Today is such a wonderful day. It's especially wonderful because days before today wasn't really good, which makes today the only good day of the week so far. Today, i've know more colleagues, which is good news..haha..the more friends u have in the office, the less bored u will feel. Work today has been quite alright..unlike Monday and Tuesday. During both days, my colleague, Yoon Foong wasn't around, that caused much stress on me and Candy. I did OT for these two days, went home shacked, mood wasn't really good then, it was further worsen by some other things too..

Yesterday, i managed to finish my work and went out wth Don. We went to eat dinner 1st at Wisma..We ate Teppan-Yaki..it's been so long since i last ate that..cos it seems like such Teppan-Yaki outlet are hard to find already. But it's a disappointing meal i would say..It's doesn't taste as nice as before, maybe that explains the rareness of the outlets. after the meal, we went around shopping before heading to Paradiz Centre for a few game of pool. Although this time round, i lost again, but i felt that i'm more accurate and improved already. I didn't regret buying the cue stick and i'm just loving the game more and more.

Today supposely meeting Don but end up going home. Was just plain too lazy. Hmm...anyway, today ilm in a good mood..hopefully, tml i'll be happier..

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you just want to pck them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often, we look so long at the closed door, we don't see the one which has been opened to us.
Don't go for the looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for the wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go.
Be who you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.
You can't forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Don't count the years -- count the memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Recently, i don't know what's wrong with my tummy. It's not in its normal condition. Ever since monday all the way until wednesday, i feel something wierd inside my stomach. It's not pain, just easy, as if someone is rubbing my stomach from the inside. All the way until Friday, things got worse. I woke up early today because of my stomach. I was in great pain. Dragged myself to the toilet, bombed the toilet while sleeping..wahaha, that's how tired i am. Then went for work. Met up with Yoon Foong for Breakfast today, thinking that Candy might be late, instead, Candy appears to be the earliest there, and i'm the latest. As my stomach ain't feeling that well, i ordered the fillet burger meal whereas Yoon foong ordered hotcakes and Candy ordered BIG breakfast. This is the 1st time i've seen Candy eating sooo much during breakfast as she always claims that she's fat and can't eat much during this hour of time. Surprisingly, Yoong Foong also finished her breakfast. This is the 1st time i've seen her finished a single meal. I guess i'm the lousiest today.

Went to office, still feeling uneasy. My fillet burger is still left there untouched. By the time lunctime is reached, we went for lunch. Today's lunch will be abit special cos one of my colleague is leaving. It's her last day today. We went around the fastfood restaurant nearby and to our surprise, ALL fastfood restaurant were filled with students. I wondered what occasion it is, maybe it's just some flag day thingy. That forced us to change our dining venue to a restaurant of higher class - Delifrance. In case u don't know, i brought i fillet burger which i brought since morning along with me. In the end, i ended up ordering chicken wings and waffle ice cream for my lunch, and Candy's leftover fish and chips. My fillet burger was left untouched. Joyce, the colleague who's leaving after today, treated us to this meal. Thanks alot Joyce.

Back to office, this is the 1st time i reached office so late after lunchtime. By right, we should be back to office by 1pm, but today, we reached the office at 1:40pm. Well, Yoon Foong said there's some explaining to do with the boss, when we reached back, WAH!!, Boss was later than us..haha..phew..By the time i reached back to the office, i sudden'y feel very wierd. Just that this feeling that the world is against me, the feeling that i'm useless because i'm just now able to do certain things. But like most people said, time heals. In between the process, we went out to take a photoshoot. Today is another day of the month where the company will hold a special event. Colour as theme will be named and today's colour is green and yellow. That's also explain why i'm wearing green on this very day and why our office is go 'green' today. In the end, our department won because i guess we had the most number of people wearing green. Went back, did my work and until it was 5:30pm. It's birthday celebration for those colleague who has their birthdays falling on the month of March. 5 of them in total and they are all GIRLS! As usual, birthday song were sang, birthday cake were cut, candles were blown, wishes were made. It's game time. This is a game that i;ve never play before. Each person is suppose to write ur name on a sticker paper which is provided of cause, then we stick on behind us on our shirt. Then everyone will start writing positive stuff abt how he/she feel abt the person. And so, the room suddenly became messy, each and everyone of us were busy writing on each other's back. It was quite fun, and one more thing, we were not supposed to see what's written abt. After everything finished, we will read out one most suitable words listed from that pad aloud to everyone on our left. For mine, it was generous. I don't know why this word initially until i know who wrote it and eventually know why. Not gonna say it anyway. Quite fun too..

Today did OT and stayed in the office the longest so far ever since i worked in that company since late March.
As i'm still not feeling that well, i decided not to go Don's house.

Yesterday, i and Don went to Suntec to bought some chocolates for someone. Then we went around looking, window shopping. I'm still in dilemna of what to buy for someone. Argh! Afterwhich, we went to play pool. Brought my cue stick along and played with Don for almost an hour. I thnik i;ve improved abit with the help from the book which i brorrowed a few weeks ago. I'm determined to improve more and hopefully playing it well.

Tml's sat..i suppose i'll be dying my hait..mud colour..hmm..nice? Don't know..will post pictures for u to judge..

Friday

Went Don's house and overnight. Woke up in the morning feeling lazy. Very luckily, it's a Friday. A public holiday. Long weekend we have..and yea, we had fun. We jammed, played PS 2 and jammed again all the way until night. As time passed, we feel more and more lazy and sian. Just when Gav prepared to go home, we suggested playing Mahjong. And so, we dragged the relunctant Jonathan to join us at Don's house. We watched finish the drama show before started on the Mahjong. Now comes the funny part, after playing 4 games, suddenly, we realised that we are short one 4 tiles!! Oh gosh, to think that we still can play 4 games of mahjong without realising the missing tiles. Well, all thanks to that Sickly and sleepy Jon. He has been piling and arranging his tiles with shortage. Pro. So, we restart the whole mahjong session and play til anyone of us become bankrupt 1st. We used Chips instead of money cos we don't really Gamble (WOOPS). And yea, Gavian lost! Phew..but this time round, the mahjong session wasn't really fun, i got tired of it, simply because there were too many doubts on this game, all four of us were still too noob to know the rules of the game. After the game, i went home and watch another stupid match by Man Utd..They shall go through this season with only a Carling Cup Trophy. Haiz..

Saturday

We went town on this day! I wanted to search for something to get for someone. Cracking my brains as hard as i could. Darn, i'm bad as buying stuff. I sux at such things. Opinions from my friends didn't help release that 'burden' much simply because i'm just too indecisive. We went Taka shop, found amd asked the price of the PUMA belt i wanted to buy, went to a few sports shop in that vicinity too. After that, we went to HMV. Wow, i had always wanted to listen song by DA PUMP (in case u don't know, it's a korean band, don't really know what genre though). So, i went to look at the albums, gosh..the album actually cost between S$70-80 bucks. And that one ALBUM! Which means one song cost around S$7. Well, actually it's expected because it's directly imported from Korea and no other music shop sell em'.

And YEA, i bought my pool cue stick already. Shall post pictures of it soon. I quite like it even though i haven officially own it. I shall learn and try to master Pool. Alot of people have this impression that people who play pools are those Ah Bengs and Ah lians. Well, i can't blame that for that impression because it's just these kinda people who makes this hobby and that kinda place so complicated. To me, i'm just playing because i like it as a hobby. It's fun to play with your friends too.

After that, we went watching movie. I had wanted to watch Ice Age 2 but received objection. So, we watched Firewall instead. It's quite a nice show. I'll give it 4/5. After movie, everyone is like so dead and quiet. I guess we were tired. Went home, chiong my maple and slept til Sunday.

Today

Rotted at home. started coming down with the flu. Must be kena from Jonathan. Shared the glass of water with him on Friday. Oh gosh..Argh! Finally, i'm level 63 in Maple. I can't wait for lvl 70! I went to Lot 1 with Don not long ago to rent some books on Mahjong, Pool and Bowling. My interest in bowling is back. Ever since i stopped playing with my cousin, i've never touch bowling again til last thursday. Hmm, shall go play bowling again one day. Now, i'm like a clown with my nose super red. sneezing and sneezing.Argh..irritating..i'm feeling weak..

Today was a great great day. Why? Because it's the 1st time i went out spending and playing with my colleagues and their beloved ones. I went out with my 'Big jie jie and Small jie jie', Noy and Joyce. Small jie jie brought her boyfriend along whereas Noy brought her family along. I and Joyce brought our friend/s along too. I would say it's really great today and i enjoyed every single bit and moment of today.

Started the day quite well and happily. Today is the 1st time i ate my lunch 'takeaway'. 1st time i ate at the pantry area. The reason why is because as we were going out today, and the credit cards applications are piling huge, we have to sacrifice some of our lunchtime and do our work. The applications and getting hell lot and lot day by day. Nevertheless, we still tried our best completing them today. Times flies and it's finally 7pm. Knock-off time, work was incomplete but still, we managed to finish a big chunk of it. Great. My mistakea at work are getting lesser but still, careless, which means it could actually be prevented. Hm..i shall be more careful.


After work, a few of my colleagues and i went for dinner. Then we proceed to SPANS (it's a country club). A small country club i would say. Supposedly, we were supposed to go Marina Square but then the bowling alley was fully booked from 6pm tp 10pm/ I would considered that lucky as SPANS's bowling alley was much cheaper. Even though the place aren't that spacious and big as the ones found at Cathy or Marina Square, it's enough to give all of the fun and enjoyment we needed. I started off the game quite ok until my friend arrived. This Don is super pro, for the bith games he played, he's topped the chart whereas my best came only for the last game Same for Gavian too. Our fun was further 'enhanced' by Noy's two cute little daughters. Seeing kids like that always make me feel happy, eager and lotsa emotions going through my mind. Only my very friends will know what i'm talking about i suppose.

Now, i'm at Don's house and Me and Gav's staying overnight at his house. Now Gav is dead asleep and i shall go bathe now..cya..will update more

Sunday

Went gym. It's the 1st time since dunno how many months. Finally, once again, i'm stepping into the once so familiar gym at Choa Chu Kang Stadium. Changed and as usual, i'll so weigh myself, checking if i'm putting any weight as i've been expecting. I still maintained the same weight as before. Well, i can only say that's something still good, at least i didn't lose weight. *Choi* Started off with the 1st station - Chin-Up. Gosh, i lost my fitness. Used to be able to do 8 chin-up, now i could barely do 4. I'm getting weaker, i shall exercise more regularly now. Find Don's method of training biceps quite effective, i'll go on to tell u why later on.

Monday

Work today was simply terrible. I did something very stupid today, which caused some misunderstanding between me and my colleagues. I've said things that don't really sounds that nice. It in turned caused some misunderstanding. Felt really bad about it, but luckily, my colleague is understanding, i really hope she didn't hold it against me. Sometimes, it's just me to talk without using my precious brain. Dumb! simply just dumb..A heavy lesson learnt, and realise an idiotic part of me. Don't worry, i'm getting rid it off..

Tuesday

As usual, i keep on yawning and feel like dozing off at work. Nth much on this day.

Wednesday

Today was one of the worst day of work. I felt so tired than i keep yawning and yawning. I even feel like sleeping, i'm totally not focusing at work today. I even make a few mistakes. ARGH! I hate myself. Luckily, i talked to my 'sister' to keep myself awake. She's a remedy for lotsa problem i faced at work. Glad to have such a 'sister'. Why i called her 'sister' is because of how she told me abt her story whereas i told her mine. That's how it happens. Today we discussed as to where will we be heading to after work tomorrow, cos our original plan was ruined because the original place we were supposed to be going to will be fully booked. So we changed our venue. We changed it to SPANS. We'll be playing bowling. I managed to get Don and Gav to go with me. ope it's all fun tml as i'm going to overnigth at Don's house too..

Feeling tired now..gtg sleep..If not, tml i'll be yawning away again

Well...it's really a bad bad day..1st, i was bored at home, til my brain is going to burst..Staying at home simply bores me..Nothing to do..and so, i drag myself and my brother out. We went to town. I finally went to the PUMa shop at Taka that i've been always wanted to go. Cos i wanted to see if i can find this PUMa belt which i saw in Kuala Lumpur when i went there last year. And guess what, i found it. Hmm, still as nice as ever. I just can't wait to get my hands on it, but i'm totally broke now..so i shall wait for my payday.

After that,both of us went walking around. Argh...going out with my brother simply sux too..He's always pulling that black long face, making me feel so sian also. And so, we went PS thinking of catching a movie..When we reached there, all nice movies were already either sold out or have to wait til 11 plus..it's like an hour more before we can actually watch movie. So we skipped movie and went arcade instead. It's been so long since i get my ears invaded by the booming sounds of those game machines..As usual, i'll top up and play my favourite game - Virtual Striker. Haha..so long never play already, lose abit of skills, but still can manage to win a few challengers. The feeling of winning is just shiok..Just when i was about to go home, i received a news which i deemed to be bad - i'm going to get enlisted on 21st July!! Argh!! Shit man..I thought i won't get enlisted so early but there comes that dumb letter.

But i'm glad for alot of things:

1.At least it's not under PES A or B
2.At least i get to finish my contract without breaching it
3.At least i get to watch WORLD CUP

Hmm...when i reached home, i started to talk about army life with him. Then he went on to tell me alot of interesting stories about himself. I'll share with u people on msn as it's quite long. ask me if u are interested too. After talking to him, it somehow makes me feel that going Ns isn't that bad after all. It's just that i'll be missing alot of my friends and my family. Hmm..so for now til that very day, i shall spend as much time with them as i could..

It's finally weekend! But it doesn't seems to be as good as my usual working weekday. Haiz..weekend, how everyone is wishing for that right? Everyone just can't wait for Friday to come, where they'll be earger welcoming the morning sun of Saturday. Just like everyone else, Saturday is my favourite day. It'a day where i get to meet my friends, play, enjoy my outing etc..lotsa things to do actually. So much so that, my pocket will have a big hole everytime it reaches Sunday night.

Now it's a saturday, yet, it's not much different from any other weekday just before i started working..Ever since i started working, seriously, i dun actually look forward to weekend. Friends would be tired after booking out from camp, some would have their own activities, family would be busy too. Hm...i'm left with the company of my computer. How nice can that be. Ever since i started working, my usage of the computer has dropped drastically. Hmm, that's why i should spend more time with my computer rather than going out. Wahaha..how boring can that be!!!!

I need some entertainment..i dread weekends..i assume the following few weekdends will be worse. With Don going on operation and need to rest at home. Hmm...Weekend please don't come. Maybe i can ask some of my colleagues out..wahaha..it'll be nice as most of them are girls..

Yesterday went home with my colleagues, had a talk with them..found out more abt them..nice people they are indeed. Glad to be able to work. Ahh.!! Farhan received his Letter..He's going to get enlisted at June 10. I seriously hope i won't received that kinda letter anywhere soon. I don't want to go army. I want to work and enjoy..

Yesterday Don came and have lunch with me. Hahah..so good of him right? Yes..he certainly is. although lunch time is short, it's enough. I must say this is the time where i actually cherished every minutes i have. Haha..Had lunch before walking around and he's on his way home after that..Can't wait for Monday now..

Work this week has been kind of weird. Has it ups and its downs. As always, i'm still making mistakes at work. Nevertheless, the always forgiving colleagues is always there for me. Finally, my Maple main character has levelled up. It has motivated me further. I want to reach 3rd job as soon as possible. I'll get always to train with my friends - Don, Jo, Pei shan etc etc..well, that's the only fun part of Maple now. It;s soooooooo bored to play alone. I'm still in the progress of making my new blogskin. It's a totaly new blogskin that i made myself. But it'll take some time.

Dunno why, nowadays, everytime i reach home from work, the 1st thing i would touch is my guitar, Maybe under the influence of Don's Mp3 player (thanks him for lending me his mp3 players..muacks) wahah..Now i've a few songs in mind, i'm going to master them and some even sing while playing. Sounds abit impossible huh..don't worry..practice makes perfect..when there's a will, there's a way..how true can that be..

Today i went to the bank and submitted my damaged ATM card. What a Day.! Queue was super long..but no choice, i've have to wait. Cos that's the only time i could go and get a new Atm. Before i go work and after i finished work, the bank would be closed, so the only time left is lunchtime..sadly..It east into my lunch time..nevertheless, i still managed to find time and had lunch. It's the 1st time i'm having lunch with my 'lunching' colleagues. Finally, it's my turn. Gosh, had to pay 5 bucks for the replacement for the damaged ATM card. Haiz..all because of that stupid wallet, causing much bending to my ATM card, making cracks all over it. Now, i shall be wiser and put it in a more appropiate place.

Talking about such matters..Yesterday i was talking to Don about what i've wondered. Cos nowadays, internet banking and tranferring of funds has been so common. All i need to do tot transfer money to my friends is just by getting his account number and just transfer money from my account to his. But (CHOI CHOICHOI), let's say i entered the wrong number (maybe becos i was blind at that point of time or maybe he accidentally read 7 as 1), the money would be pocketed into someone else's account. GOSH! That'll make me panic enuff and make my heartbeat so fast like train. In such cases, i wonder what should i actualy do. So far, i've not seen or heard cases like that but i'm sure such things does happen. And when it happens, will the bank help u even though u have your friend as witness. Hm..i dare not even think of it. Imagine it's a big transaction - one that's enuff to buy u an MP3 player..wow..cool..the one who 'accidentally' got the money just becos some blind people accidentally put it into his acc must be over the clouds upon seeing the cash. He must have had believed that money does drops from the sky right?

I think that if the cash's not used, maybe there's still chance of retrieving the money back..maybe police report will be necessary. But..i mean BUT what if the person has used the cash, he could claim that he didn't realise the sudden increase in his amount of money in his account. In such situation, no one;s to be blame but the person who doing the transferring of the money. Especially, if it's between friends. I would surely not know what to do if i'm in that kind of situation. Money VS Friends..Tough huh..Well, people always say, money hurts reltionship - i agree it to a certain extent. I've seen how money has strained relationship, and realised that it's so so true. That's why til now, i'm still not that confident of transferring money in that manner..Convenient? YEs, that's for sure..Sale? Perhaps..but risk is there..accidents do happen. I'll prefer handling money in cold hard cash. I could even smell the scent of it, y isn't it better?

*Sniff Sniff*

Work has been alright for the past 3 days..except for the last day maybe. I made hell lotsa mistakes..which yet again makes me feel bad. Those mistakes are quite silly actually. Gonna be abit more careful next week.

Cut a shitty hairstyle on Wednesday. It sucks big time. Some said it just simply not nice, few say i look like small kid, well, i find it 'just ok'..wahaha..Finally met up with Farhan and he was saying how he's juggling 2 jobs right now. At least it's just for a while. Hmm..this is how we are expericing too. Who doesn't needs money. Money don't drops from the sky or gush out from somehwhere like how water is 'spit' out from fountain. Yet, the standards or living has made it almost impossible for teens like us to enjoy life and at the same time, not spending 'much' money. One trendy t-shirt would cost u one day or even one week pay. Gosh..as much i know precious money is, how it is to earn money, i always fail to appreciate it and would use it without thinking giving much thought. I shall get rid of that bad habit and think think think think think before i buy anything.

For now i had a rough idea of how am i going to deal with my 1st pay. Buy some of the things that's from the wishlist and save some, give my parents some, give my friends a treat..hm..wonder how much would i have left by then.

On thursday, work was fine until i spill that darn cup of milo on the table! Gosh! Damn! At the moment of time, fear came. I dunno what kind of fear, i just had this uneasy feeling. Luckily, my colleague, the always happy-go lucky one helped me, as always. She's always willing to help me, with abit of 'nonsense' to calm things down. Her smile and talking to her always makes ur day. I learnt alot from her and would like to learn more. I hope i won't make silly mistakes again. Cos each time i make one, she will have more to do.

Friday was the worse, mistakes after mistakes i made. Giving my colleague more problems. Haiz..feel damn bad! Shall be careful rather then slow this time. Pray!

Finally, Xero4 is back for another short outing yesterday. We went to Queenstown and eat some really nice food. If u guys wanna know where, ask me..i'll give u more details. We ate alot of food. Hor Fun, Guo tie (Fried and steam dumpings) and there's also sweet and sour soup which i skipped. After all that, we ordered another 30 Guo tie. By then, the auntie whom we ordered from are starting to think if we are really mad to be able to finish sooooo much food. We thought we could until the last few piece, we started to have our stomach bloated up. So, we played games and loser shall eat up the dumpings left.. One by one, the dumpings gone and after everything is finished, we were like pregnant man! After that, stupid Jon went back home as he claims that he can't stay up late with us. So, instead, Me, Gavian and Don went to play pool. Yes, Don's the winner again..hmm..i shall train up myself more. After i reached home, it's soccer match. and YES YES YES!! Man Utd won Bolton by 2-1, closing down the gap from stupid Chelsea to only 7 points. Yes, i said ONLY!

After the game, we saw Jon onlien. Haiz..Disappointment..He still online..he still say he needs to sleep because he has to wake up early this morning. Stupid Jon. U better play ur drums. Judgment day is soon..drawing nearer and nearer