' the other 'junior'. He started pushing all his responsibilities and duties to everyone who he can grab and find. He's even turning unreasonable as he thinks he deserved to be 'served and slaved' by all of us. But little did he knew, most of us, who has already know his famous doings, are clever enough to stand by ourselves and learn how to reject his 'generous arrow'.

Enjoyable Weekend

School assignments are starting to get on the way, it's high time i start digging into my books and the internet. I've never regretted taking up this course, although moments of temptation and tiredness did get into me, making me feel like skipping classes, but i'm glad my determination is strong. Lessons aren't boring, but it's interesting. Examples used by the lecturers is indeed explanatory and also interesting as well.

Dearie stayed two nights over. Great time we spent together these two days. Not even to mentioned the sumptous meal which i just ate moments ago. A whopping 146 bucks for a feast for 6 person. Simply yummy.

MiuMiu and Shoobing are just doing fine. Had their first bath of their life yesterday. I'm sure they love it, which makes them smells just like a fresh strawberry. Dearie and I are starting to love them more and more. Dearie was saying how sad it would be, given their lifespan of around two years to go to a 'much better place' without having any heirs. I seriously have the intention of giving them each a mate, but there's risk involved as well. So, i'm still considering carefully.

Tried cooking my very own 'Black Pepper Spaghetti' yesterday. I was not bad, as exclaimed by Dearie and Mum. I'm beginning to feel like a chef, haa..even though i very much wanted to be one. It's a totally self invented recipe that i came up with myself. Not too bad for a person who come up with his very own recipe isn't it.

Dear gave in today, giving up her VCD watching by accompanying me to catch a midnight movie which i very much wanted to - Beowulf. I didn't knew it was a animated movie, but although animated, parts of it seem so real. My first thought upon seeing the movie is that, 'oh gosh, tell me it's not an animated movie..i'm so going to be disappointed'. Thankfully, it didn't failed me. Certainly a nice story with plot of its own and fascinated me with the monsters which appeared through the movie. Certainly inspirational at certain part of the movie. I reckon there's going to be a part two which i'm going to catch it again, given how the ending ended.

I've decided to give up the thought of watching Saw 4, given the rating which i assume they are going to concentrate so much on the gore scenes that it's not going to give me the twists and surprises that i enjoyed so much during Saw 1 and Saw 2. Saw 3 had disappoint me utterly and so, i think i'll just give it a miss.

Guard Duty tomorrow...how i wish it never come...

First Pair of Hamsters Pet

Finally, i get to keep pets of my own. Bought it specially for Dearie, but then, they will be staying put at my house, giving me the highest authority to watch them grow. Welcome to my home, Shoobing and Xiao Bai. One normal winterwhite (Shoobing) and one pearl winterwhite white (MiuMiu). They were brought into the this world 3 weeks ago, and 3 weeks after they were born, they found new home. I took the responsibility in watching them grow and of course, together with me, Dearie and I will continue to keep them entertained, hoping to give them the best which we deemed best.

Both males, hopefully they would create a great bond and if by any chance, i'll find them a mate so that they can have their own offsprings as well. My intention to expand their living environment is still in my mind and hopefully it will come soon.

Here are some photos of the cute little ones...

Shoobing and MiuMiu cuddling together

Searching for food.

Shoobing piggyback-ing MiuMiu

MiuMiu exercising

Shoobing on the go!

Kelvin's Philosophy of Life

So many of us spend each day of our life searching for, or seeking the perfect or wonderful life that most of us wanted so much. But think again, 'a wonderful life' or 'life that you expected' is not simply a movie. If you have the answers you seek to make this wonderful life journey, if not, you keep seeking for the answers. For all its ups and downs and good and bad days, life truly is a wonderful journey, if you understand it is more about the trip then where it inevitably takes you. Along the way however there are "direction aids" that make the meaning of life a far more beneficial, spectacular, creative and pleasant journey. Don't spend a half life learning what the phrase ' its my life ' really means. Don't spend your time thinking why aren't your life aren't as good as the others or even compare your life with others. The mistake most people make about finding the meaning of life is searching for the answer instead of living it.

'Why does happiness seems out of reach?' A question that many might seem to ask themselves when met with the downside of life, be it for a short moment or a long period. Happiness don't drop from the sky. Happiness don't disppear just like that as well. It's whether you know how to create them and at the same time, cherish them. More often than not, we human beings are unhappy because we seem to do comparison in our lives. Comparing how bad our current life is as compared to life years ago, but one do have to understand the fact that human being age. During the process of growing old, there's several stages we have to pass. We can't be possibly smile at the age of 35 thinking that you are going to get a sweet lollipop once you get home. Different stages has different expectations, responsibilities and life as well. Each and every individual is different, therefore, comparing with others will only make yourself suffer and ask more 'whys'.

Contentment. It's something that seems to be far away from a person. It's not difficult to make a person contented with his or her life. Whether a person can be easily contented, it's very much dependent on the expectations on life of that person. Naturally, the difficulty of being contented rises along with the level of expectation. A child can be easily contented with a lollipop, whereas trying bringing it to an adult, it means nothing. Instead, a stable job is all that can keep that adult contented.

'Well, that's life' --> This sentence doesn't seem to hold much meaning for those who's already feeling pessimistic. In fact, this phrase means more than it seems. How we want our life to be, it's duly up to ourselves. The way we shape it, the way we do it and the way we achieve it, it's all dependent only on us. So no matter how much complaints we have, the earth still spin, plants still photosynthesize, human still shit. So why not, take the time and think how to make it only better. No use comparing others life, instead, we could use theirs as reference so as to make our lives a better one.

Finally, Nice Food in Camp

Never before i had such a feast in Camp, although not the camp i'm attached to, but it's already a very nice food experience for me. SFI (Singapore Food Industries) provided meals for all camps, and their food simply cannot make it. Their food never fail to have this weird smell whereby one hungry person is bound to lose his or her appetite after smelling it.

Today's food spread is due to an event, whereby it's attending by lots of high ranking officers. That explains the good spread of food, ranging from oyster omelette to breaded chicken wings to century egg congee...all yummy!!!

Day out with Su and Ball

Flu's acting up again recently. Must be too much indecent food, along with the harsh weather, it's certainly making a human being weaker than before. Don't know why, i feel so hungry again now. I want to eat something, but only junk food's around me. I got to curb, it's not easy, but i know i can.

Finally met up with Su and Fishball again. The last time we went out together, it's like many months ago. The feeling was great. Su as always, blur and funny. I intend to take this previous day on leave to do some shopping for Dearie's present as well. Sadly, stupid fishball has to dump his friends for his girlfriend. Never mind, leaving me with that tall Su. Two of us went to watch 'Lust, Caution'. Two guys to watch a R21 movie, sounds gay? Well, couldn't care much. I wanted to watch this movie badly that i couldn't find anyone to go with me, and so, Su became the scapegoat.

A rather normal movie with nice artistic display of directing of those scenes. The story plot was not bad, along with the cool actors and weird actress in it. Finally now i know how Shanghainese sounds.

At least, i completed the task of buying all of Dearie's birthday present. And also, one surprise done. Left 2 more surprise and i can slowly count down to her special day.

RollerBlade and 'Stardust'

ArgH! Why can't human beings born knowing how to skate, roller blade, cycle, cook etc etc. Why doesn't god want to spare us the pain of learning all the abovementioned skills/talents if you wanna call it? Perhaps, it's better an achievement to acquire those skills only when you experience pain and hard work after all the sweating, groaning from pain , falling down etc.

Tried roller blading for the second time in my life. Good experience. I'm gradually learning, apart from all the falling etc, i can confidently say i'm learning and progressing well, but if only there's someone who can guide me along, i'm definitely sure it would be much better. I think i even dragged poor dearie down by getting her to accompany me, causing her not being able to have her fun in her bicycle.

Watched Stardust today. The start of the movie was so bored that i actually fell asleep. Halfway through, i wanted to continue sleeping, but it's abit wasteful to spend 9 bucks to sleep in a movie theater. I forced myself to watch it and thankfully, it was the right choice. I didn't miss much and in fact, the movie started to rise to climax and that got me all sit up. A meaningful movie about love, life and stuff. Kind of more into fantasy to me rather than romance.

Tomorrow is the day. I'm going to buy Dearie's present!! Hopefully by tomorrow, i'll be able to settle everything. =)

Had my Teppanyaki dinner at last @ Wisma Atria with Dearie yesterday. I just can't seem to get tired of it. The tenderness of the prawns, the fragrance of the cooking and of course, not forgetting the garlic chilli along with the sauce to go with the main dish, which gets my tastebuds working doubly hard.

Feeling was great. How often do you get to walk along Orchard Road real slow, holding a ice cream in on your hand and really look around the facade of Orchard Road at your own pace. It's a good feeling, try it and you'll find it out for yourself.

Christmas mood seems to be filling up Orchard Road. Christmas decor is starting to appear in Orchard Road, along with gigantic Christmas trees. I wonder, how will my Christmas be like this year?

Went for my department's Cohesion today. Fun absolutely. Held @ HomeTeamNS, we had our fun @ LaserQuest first of all. In case you don't know, LaserQuest is a game whereby two teams are formed and they entered into the 'battlefield' which is a dark and messy maze with just a vest and a gun. So, the two teams will battle it out by hitting targets located on the vest. It seems easy, but when all the hiding, escaping and running starts, it's in fact very tiring. 10 mins is short because fun had just started but long because the running had you panting for breath.

They suggested play LAN games after that. I'm a total nuts when it comes to LAN Games like CounterStrike, Battlefield 1942 etc. Indeed, i stupidly followed them and got myself into a state of blurness. It's the first time i look and felt so idiot in front of a keyboard, not knowing how to play nor hit any buttons or keys. Well, the whole thing just got me irritated and i left PS myself for some fun of arcade games, whereby i achieved much more fun and excitement.

Finally, bought Dear's first birthday present. Can't wait to see her response when she received it. I'm eagerly anticipating for that day. I'm counting down....10...9...8...7...???

Devastating Trauma

It was devastating. I didn't expect that. Everything just came to me just like that. I took them in. I admit my wrong, i got punished, but somehow, i felt i got punished of wrongs which wasn't committed by me myself. Right now, i don't know how. It has become tramautising. There's so many things i still want to say, but i dare not. One thing leads to another. Tml is going to be bad. How am i going to spend it? I don't know. Perhaps it's time i find new hobby, go out with new people, find new games and stuff to do.

My heart is very heavy, but there's not cure for it, at least not for now. For the next few days, it's going to be unstable. I shall commit myself in order to keep my mind distracted. What to do....i don't know....die die die

Soccer Games Addict

Totally hooked on a new game - Football Manager 2008. My sudden interest in soccer games brings me back to where i used to be years ago, where i'm addicted to games like Winning Eleven, Pro-Evolution Soccer, Championship Manager, FIFA soccer. The latest releases came around the same time, and it just got my fingers again. First, it was FIFA 2008 on PSP platform, next, it was Football Manager 2008 which got my fingers itchy.

Football Manager 2008

FIFA 2008

My computer is dying on me soon, very very soon....Oh Man...when is my new computer coming?

UOB Family's Day

It's a nice sunday. I kind of look forward to that very day, all because i'm going to attending a carnival, well, a so called carnival. It's UOB Family Day. I'm back to meeting my ex colleagues. It's feels good that after so long, some of my ex colleagues actually still regconise me. Of course, not forgetting Da Jie Jie (Yun Foong) and Xiao Jie Jie (Candy).

I suppose the group of people who will enjoy such carnivals would be those children. If i were 10 years younger, this would be a great place for me to have lots of fun, mainly because of those mini games. Dear and me went from game store to store to play games that seems so kiddish. Nevertheless, we go ahead and played. We weren't the only adults there. All those games made me feel like i'm a kid. Prizes were also meant for kids - sweets, notebook, cute ruler and of course, not to mention candies.

Entering the Carnival

Welcome to the Carnival!

Random

Watching this year's Subaru Challenge, i feel so tempted to take part in next year's compeition. But seriously, i know it's not easy as i thought. Just imagine, the standing under the hot sun for hours, the not being able to move your 'sticked' hand away from the car, even if your body is aching, feeling numb or in an awkward position. Worse of all, you get only 5 mins rest for every 6 hours of torture. But all these for a good prize - a Subaru car. Worth it? Not unless you win it.

Went out with Edmund today. Found a new pool centre. Nice area with good rates, but sadly smoky. It's located at the basement of Golden Mile Complex. Afterwhich, we went to PS for some arcade session. It's been a long time since i last went arcade. Of course, was there to play my favourite game - Virtual Striker. I realised that i'm finally losing my touch. I longer enjoyed the sort of triumph against challenger like i how i did before. Oh man, still, i'm enjoying the game

Man Utd drew with lowly Arsenal! The most painful thing is to lose a match at the very last minute, just when you thought it's going to be a victory for the team you have been supporting all along ever since the first whistle was blown. Disappointed truly but i have the utmost confidence that they are going to win the title no matter what. Way to go!

Where's my Games?

Games! I'm desperately in the need to go back to the times where i spent hours and hours in front of my computer and keeping my fingers busy among the whole of the keyboard. I've got this urge to play games. Games which i missed so much, be it latest releases or old classics. Bring it all on.

PSP has been my latest companion all along. So many games i'm waiting for. However, my computer couldn't cooperate. It couldn't support all the 'high quality and graphical' games that i'm asking for. Sadly. I'll just make do with whatever i have.

Games like Rise of Nations, Age of Mythology, Hitman, Call of duty are all still clearly one of my favourites. Not even to mentioned my all time favourite, SWAT. Thankfully, i managed to get hold of 'SWAT: Liberty Target' from my friend and it's one game more on my beloved PSP. Next up will be the highly anticipated 'Football Manager 2008'. I want to be a gamer again and i'm sure i can.

Blink Blink

New Shades

My New Shades

At last, i bought my shades again. This time round, from Monsoon. They are having some sort of special sale. Pretty satisfied with it. Dear bought one as well.

Preparation for Dear's birthday is still ongoing. Slow but steady. I'm still coming up with more ideas. I'm just trying to be as professional as i can be in creating all those surprises. And also, still trying to shortlist several birthday presents for her. Gonna be super busy on 12 Nov - the day where i'm going to shop for her presents.

Another cute photo of a hamster. Here you go.

Picture of a Winterwhite lying on the floor