Today was extremely a good day. But it has a bad start...as i said a efw days ago to myself, i am determined to reach sch punctually. Today i failed. Felt bad about it, got influenced by my friend. It's still my fault. In the end, i only attended the 2nd lecture. Went to sch and surprised to see my classmate, Muz, going to class too..haa..I'm starting to get back to normal, mood getting better and lighter. Back to study mode, maybe abit more of gaming mode..Handed in an assignment today. I must say that my drawing is showing improvement, not that i'm shameless praising myself but i have always been poor at drawing and i'm just glad to see that it's improving. As usual, Practice makes PERFECT! How true can that be.

Went to Anne's house to hand her the assignment and get my pay and my buddies's pay for their behalf as they are slogging their life off in army. Finally, i richer than what i am a few weeks ago. But i know, i'm the kind of person who will make that bank balance go to its DANGER ZONE again. As one of my New Year Resolutions is to spend less and save more, i shall try to restrain and control, spending less on what is not necessary.

Here comes the best part of today, what makes me most happy. I'm so glad and happy to see my ex-classmate again. She left for Canada and study a few years ago, and i actually met her today on my way home just before i left Spanish Village (The place where my lady boss stayed and suprisingly, the place where my ex-classmate stays also). Almost couldn't regconise her, was kinda shocked when i saw her..The world is indeed very small.. Gave each other a small hug and started chatting away. Asking each other how's life, etc...She's has got her Degree and is currentlt working. Felt so happy for her and sincerly wish her all the best. Hope to meet up one day. Argh, she forget to sms me her number..Bad bad bad..shall msn her and pester her!!

When i reached CCK, banking in the cheque, rain started to pour, i was soaking wet, drenched like a soak chicken. Reached home and then chiong my maple le..wahha...Finally i level up! And finally bought my level 48 and 50 amour and weapon..but in the end, i left 60k only. From 2 million to 60k!! Oh, it's getting more and more difficult to play...=_=!! Nevertheless, i'm finding more fun in this game. Hmm....shall resume my game now..

Recently, or i should say this year, is considered a bad start..often wondering to myself, is this going to be another bad year for me? 2005 is certainly one of my worst year in my life..i couldn't sleep at all on 2nd Jan. I slept at 5am, woke up at 6:30pm..i felt so troubled..Worry for my project, my studies, my future and my money..at wee hours of that time, i tried to browse through my mobile phone, one by one, all were assumed to be sleeping by then , until i broswe to Mildred..haa..that girl is certainly not an early sleep, an 'owl' i would say. Feeling troubled and plenty to pour out, i poured out to her and our chat last a while, before she going off to study again and me tossing and turning on bed.

Reached sch about 7:55am that day, the earliest i ever reached in my Year 3. Wahaha..i already got warning letter from the school. I cannot afford to miss any more lessons or i might have to repeat sch one more Year which i certainly don't want. I want to concentrate on my studies during this critial month - which means no work, less games, less outings and more studies!! I manage to finish what's supposed to be completed in 2 weeks, in 4-5 hours. Aren't i great? haa..not really actually cos nothing great can be completed within that short span of time. Nevertheless, i manage to complete.

Today went to school abit late, even though for the alarm CLOCKS i have..I have two normal alarm clock, one mobile alarm and 3 human alarm clock which is Donovan , Jonathan and my cousin. Thanks to some, i managed to reach school on time on the 1st day of school and only slightly later on the 2nd day.

Tomorrow, i'm going to get my pay. Hopefuly after paying off my 'debts', i will still be left some money and i'm going to save it up just in case of rainy days!! I've experienced enuff for the past few weeks, feeling like a beggar and thanks to my friends, i can still behave like a human being who still has that pocket filled with a few notes and coins..wahah...Tml is another submission, i shall finish up my last part of it now...woooo

HaPPY New Year All readers!! Haa, i know this came abit late, but i hasn't been able to find time to write a post until now. I've been enjoying, having fun and partying since New Year Eve..This time round, the New Year Eve countdown celebration and party was the best i ever been in my life. We chose a party which was organise by Zouk called Mambo Jambo.

That day, we went to Marina Square 1st. Had our dinner there and afterwards it's Andersens Ice Cream at Suntec City. That's where my cousin came to join in too. Order a Sundae 1st, afterwards came two bowl of big ice-cream. That's the free ice-cream that Jonathan claimed. I don't like the flavour so it was finished up by Jon, Don, Gav and my cousin. After that, we went to meet up with MunHoe. We went to City Hall Mrt station to meet MunHoe. That mrt was super crowded. Maybe's it's because it's New Year Eve. So met up with MunHoe, and the 6 of us proceed to Singapore Expo where the Party was held.

The moment we reached Singapore Expo, we found 7-11. So we started buying coke. For what u may ask, we intend to mix it with the Vodka that me and Donovan brought. Donovan brought 1/3 of vodka of that vodka bottle whereas i brought nearly 1/2. So we started mixing the drinks together and started drinking. Didn't realising that the 1st one is too strong, i started mixing the other two with my own accord. In the end, all 3 drinks turn out to be too strong. Some cannot take it, like Jonathan! Wahaha..as it was already 11pm, one hour after the party started, we played game to finish drinks fast. Jon joined us only for a few rounds and he quits as he couldn't take it anymore. His face tells us so (His face was as red as an apple, and i'm telling the truth). Then as we played, we drank and drank, until all the vodka was poured. Afterwards, Don couldn't tahan, so was MunHoe. We went toilet to wash up and then we proceed to the party area. While walking there, Gavian and me was busying drinking, still trying to finish up. I almost vommited and finally i threw that bit of drink away as i couldn't take it anymore. The reason why we drank before we went in is because we want to get abit high 1st before we started dancing.

So in we went and we started partying, i and Gavian were super high as both of us drank the most. Not long after, it's 10, 9, 8......3, 2, 1!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Suddenly there was a high climax and everyone started sending sms and greeted each other. After dancing for a while more, we move to another spot as there ain't many people to dance with, especially pretty girls..wahaha..There were hunks and babes all around in that party with very very nice music. The music was the best thing in this whole party. Suddenly music stops. A few people started walking towards the platform and guess who it was. It's sheik Haikel ( don't know how to spell the name) and JAMIE YEO!! Wwow, jamie yeo is such a babe. So tall, yet so slim and pretty. A wonderful girl. After that, we continue partying and towards 3,4am, most of us started to get tired. Only Gavian and my cousin continue dancing and soon, it was 4am. The whole party ended and we proceed to the MRT to wait for the 1st train.

Boarded the 1st train at 6am, and then we went to ckk for breakfast before heading for head individually. Reached home near 8 plus, legs were aching from the excessive walking and dancing. Woke up at 4pm and then went to do my project, ARGH, i got lots sch work not done yet, doesn't have the mood to do it. Still manage to do abit before eating dinner - Chilli Crabs. My dad cooked Chilli Crabs today and it was superb. Then i joined Jon and Don for their dinner. We went Geylang to have Frogs legs Porridge. I used to eat before 2 years ago i we went around searching for it as i couldn't really remember the shop and street name, in the end, we couldn;t find it and settled for a frog leg porridge store. A sastifying meal at last..After that we went to look for a beancurd shop and while walking, we walked past the frog leg porridge shop which i visited 2 years ago..argh!! Haha, never mind, we'll eat it after Chinese New Year.

So we went to play pool before heading for supper and went home. This festive season certainly bind us together closer and i really enjoy my buddies company. Gavian has been MIA recently because of other commitment - wooing a girl!! Haha..i shall wish him all the best and if you are reading this, Don't be pessimistic and don't give up! Way to go!!

I also felt closer to my sis, ever since she came back from Hong Kong and when we last went out, We smsed each other everyday and i'm really glad to have her as my sis..Sibling forever

New year shall have new resolutions! Before i proceed, i shall read off the horoscope readings of mine for this year - Scorpio. My sis checked this for me.

Scorpio:

Wealth: I need to look after my own wallet as i most probably will be spending alot and it's better not to invest in anything.

Love life: If i manage to find my other one this year, our relationship will progress very fast and we'll be very close to each other. Telling her my troubled matters will also help improve the relationship.

Studies: Not bad, but just don;t panic during exams (Which i don't have! Mine is a project-based course, HOORAY)

Health: Health iasn't very good this year, checkups is recommended to prevent big sickness.

PS: Don't keep troubled matters to myself, must open up.

New Year Resolutions:

1. Graduate successfully this year. (Feburary!!!)
2. Taste of my 2nd love life. (1st one ain't enough to let me know what is love)
3. Having better relationship with my buddies, family and Sister. (I can't live without them)
4. Easier Army Life. (PES C, PES C, PES C)
5. Best Birthday Party in My Whole Life ( 21st Birthday leh )
6. Pass My Driving Test ( Pls God!!)
7. Be a better person! (I'm still growing, u know)
8. More money (this doesn't mean i want to make more money or strike lottery, but it means Saving of more money and Spending of less!)
9. Make a memorable birthday for my parents and hopefully my brother. (Past few years ain't interesting enough)
10. Go Hong Kong. (I want to go countries Beyond Thailand!!!!!)

These few days really has been very slacking..playing maple, going online surfing around and also playing my PS2 game - Need For Speed Most Wanted. It's really a very nice game, need for speed never fails to disappoint gamers with their series of games. These few days i slept very very late, around the region of 4am. Just when i was about to sleep, i can always hear sounds from the void deck, looking down, i could see worker (foreign worker) sweeping...I feel for them, being kilometre away from their hometown, yet have to wake up everyday so early, even though it's public holiday, they still have to sweep the floor, keeping our neighbourhood clean..

Recently i read >XiaXue's and XueLing's blog, i really feel disappointed on how foreign workers are being seen by us, Singaporeans. XiaXue seems to be condemming all whereas XueLing is only against the bad and evil ones.

I admit there are foreign workers who cheated in Singapore, commiting crimes after crimes and going scot-free. But these are just miniority. Majority are still workers who stays commited to their job and only do what they are supposed to do. Me, having worked in a construction site before (for my poly attachment), i am sure i know more of these foreign workers than any other people who hasn't work with them before. My 2 months with them make me understand the kind of life they are in, how much they had to endure and give out before getting what is so little yet meant so much to them. I worked, getting 450 bucks per month and unexpectedly, they are getting the same pay as i am. For me, wearing the white helmet and them wearing the yellow one, yet getting the same pay. I feel very sorry for them. My job is just to learn about the construction process, walking around the site like a king, whereas they are the ones doing the job. I must say in the site, i learnt that the Chinese from China are much more rowdy then the Blanga. Many has this impression, very very bad impression against Blanga. Do you think if they were to dressed up like you, given the same education like you, they would not be as successful as you? Their character is the same as nice, if not nicer than some or most of us. One thing is for sure, they are alot more hardworking than quite a few of us Singaporeans.

For your info which confirm will shock you to read this sentence again, they are not supposed to spend more then 2 bucks a day. Cmon 2 bucks!!!!! Hey, just a look at XiaXue's hair, my slippers or anyone meal outside, it all cost more than 2 bucks, maybe even 5-20 bucks. They can't even spend more then 2 bucks a day!!! That's how they live, spending less than 2 bucks a day on three meals and if you do see the kind of quarters they live in, i'm sure u will feel sorry for them. Be glad that we even have a bed for they are sleeping on a mat, soaked with soil if it rains. A t-shirt can be wore for months without washing, can u imagine?

Well, i didn't say that will give them the excuse to commit crimes or do unrowdy stuff. Those who commit molest or even rape, i must say these foreign workers are just plain stupid. Not thinking of the consequences, they messed with the innocent girls, their future will be ruined if they do so. I just find these foreign workers very stupid. Stupid enough to travel to this country and instead of earning more money (they earn more money if they work overtime), or even resting, finding friends to talk with, they do silly things that might get them sent back to their own country. How dumb could this be.

I generally feel that most foreign workers deserve our respects and we should not treat them as second-class human beings. It's just the moniority of them that's under the catogary BAD, just like Singaporeans too. You'll never know whos' the bad one as they don't write the word 'bad' on their forehead. They still need respects from us. It's not easy to work in a country so far away from your house, not even to mention , getting stares and stupid comments from locals. Let's just hope these kind of situation will improve in Singapore..

Went to Don's house late last night..It was quite fun, we exchange gifts, play Games together and talk cock. 1st time i slept at Don's room. Haa, although the floor is hard, i still prefer cos it's kinda more cosy than the other room. Before we sleep, we drank one glass of vodka coke..That vodka coke was super concentrated. This mad guy can hold alcohol better than anyone else already..but please don't be an alcoholic. The funny part was, jon was drinking, he claims that its not strong. Two mouthful of that alcohol and his whole body turns red. Lying through his skin this time..haa! After drinking, we felt high. So i suppose we are going to drink more than what we drank last night this coming new year's eve. We are going to Mambo Jambo, an countdown event organised by Zouk.

We went PS (Plaza Singapura) to watch movie. Now i'm really started to ponder on what i said to my sis yesterday. PS is becoming my favourite hangout, not only for me but for my buddies as well. Went there almost every week. We went to watch Narnia today. It was a very nice movie - much much much better than i expected. I also thought i would see my sis there cos she said she will be watching that movie today. I wasn't really interested in this movie initially because of the actress and the preview, but i never regretted watching it.

This movie is about 4 siblings, who found their way out into another new world called Narnia through this wardrobe. From there, they discovered that they had to save Narnia as they were somehow forced top believe in the prophecy - at the same time, saving the younger brother who were on the bad side unknowingly. Eventually, it was the lion who make the sarcrifice, but survived in the end and fought a battle together with the siblings.

There were a few touching scenes..That makes this movie nicer..After movie, Don and Jon went for their dinner appointment, leaving me and Gav. So we went to play some pool. This time, the pool centre wasn't not so packed like yesterday..if only yesterday wasn't packed, then i can let sis play pool for the 1st time, i suppose it would be a ncie experience. And yay, i won 7-6! Hooray..i must say Gavian's improving. I must practice hard on my part too..After pool, we went for dinner and went to take bus.

When we were walking to the bus stop, we saw 190 turning instead of stopping at the usual bus stop, so i and gavian started wondering why is that so, miss around 1 bus, we find it weird so we went to the previous bus stop instead only to find out that 190 is doing a detour because there's christmas celebration closure somewhere at town i suppose. Went home with a tired body, mind..slept til 1am..Haa..ZzZzZ..Still feel so tired..Yawn..

Christmas is just a few hours away, yet i'm already spirited with the whole atmosphere in this festive season. My christmas party started off early..kicking off at Shu Xia house (My sec sch classmate) yesterday which is 23rd December.

Went to CCK mrt station control to gather 1st..slowly, one by one came and it's nice to see all my ex classmates again..the times we had together, often relived by some of us..haa..Yao Long, Edwin, Wen Jin etc..we went to get our christmas present 1st, so that we could have a christmas gift exchange later on..And so, we reached Shu Xia house..Starting off by chatting abit, then the food came..after eating, it's down to game time..we played a few interesting games..quite fun til past midnight, we started to exchange presents..there's some delay in exchanging because of the miscommunication..the gift exchange wasn't meant to be performed by lottery method but choose who u want to give instead, in the end, everything screwed up..nevertheless, we managed to solve this problem like we always does when we were in secondary sch for being the most "Notorious" express class in Sec 3/4.

After that, it starts to gets boring, watching Vcds was suggested go the 13 of us squeezed into this small room..Not cramp but cosy instead..Cool..so all started to get into their position and watched the 1st movie - SAW. A very very nice movie indeed, i regretted not watching SAW II..haa..nvm, i'll wait for the vcd to coem out. After SAW II, we wanted more, so we watched a comedy insetad, this time, 50 1st dates. Another nice movie, after this movie, most were already knocked out..it's 5 plus already..i fall asleep without knowing too..But couldn't sleep much as not used and there were too much talking going on and surprisingly, the "too much" talking was only done by one person - Gunalan. As always, he would talk talk talk..non stop and i guess the only person to fall for his 'Speech" is Mildred's sis who don't know much about him and even ask for his mobile number..OMg..Soon, sun rises and time for us to leave soon, before leaving, Yi Lin cooked us a bowl of noodles, it was delicious and i must say she can really cook..Went home with a swollen eye and when i reached home, it's around 9am already, i immeditately bathe and fall catch come sleep before going out with my sis..

12pm, alarm clock rang...woke up reluctantly. But i know i have to wake up..cos i'm going out with me sis!! Not everytime we can go out together cos both of us hardly have the time. So i started getting ready and off i go to meet her. When i met her, we started to exchange gifts. Well, she bought me this really nice sweater from Hong Kong which i like it very much. Thanks and nice of her to still remember me..heehee..Thanks Sis..Whereas on my part, i felt abit regretted when i bought her that eeyore bear bear, knowing that she would have a few already, i still buy, luckily she said she like it too and never had any similiar to the one i bought - PHEW..So we wanted to watch movie but in the end, no nice shows and most are already selling fast..so i suggested eating something. I list a few options and asked her to choose and my sis, being nice to me and sparing a thought for my wallet, chose Ajisen instead. Nice of her to think for me, i appreciate that but Sis, it's ok cos we seldom go out so it's only right that i treat u to somemthing u really like and never eat before.

So we went Ajisen and i ate this Volcano Ramen, looks spicy but actually it's not as spicy as it seems..After eating, i suggested playing pool. I wanted to teach sis and luckily she didn't say she don't want..so we went to Paradiz centre and in the end, all tables taken up and we left that place and back to PS again. Sorry Sis, next time if got chance, i'll teach u how to play. We went window shopping awhile and i treated her to ice-cream and off we went - home. Yawning a few times on the mrt..haa..i'm too tired..i need to go and sleep already.

Thanks for everything sis! I appreciate it..and hope u enjoy your day. Hope i didn't make u feel bored today..

Thanks to my ex classmates, making this gathering a fun one..hope we can more of that.

I'll be having another one soon, in a few hours time, i think i better catch some sleep now..yawn...ZzZZZ

My anger was simmered down by my beloved mum..Today Dad treated the whole family dinner..we were brought to Esplanade! Went to "No Signboard" Restaurant..The ambience was so-so but the food was quite nice, especially the vegetables. Haa, hard for an "anti" veggie person to praise the veggie, so you should have known how nice the veggie was. Scallop with baby kailan, chilli crab, white pepper crab, claypot tofu, fried sotong ball and the veggie (don't know what this dish is called) was ordered. Ate 3 bowl of rice..a sumptous dinner indeed. I noticed a girl keep on looking at the table i was sitting - a waitress. Maybe it's because of the "WILD" hair that i had due to the dyeing of it.

After dinner, i actually planned to go home, but my mum persuaded me to accompany the wholw family to walk. So i obliged. 1st time since don't know how many donkey years i went out with the whole family..Hmm..sounds like a bad son huh..yes i am..seldom at home, always go out..nevertheless, my parents still didn't complain and gave me the freedom that i want. Realising now that i should do my part to. Dad's birthday is coming, i wanted to buy something for him..hmm...i shall buy the same old thing i bought for him every year - he loves it. (Not going to say what is it)

Sis's coming home tml..Yay!! Finally..hmm..Saturday will be going out with her but then had no idea where to go and what to do, if anyone knows, please give some suggestions at the tagboard..Tml i'm going to have a class gathering cum party..Shall have fun tml! Can't wait..sun please rise up quickly!!

Argh!! I feel so furious..i actually went out of my house reaching her house..just to get her sms saying that she's not free..helping her students blah blah blah..can't she just inform me earlier?!!? Fine that's not important..i tried for tonight, she said she has some parent's dinner to attend..Fine...i said tml, she can't give me a confirm time..what am i to do..fancy me have to push all my activites away, change my schedule..oh Hell...Can't she more understanding..what's the point of telling him this student this, that student that..can't she try and understand me..i've got my own plans, all just to be ruined by her..ARGH!! Now i feel so pressurised..My buddies hasn't get their claim, we haven't get our pay..now our of us really feel as if we pay to work..oh what the hell...

Finally, i dyed my hair.Yay..today woke up super late..felt abit bad about it though..don't know why..Just now while dyeing my hair, one drop of that dye accidentally drop into an area near my eye, now my left eye hurts like shit..argh..Hopefully this time, the results would be good..i'll be waiting..

Yesterday bought quite a few presents..Yay!! I'm going to surprise one person. Hopefully this person will be very shocked when he/she (can't tell you if it's a she or he) gets my surprise. I'm now totally broke..ARGH!! Haa, i'm going to save money, for the Dream Theater concert that coming up..hopefully i can save that amount soon..

Christmas's coming soon! Yay..times flies, last year christmas seems like it was just yesterday. Still can remember very clearly how it was spent. Hopefully, this year, this christmas would be a fulfilling.

I got so inspired by two person Blog..Xue Ling's Blog and Xiaxue's Blog!! So much so that i am determined to enhance my blog..but still within my limits. I know i don't have the capability of making nice blogs nice them, however, i shall make my nicest blog. Got this skin for someone from the net and modified it myself. Gt to explore and browse more from the net and books to find way to make it more 'ROCK', Messy and er...nice? haa..i'll try my best..

Today got so irritated by those aunties. It seems like these Aunties are always dying to get seats, so much so that they hit and bang around just to drive their sticky and 'not-so strong' body through what they deem to be pile of easy obstruction form by polite and organised passangers to get to one seat. As if those seats has a $10 note on it. Omg! Kiasu Aunties will only make Singaporean more Kiasu for one Bus/Mrt ride will tells it all about us Singaporeans.

For once, bus fare is only of an mild amount, whereby most people could afford and yet within a few years, the fare increase so much so that it cause burden finiancially to some, even to me. Service is still the same and i don't see myself getting a more comfortable ride even i paid more then a few donkey years ago. Installing TV Mobile is a bad poor idea, fancy displaying it near each door, whereby the screen will always be blocked by some 'Big-Heads', within the video always lagging. oh..Sometimes i wonder what i am really pay for? For the comfort of me not needing to walk to my destination but yet get irritated by some irritating passengers?

Finally, i've finished the paper assignment given by my boss. I'm left with the book assignment. Rush it all til i drop dead..argh..come weekend come!!

Lonely Days are back...

The title of this post shall speaks for my feelings..hmm...sian, boring, lonely and feeling kinda sucky! Lonely days is here again..my died-hard buddies are all back to serving the nation - unwillingly..My nights will be boring..unless someone kind hearted soul is willing to chat with me til wee hours of the night..My days will be like day-dreaming..i just can't wait for weekends..Now weekends will be my best friends..come fast please!!

Finally my ears is not pain anymore. One more stud and i think it will take more than 2 weeks to recover for this newly pierced one is taking more than 1 week to heal. Poor Jon, he has to take out his piercing and replace it with a altered ear stick - one that he cut til very short by himself. I wanted to dye my hair too, but have yet to..don't when i should dye..when i feel like it bah..

Christmas and New Year's coming, i'm going get ready for the gift exchange party this sunday and the countdown..argh..can't wait..

Don, i believe u never do it..for this would never come out from your mouth..I'll be behind you for you are my best buddy..Fear not as we will go through this..I'll explain on your behalf and concentrate on whatever you are doing now..Wait eagerly for this holidays and rock and have fun!

Sis, hope you get well soon and do enjoy your last week in Hong Kong..hope you are having lotsa fun and come back soon...haa..can't wait

Tiring But Fun

Past week has really been very tiring for me..but indeed one of the best week i ever had..Last tuesday was the ENPEC camp which lasted from 6 Dec to 8 Dec which eventually extended all the way until 9 Dec because lotsa kids can't bear to leave the place..Finally my buddies Pass Out on 6 Dec and joined me in the evening for the camp. Although our job is to be a coach supervising and overlooking the whole event and kids, i feel that we are more like brothers and sisters to them. The whole event was fun but as i have to run about between school and work, it makes me exhausted. I felt tired, especially when night fall. The best part of the camp is when we were having soccer game with the kids at the park..it was fun, but unluckily, i somehow injure knee which was already injured. but the fun cures it all

On 8 Dec, i had my presentation..which went on very very smoothly which i never expected it cos i thought that with my tired and restless mind, i couldn't present well but luckily it turn out not to be so..as for the street soccer compeition later in the evening, it was a big disappointment. The last compeition that i can have in Singapore Polytechnic was just gone in 10 mins. 1st game was against my Junior..my team played hard but not well enough. I am very disappointed with myself for the performance i gave for i know i can do alot better than that. My stamina is deproving and i know something has to be done but can't.

The next day, my knee was more painful than ever. I went to sch with a tired body and mind and went home before school dismissed because i'm really too tired. On Saturday, i went to Gavian house and we jammed! Woohoo, i would say this time is the best jamming session because all of us were really into it, especially jon, i could see his efforts made weren't easy and although the results weren't that good, he already put his best and i really respect him for that. That very night, we went Clubbing!!! It's like the 1st time in so many months since we last clubbed together. It was very enjoyable and we saw lotsa pretty girls and pole dancing..some hot, some boring like sh!t..we went home and knocked out right after we showered..

Sis's at Hong Kong..What an envy..haa..she used to be the 1st person that came to my mind whenever i have problem but now she's at hong kong, i can't sms her much for i all it's very very enpensive to even send one sms. But i know she's always there for me, spiritually..Hope you enjoy yourself and i'll be waiting for u to come back..haa! Eat more Smelly beancurd!

During that week, i had some good and bad experience. I knew some of my friends more like Xue Ling. Besides that, i got to know fantastic people like Darren, Claire, Cindy and Jun Li. They were great people and fun to be with. However, i had a bad experience during the camp. Someone has been badmouthing me, and it's not just me but also my friends. How could we work together if she continue doing all this nonsense. I really feel like quitting my job but i can't for i have to finish what i'm doing. Til this day, i've totally seen through what kinda person, she can be a very nice person but at the same time, she can be the most 'poisonous' person on earth. Well, her bad points can't seem to overcome her good points..i'll see how it goes..meanwhile, i shall concentrate on my studies and wait for this saturday..YAY, going sentosa!!

GASTRIC!!

Here i am, sick yet again..This time, it's the terrible and torturous GASTRIC!! It all started on yesterday afternoon, i went home bending my body down, it's quite pain with me not realizing it might be gastric. So i went home, bathe and the pain started to gets deeper and this time, it's really pain. Tried to lie down, sit down, crouch and stand..none of the position can make me feel abit more comfortable. So i had my dinner and went to bed. Thiking that a short sleep would help to kill away the pain.

Woke up feeling more pain, then there's nagging from my parents, not wanting to hear anymore, i went to bed early, the earliest this sesmester i suppose. Then, my brother turned in, followed by my parents. Ptch black everywhere and the only sound that broke the silence is my groaning. The pain is unbearable. Whole night i didn't sleep well because of the terrible. I tried to bear with it all the way until this morning, i quickly rushed to the clinic downstairs. Went at 8:30am, in the end i have to wait until 9:15am to be consulted, cos the doctor only came in at 9:10am. Why does Doctor always come later than the opening time..Luckily, i was the 1st one to be consulted, went home, took my breakfast and medicine and went to sleep. Intending to go sch actually as there's stuff to be submitted tml but the pain was simply unbearable, making me feel weak and restless, so i informed my group members. Thanks alot for their understanding, i manage to have a good rest and i'm feeling alot better..just abit pain now...........

Yay..Submission Over!

Yay...my BP/DC submission is over..finally can have some free fresh air..This submission can be said to be the best one i ever had this year. I worked quite hard for it..haa..This submission make me learn who's selfish, who's not. It's always unlucky that there will be one classmate who always appear to be kind to you but he's actually not..Lots of people are unhappy with him..His work is always so called the 'best', just bcause he has no life, as in no other lifestyle. He never shares his work with others, that is ok, but he still say people names, saying people don't have pride in their work. How could someone ever say such things out to own friends..never mind that. When fellow female classmates ask for it, he gave them without a second thought. That all tells us how and what kind a person he is..oh my god..he simply sux

Friends should care and share, never mind those minor stuff/arguments but always keep a lookout for each other. I'm glad i do still have friends who are really good to me. For this, i count myself lucky. Yesterday was the PSLE results, overall, i think most students did quite well, except for one or two. Well, never brood over it too much. For those who think u have a bad result, learn from it and move on. Work harder in the process. For those who have dine well, congratulations and all the best in your secondary school life!

Recently, i have been bugged by my project, so much so that i realised my dark rings are DARKER now..ENPEC manual has been finished but always unable to meet Anne for timing she set is always wrong. Well, i can't possibly accomodate her as i do have my own commiment which i deem as the most priority. But no matter what, i still do my job well and as usual. Tml's the meeting of Xero4 cum Natural Objection..let's look forward...meanwhile, let me rest and have a good nice sleep

Oh ya Maplers, if u wanna get maple cash card, please do let me know..i've got 'lobang'...haa!!

Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire

It's a day that i have been looking forward to recently..Because it's going to be the only day of the week i get to dismiss the earliest. I dismissed at 2pm, went to gym after that. Today my fitness dropped, didn't manage to do the number of targeted Chin-ups but instead, i gain 1 more KG! Haha..so glad..weeks of heavy meals certainly works on me now. I'm starting to see results. Today is the first time i run after i fall sick on Feburary. I intend to just run 1KM because it's been months since i last ran. I ran quite fast during the 1Km and by the time i finished running the 1KM, i felt abit giddy and feel like vomiting. Maybe it's due to the long period of time i haven't been running like that..

After that, i rushed home to get changed before proceeding to meet Anne and the kids. This time we are going to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire. Certainly not a Harry Potter fan, i manage to get fascinated by this great series of Harry Potter ever since it 1st came out on screen. This time, although the story plot wasn't that fantastic, the whole concept and the way the story was acted was nice. Especially the part where the dragons get to appear on the screen. It was simply cool. Scenes and scences of exciting moments gave me suspense and eagerness to find out what's going to happen, unfortunately, it was spoiled by XinYi..Keep asking me question regarding it, making me abit irritated and moodless...haa..but luckily, the nice scenes kept me moving. The show actually lasted for 2 and a half hour. Didn't realise it..well, time flies..how true can this be..For thos Harry Potter Fans, better catch this show and i'm sure u'll like it..or rather LOVE it!

Sickly Me

Just barely a day after i went for the medical checkup, and i'm sick..yes..yet again. This time down with serious flu..making me totally exhausted and tired..Today went to school very early..earliest time i suppose in this sesmester. This tells u how lazy i am. Haha..well, late and heavy sleeper i am.

Had the most work done this sesmester and i am proud of myself. But i am considered one of the last few students as my classmates are all already up ahead. Yes, i intend to stop slacking and start to work on my project. While consulting the lecturer regarding my project today, my flu started coming. It's very irritating with those liquid flowing down endlessly, making me frustrated and moodless to do my project after the consultation. Using my handkerchief even til it became wet, Eww...i know it's disgusting..haa! I tried to hold on all the way until 5pm, which is my dismissal time, and great i am, able to hang on til that late. Class started at 9am. Argh, this sesmester timetable sux big time,almost everyday follows office hours. When i reach home, i was in rather foul mood, because of my stupid nose. It's making me look like a clown because of the constant rubbing of the nose. I was dead beat and totally exhausted. Hunger further make me feel the torture and finally when dinner was served, i started regain my lost energy. After eat, i went to sleep because i'm really very restless. Woke up and all ready to charge for my project.

Although my nose is still not ok yet, i went on with my project as i mention earlier, i have to work on my project. Just popped one flu tablet and i guess i'm not in a drowsy state cos i'm starting to see blur image on this screen.haa..that's all for now..byee!

NS Medical Checkup

Today i didn't went to school. Instead went for the Ns Medical Checkup at CMPB. Realising i am going to be late when i reach Redhill Mrt, i took a taxi to CMPB instead of bus. On the way there, the taxi driver was telling me, how NS is a waste of time..blah blah blah..i agree totally with what he said..as i felt that National Service today no longer serve its real purpose.

Upon reaching, i have to pass this heavily guarded entrance gate before finally reaching CMPB main building. So on i went and started registering myself. 1st station was eye test, as usual, that will be my fastest test because i had perfect eyesight (Hehe). Next, i proceed on to hearing aid test, got a pass for that too before proceeding for the urine and blood test. Urine test sucks cos u have to actually fill up that small bottle with your urine..YUCKS! After that, it's blood test, that darn medical officer sqeeze my finger so hard that i actually feel the pain when i see blood oozing out from the spot he hit with a needle. Ouch!! Then i enter to the next station - Chest X-ray. From what i know, one cannot take more than one x-ray within 6 months. I just had one chest x-ray taken last month yet i have to take again just because i didn't have any dumb documents to prove. I was wondering will there be any damage to my body? Pray it won't...After that i went to a room to have my height and weight taken. After all that, i strip myself down to shorts and went to this room to do what they call EGC. Well, i don't what's that but what they do is put a few things on your chest, i guess it has something to do with your heartbeat.

All that, went to this room where they started to ask me about my asthma and then strip me naked totally and asked me to cough. Don't know what are they testing on with this. X.X..Finally, it's down to the last section which is also the longest section - IQ test. This stupid test takes more than one hour and i am rotting as the question are mostly dumb. Some even test what i learnt in Secondary school but i have long forgotten what h learnt in school. Wonder if i can pass that section or not..HAHA! As i have a asthma history and is currently under medication, i am being catogorised as PES D. I am required to do another test, something to do with my lungs i suppose before i am eventually being given a another PES status. I hope to be given PES C. At least i will be able to experience army life yet slack all the way..

Bad Day

11/11/05 is certainly one of the worst day of my life..I'm very disappointed..i fail my dearest ones...i blame myself..i feel bad...

It's A New Beginning!

My year don't starts on 1st January. Instead, it starts right exactly on my Birthday - 27th October. A good beginning spells a good year ahead. Hopefully it's true. Things are starting to look better. I'm used to being 'lonely' at night. Occupied by games, projects and some other unnecessary sms-es. As always, i will always go school later than scheduled. Nevertheless, school's still not as stressful and that's because i'm still slacking as though there's no other people business. I shall work my project through slowly, i assure that there won't be any last mintue rush - will have last minute work but won't rush it..HAA!

Recently, i received 2 more presents. One from my sis (XingYun) and another from my buddy(Donovan). Coincidentally, both presents are wallets. That makes me abit stucked. I have to give up my old wallet which is Billabong-branded. But i don't mind as both wallets are just as nice and even more 'useable' than my previous one. But which one to use? I intend to switch between wallets occasionally. One bring to school while the other bring when i'm out hanging around.

Oh ya, Man Utd Won..Finally, this win came not easy. Overcoming lotsa nonsense ever since the past two defeats, Man Utd yet again show their pro-ness. This time to a damn cocky club - Chelsea. And surprisingly, it ended their unbeaten run of winning games, like what Man Utd did to Arsenal last season too. Cmon, Man Utd is not a team to ignored.

Reaching to this age is certainly now easy. Knowing lotsa people, learning lotsa thing and experiencing things that i have never experience before. I must say my 20 years is lived worthwhile.

For Sister,
Past few weeks/months, i have been neglecting my Sister. She's not my real sister but someone whom i regarded as one. Known her for a number of years, we maintained a good relationship and never fail to keep in touch with each other. We shared quite a number of woes/happiness etc together and from there, grown to know each other better. She's simply a sister that i never regretted knowing. Due to work and studies, i have neglected not long ago. Although she didn't say anything, i still felt bad cos certain time when she needed someone, i was not there. No matter what, she's still my sis and will always remain that way. If u are reading this. hope u can forgive me. Dui Bu Qi! It's been a long time since we last went out already, shall give u a big treat..please do let me know when u are free wor, hopefully before u leave for HongKong. Take care and Siblings Always!

Slacking week.!

This week has been a rather slacking one. Monday i didn't go to school because i was just plain too lazy. Anyway, it's holiday the next day so i didn't think much. I went gym in the afternoon that day and yay! I gained weight!! Hooray..after that, i went for my driving lesson. Went for the lesson with an excited yet carrying that bit of fear. Ever since i fail my 1st driving test that time, i couldn't bring my confidence in driving up. Luckily the lesson went quite well. Hopefully for the next few lessons and eventually until the driving test, everything will run quite smoothly and pass!

Wednesday is supposed to be a schooling day. Yet i didn't go school again. This time it's not because i'm lazy but because it's my grandfather death anniversary. In the end, i didn't wake up and help out but i did pay respects to my grandfather. Although i'm not that close to my grandfather, but i still feel somehow close to him. It's really saddening to see someone just left this world like that. When my grandfather pass away a year ago, i felt that sudden fear. Suddenly, i'm scared. Cos once a person is gone, he's gone forever. He will only remains in your heart. That all really makes me treasure certain people more.

Went out with my fellow buddies later that night. Supposed to go clubbing but didn't because Jonathan and Mun Hoe doesn't wana go. Somehow i felt that i disappoint Gavian. Well, i will make it up to him next time. I myself also wanted to go because i miss those clubbing day with them whereby we really had hell lot of fun. So that day, we went to watch movie instead. Two movie in a row really makes my back ache. The 1st movie was Domino. A very very sucky movie. This is the 1st time i felt so uncomfortable and slept during a movie. That could show how lousy this movie can be. That's why i say, sometimes, trailers don't show the whole movie. ARGH! But luckily, the 2nd movie was alot alot better and nice. I would give it a rating of 10/10. It's simply a superb movie. It's called Tom-Yum-Goong. Here how the movie goes roughly.

It's about a Thai who had his two beloved elephants stolen by a group of people who stole endangered and rare animals to serve as a dish in Australia. So the thai with the only clue of where one of the bad guy is, went to Australia to find back his beloved elephants. He met with lotsa difficulties but with the aid of a few people, he managed to find his way eventually to the place where the elephants where brought to. !st he found the smaller elephant which is the child. After that, when they eventually reach the highest level, all he could find is skeletons of the big elephants. The bad guys had killed the big elephant which is the father i supposed and use it as a statue with this ugly piece of gold cloth overing it. Filled with anger, he fought to revenge for his beloved elephant and evetually killed the mastermind.

This movie really moved people. I can actually feel how the actor feel. It's how strong the movie is and i really would love to watch it again. I highly recommend it to everybody. After the movie, we went for a nice supper and headed home to watch soccer match. Man Utd lost once again. They don't seem to be like before. Now they play like some division 3 teams and they really sucks!! Jon, Gavian and Mun Hoe gave me a birthday present. Didn't expect it to be a watch but i really like it very much. Thanks buddies! Below is the pictures of the watch. Quite cool. Now that all of them have booked in already, i shall look forward to Saturday and hang out with them. Wooo....

My Birthday!!

20 years ago, i had my 1st cry. It wasn't easy for my mum to brought me to this world. Not even to mention how my parents brought me up well and good. I wouldn't have what i had today if not for them. This year birthday wasn't possible without them. My greatest present ever is the love i get from my whole family.

This year birthday was kinda boring. On my birthday itself, i stayed at home, lazing around. Just don't feel like going anywhere and doing anywhere. Maybe it's because of the exhaustion i had from too much playing on cruise the day before. The moment the clock struck 12am, i received a few birthday greetings. All from people whom i know cared for me. This year, my fellow friend weren't there to celebrate for me, for all of them were in army. But i know once they are out, fun will be around. My very 1st present was from Mildred. Gave my something very meaningful (Secret) and it was thoughtful of her to do something very special for me. Well, i couldn't have thought of that, i guess she learnt it from her sisters too. Haha..thanks anyway. 2nd present came from Diane, XueLing and Berlinda. Thanks 3 pretties! They have me 1st half of the present, saying the 2nd half would be given some other day. Well, maybe that's suprising enough.

Yesterday, i'm out with Gerald, Denise, XinYi, Sarah, Diane and Anne. We went to watch Transporter 2. A terrific movie with lotsa actions. It was very very nice. How cool was the man as he go all out to save a boy, a girl, even the world. After that we went to Seoul Garden to have the buffet. And guess what, we wait for near 2 hours just to get our turn , by the time we went in, we were like hungry pigs searching for food. Then, food was like gold bars. I took lotsa food, and started eating even before the food was cooked. Cos all we have left is around 45 mins. That's the fastest buffet i have ever eaten. Oh ya people, the chocolate cake was very very nice and thanks. After that, we went to watch the 2nd movie - The Legend of Zorro..It was another fantastic movie. Filled with fun and actions. A fulfilling day ended and i enjoyed myself very much. Thanks for everything, everyone.....i shall wait for another day of fun when all my buddies book out..