Thursday, April 30, 2009

五月天 - 溫柔(還你自由版)

我特别喜欢这首歌。它的歌词牵动了我的心。而且,当我看到这首歌的MV时,我不知不觉地落下几滴眼泪。我觉得这支MV完完全全捕抓到了歌词的含义,在加上歌曲的曲风,对我而言,简直就是一首非常感人的歌。



走在風中 今天陽光 突然好溫柔
天的溫柔 地的溫柔 像你抱著我
然後發現 你的改變 孤單的今後
如果冷 該怎麼渡過

天邊風光 身邊的我 都在你眼中
你的眼中 藏著什麼 我從來都不懂
沒有關係 你的世界 就讓你擁有
不打擾 是我的溫柔

不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
明明是想靠近 卻孤單的黎明
不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
那愛情的綺麗 總是在孤單裡 再把我的最好的愛給你

不知不覺 不情不願 又到巷子口
我沒有哭 也沒有笑 因為這是夢
沒有預兆 沒有理由 你真的有說過
如果有 就讓你自由

這是我的溫柔

嘿 我給你自由
我給你自由
我給你自由 
我給你自由
我給你全部全部全部 全部自由
喔~
喔~
喔~

這是我的溫柔 這是我的溫柔
還你一個自由 還你一個自由
喔~
不知道不明瞭不想要為什麼 我的心
那愛情的綺麗
總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛給你

不知不覺不情不願 又到巷子口
我沒有哭也沒有笑 因為這是夢
沒有預兆沒有理由你真的有說過
如果有 就讓你...

自由...自由...
這是我的溫柔...
這是我的溫柔...
這是我的溫柔...
這是我的...溫柔...
就讓你自由
喔~
喔~


Random

Everyone's talking about it, even though it hasn't really affect Singapore or rather 'yet' i suppose since WHO raises the alert level to five this morning. However, business in my company is badly affected. The rumours and speculations came true yesterday evening when big boss announced the future plans and the possible measures that MIGHT be taken.

I don't feel easy. In fact, it's uncomfortable. Times are bad enough, given the surprise appearance of Swine flu, the future of this industry seems dim. I've been receiving calls on checking about where and how Swine flu are affecting certain travel destinations. Some funnier customers even ask would i know when the Swine flu will stop. It was made as though i'm the one spreading the Swine flu. But frankly speaking, this Swine flu seems much more dangerous than SARS. It's not only more contagious, it can make an affected person infectious even before his or her symtoms appear. But nevertheless, we all pray that it won't be as worse as the Spanish flu which happens in 1918 that killed tons of people. Travelling seems more dangerous now. That makes my job stability even worse. More about Swine Flu can be found in this website. (http://www.crisis.gov.sg/flu/).

It's hard juggling between school and work and for that fact, i've duly decided to drop one module. Unwillingly, i had to conform to the fact that those classmates of mine who's intending to drop are dropping module which i very much wanted to take. But then again, i'll see how things goes come 8 May when my results is released. I had actually wanted to change my course/school upon someone's reccomendation and i almost did. Much after much consideration, i decided to stay. But i wonder sometimes, it's so hard to communicate with some of my classmates. Never mind that i had to single-handedly do a group project for one of the module previously, probably with the help of one of the group members only.

Sometimes, i was wondering. Probably it's the personality. I can talk just about anything under the sun to some people, but towards some, it's so difficult to find a topic or conversing that him or her. No blaming them of course. Probably, it's something i learnt that human tend to have selective exposure - they only feel comfortable towards certain personality of people. I feel like giving up already.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Easy vs Difficult

Life's full of ups and downs. It's hard to find a balance in between. Certain things that are within our control, it is usually deemed easy. However, those that are not within our limit or means, it can cause lots of turmoil. Chanced upon this meaningful phrases that i would like to share.

- Easy to occupy an entry in the telephone directory, Difficult to occupy the heart of someone.
- Easy to judge the errors of others, Difficult to regconise own errors.
- Easy to hurt those whom we care or love, Difficult to heal those wounds.
- Easy to forgive others, Difficult to ask for forgiveness.
- Easy to exhibit victory, Difficult to accept defeat with dignity.
- Easy to day dream, Difficult to fight for a dream.
- Easy to say we love and care, Difficult to demostrate it.
- Easy to critisize others, Difficult to improve or perfect ourselves.
- Easy to think of improving, Difficult to stop thinking and doing it.
- Easy to receive, Difficult to give.

Monday, April 27, 2009

[Monday Blues Killer] The Shoe Box

A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years.
They had shared everything.
They had talked about everything.
They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about.

For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover.

In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside.

She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000.

He asked her about the contents.
'When we were to be married,' she said, ' my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll.'

The little old man was so moved; he had to fight back tears. Only two precious dolls were in the box. She had only been angry with him two times in all those years of living and loving. He almost burst with happiness. 'Honey,' he said, 'that explains the doll, but what about all of this money? Where did it come from?'

'Oh,' she said, 'that's the money I made from selling the dolls.'

Saturday, April 25, 2009

周杰倫 - 阳光宅男

我开始爱上了这首由周杰倫所唱的歌。轻快而又开朗的一首歌。只想跟大家分享。

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钥匙挂腰带皮夹插后面口袋
黑框的眼镜有几千度来海边穿西装裤
他不在乎我却想哭
有点无助他的样子像刚出土的文物

他烤肉竟然会自带水壶
写信时用浆糊
走起路一不注意就撞树
我不想输就算辛苦
我也要等我也不能让你再走寻常路

我决定插手你的人生
当你的时尚顾问别说你不能

让我们乘着阳光
海上冲浪吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛
流一点汗你成了型男
让我们乘着阳光
看着远方别当路人甲
让美女缺氧
靠在你肩膀
我微笑在你旁边撑伞
喔对了对女生用心疼
约会要等讲笑话不能闷
别太冷像我一样就刚好
对爱的人接吻要深
拥抱要真
来电显示给个甜蜜的昵称

穿着要个性
这只是刚刚入门
接下来你还要会弹琴会写歌会双截棍
头脑清楚不能迷糊
我要将你彻底改造基因重组大变身

Friday, April 24, 2009

At Last

A tough week. A busy one as well. I realised how much i have integrated into my lifestyle ever since i'm single. I caught up with the hobbies and interests i used to do. I started playing my guitars again. I missed those days whereby i would jam. I definitely had the strongest urge to buy the amplifier that i have been talking about donkey years ago. Maybe, this Sunday.

Movies. I have been missing all my favourite movies on screen. I've only caught one movie after i'm back from paradise. Fast and Furious 4. Nice experience, nice car, nice companion and of course, nice movie.

Last exam paper ended yesterday. We had a few drinks after the exam. The feeling was great. It's feels good to be away from work and back to studies and mugging, feels like a student again. I really missed those days when i'm still a student, nothing to worry. Carefree and fun. Probably, i didn't make the most out of it, that is why, i can only recall those memories. Teachers and parents like always lecture us on how good it is to be a student rather than out there working and earning a living. It never came to my mind the real meaning of what they said, because to me, i was purely wondering, how tough working life can be. Now that i'm both working and studying, i've seen both sides of the world, and if not more. Even in this trade, travelling around gets me more exposure and see certain things in different light. I'll never forget the stories i heard when i'm overseas. I'll never forget the poor along the street in the city of Toyko whereby people perceived it as rich and developed. I'll never forget the meaning of a Mauritian on how they value the fact of 'you reap what you sow'. Having said that, i aspire to travel overseas to experience and learn more. I ever tried asking will i be doing this all alone but i went on to realise that experiencing such a thing with a companion would be a more fruitful journey. So many countries i want to visit. Hopefully, there comes a day i truely understand certain life issues.

However, given my workload and heavy school work, I'm considering dropping one module just because there's simply too much for me to handle, at the same time, i felt i had a strong dependence on keeping myself occupied. Somehow, i have no idea why.

I'm counting down to my next trip to Ho Chi Minh..after the guys exam is over, probably, we will meet up more and have more fun...can't wait for May to come, seriously...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

你不是我的历史,因为你现在什么都不是。

One day before my exam, a surprise came. Timing was nice. Just when i'm wits out with me stressing all over my exams. I didn't feel sad or whatsoever, purely and merely pissed. Literally, i could strangle if that very person were to appear in front of me.

I don't know where i got all the courage in the world to do what i did. Nevertheless, i did. I heeded advices and went ahead. I would have expected the following reply to be harsh, very different but nevertheless, that marks the end of everything, like, finally...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Back from Mauritius

I know...here i am, back from Mauritius ever since last Saturday. Many friends are eager to see the paradise they heard so much about. Indeed, it is a paradise, definitely a place for the lovey-doveys, so nice that i think even a couple who's about to divorce will patch back after a trip to Mauritius. Haa, i know it's abit exaggerating. I can't describe much because i believe my photos will do most of the talking but then again, those photos are nothing as compared to being there yourself.

Due to time constraints though, because of my exams, i'll only be able to do it after my exams. Meanwhile, do check back for updates..

Saturday, April 04, 2009

一个让你不开心的人,根本就没有资格叫你要活得开心。

Thursday, April 02, 2009

April Fools Day

Was that meant to tell me i'm the greatest fool on earth on this particular April Fools day? It was a call never meant to be.

There is no room for regrets. I personally feel there is no point telling me how you think you might have took the wrong step. There is no point telling me what's happening to you because i knew it all along, it's just that despite those coming from your own mouth, my life goes on. I'm not sure of the intention but certainly, it is still affecting me.

I have been adapting everything. It wasn't easy, but i'm making things work. I hate the fact that since exactly 4 months ago, the question 'how am i' have been brought up to me time and time again. I feel pathetic in the way why should i even answer that question. I'm wondering why after nearly 2 months plus, that number appeared on my mobile phone again. What's the point of telling me how you miss the life before. Just to make sure those memories haunt me again? I felt funny when i was told how miserable things are but i'm certainly not buying that.

If blessings is what you need, take it. If showing off to me is what you want to do, go ahead. Other than that, just leave....don't bother....
 
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