As much as i don't feel like blogging. I do see the need to blog now..Mainly because it's my sis birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!! MAY ALL YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES COME TRUE..
I actually wanetd to curse one person today, but now, let's make it 2. 1st thing 1st, there's this kuku person in my office who's making me fed up. He seems to start picking on me. Asking me questions when this person don't even know what's going on. Gosh..Secondly was my 'beloved' bro. He has done some 'art' to my guitar i supposed and now, my wife is abit out of tune. If it's really going to spoil, i'll surely make him pay. This guitar of mine (wife) is certainly precious to me. I really don't know what to do if it's really spoil and i'll be totally devastated. Haiz..i know cursing them ain't going to help me, so let's just forget it. I'm not in the mood to do such things..live and let go? well..maybe..
I mention today's bad earlier on. as usual, only 2 person will know..one is my sis, one is Don. Both has great listening ears but sadly, i don't wish to divulge anything. This blog is too open to the public, which sets a certain level of restriction for me. I've decided not to let anyone know this blog anymore. Had the intention of having it changed (as in the address), but i have no reasons to do it, moreover, i've have friends who still reads my blog..People always said Actions speaks louder than words. Today i witnessed the opposite.
After reading someone's blog, i'm deeply touched. I regretted. I don't know what to do or say. We are still friends. No one decides our friendship, it's only between u and me. U actually blogged out my thoughts, u can see through me, i say i'm not affected, u saw through me. Now i understand what u truely mean and i shall move on. Pointless to get affected, let's imagine i don't know anything, this wouldn't be happening, isn't it? But I don't see the need to do any changes to anything at this point of time. Things are not worse, or rather not even bad at all. I'm fine..Thanks sis and Don. Thank you too. I don't want to lose a friend like you, not in this manner, it's unfair to both of us..we did nothing wrong..we don't deserve what we are going through now..
Friday, May 05, 2006
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Ahh...Smokers! I hate smokers..i hate them...i curse them...i want to crush them!!! By saying that, i'm only refering to INCONSIDERATE smokers - smokers who smoke without considering the public and ignore the response the public might give..I was going home today and there's still old uncle who came out of the lift. On his old, wrinkled and yellowed left hand held a stick of pathetic, ugly looking and super smelly cigarette. Something which can caused DEATH. He just came out of a small compartment call lift where there's a sign displaying "NO SMOKING....FINE $500". Obviously such people look more at their cigarette to see whether how more puffs they can go with that stick they are holding rather that the pathetic, useless and tiny sign which won't even get their attention.I went in and choked on the smoke which is invading and polluting the whole of the compartment. I felt like dying inside. That few seconds from the 1st storey to the 11th storey felt like donkey years when i was inside. I can't wait to break open that stupid door and get some i called 'FRESH AIR'. Such inconsiderate people should get a taste of what is it like to get choked on something. As an asthmatic peron, i've always hated such people. For their few puffs can makle my life and LUNGS difficult. Last years attack made me suffered for near 1 year. I don't wish to die as a passive smoker. Darn..Cursing them seems to be the only thing i can do..so..i so bad right? U think so? Then u must be one of them..hymp!
Let's starts today from lunchtime. Lunch was supposed to be the cup noodles that the few of us bought yesterday. But it turns out that we bought outside food instead on savouring on the cup noodles. We bought Nasi Lemak and bring back to dine. Sitting on the floor and eating at the same time make us look like some labourers making their short lunch break over small chit chat. But seeing our other colleagues lunch make our own lunch taste super bland. I had a hard time finishing it and before i could really finish it, we went to buy what they were eating - Mee Goreng. Yummy..It turns out to be super delicious..too bad Shirley can't take food that's too spicy..and so, Yilin and i finished up the whole packet only to find our own stomach feeling abit weird. Nevertheless, it was a sastifying lunch.
Work today was super sian. I really really feel like sleeping. I almost doze off time and tme again. I just feel super sleepy when i'm facing those applications. Suddenly, something woke me up - Mel has decided not to go watch movie..ARGH!!! *Bish* *piak* *box* Actually i think Shirley also didn't wanted to go, but lucky she agreed to go, which make me feels abit bad because she did mention that Either Mel or both of them were tired. I rushed my work before leaving the office.
Reached Plaza Singapura..Walked to the theater only to find no nice movie..I'm being named indecisive..wahaha..which actually i'm not..or maybe i am..haha..Shirley's shld be the one..not me!! Wahaha..woman are weird creatures who can't make up their mind..not all's like that..Oops Shirley, i didn't say u were wor (If you are reading this). Wahaha..Then we rushed to Cineleisure, trying to catch 'Daisy". Just as we thought we were late for that show and was waiting for the lift, someone approached Shirley..Of cos is approached her lah, can't be me cos i'm NOT a gay like what the girls claim. They asked if we wanted the free movie tix from them and after much thought we decided to take it. The show is called 'when the stranger calls'. Never heard before of the movie, we hesitated a while before deciding to give it a shot.
As it's free seating, we found ourselves seats at the back. A nice view from where we are sited. As the show starts, Shirley has some questions in mind i bet, she keep on saying it's a horror show and i only found out after the movie that to her horror show means any shows that is not korean romance/love/comedy is a horrow show. Haa..now back to the movie, it was not bad. Not a horror movie but more of thriller/suspense. This movie is boring at the start but it gets u abit out of ur seat as it gets to the climax. After the movie, i was freezing and i needed a toilet to release. This movie theater is one that i've never visited before. Everything seems new at that place cos i always went to Plaza Singapura for my movies.
After movie, i was dinner cum supper. We ate at a open coffeeshop (well, so called). Ordered carrot cake and char kway tiao. Then i also ordered StingRay for Shirley. Wahh, in the end, she seem to eat only abit of everything, actually not everything, she ate alot of the carrot cake. Haa..gosh, i had to eat up the rest, anyway, her stomach's not feeling good. Takke good care, no more food for u after 8pm next time. I'll take note..Wahaha..u shall watch me eat after 8pm in future..
Eyes feeling pain..my lungs are still suffering from the smoke just now..hope i won't suffocate later..
The more i listen to the Canon Rock, i just love it more and more. I'm more than determined to learn it, i must master it..Hone up my guitar skills, train up my lazy last finger and play that song out...
Let's starts today from lunchtime. Lunch was supposed to be the cup noodles that the few of us bought yesterday. But it turns out that we bought outside food instead on savouring on the cup noodles. We bought Nasi Lemak and bring back to dine. Sitting on the floor and eating at the same time make us look like some labourers making their short lunch break over small chit chat. But seeing our other colleagues lunch make our own lunch taste super bland. I had a hard time finishing it and before i could really finish it, we went to buy what they were eating - Mee Goreng. Yummy..It turns out to be super delicious..too bad Shirley can't take food that's too spicy..and so, Yilin and i finished up the whole packet only to find our own stomach feeling abit weird. Nevertheless, it was a sastifying lunch.
Work today was super sian. I really really feel like sleeping. I almost doze off time and tme again. I just feel super sleepy when i'm facing those applications. Suddenly, something woke me up - Mel has decided not to go watch movie..ARGH!!! *Bish* *piak* *box* Actually i think Shirley also didn't wanted to go, but lucky she agreed to go, which make me feels abit bad because she did mention that Either Mel or both of them were tired. I rushed my work before leaving the office.
Reached Plaza Singapura..Walked to the theater only to find no nice movie..I'm being named indecisive..wahaha..which actually i'm not..or maybe i am..haha..Shirley's shld be the one..not me!! Wahaha..woman are weird creatures who can't make up their mind..not all's like that..Oops Shirley, i didn't say u were wor (If you are reading this). Wahaha..Then we rushed to Cineleisure, trying to catch 'Daisy". Just as we thought we were late for that show and was waiting for the lift, someone approached Shirley..Of cos is approached her lah, can't be me cos i'm NOT a gay like what the girls claim. They asked if we wanted the free movie tix from them and after much thought we decided to take it. The show is called 'when the stranger calls'. Never heard before of the movie, we hesitated a while before deciding to give it a shot.
As it's free seating, we found ourselves seats at the back. A nice view from where we are sited. As the show starts, Shirley has some questions in mind i bet, she keep on saying it's a horror show and i only found out after the movie that to her horror show means any shows that is not korean romance/love/comedy is a horrow show. Haa..now back to the movie, it was not bad. Not a horror movie but more of thriller/suspense. This movie is boring at the start but it gets u abit out of ur seat as it gets to the climax. After the movie, i was freezing and i needed a toilet to release. This movie theater is one that i've never visited before. Everything seems new at that place cos i always went to Plaza Singapura for my movies.
After movie, i was dinner cum supper. We ate at a open coffeeshop (well, so called). Ordered carrot cake and char kway tiao. Then i also ordered StingRay for Shirley. Wahh, in the end, she seem to eat only abit of everything, actually not everything, she ate alot of the carrot cake. Haa..gosh, i had to eat up the rest, anyway, her stomach's not feeling good. Takke good care, no more food for u after 8pm next time. I'll take note..Wahaha..u shall watch me eat after 8pm in future..
Eyes feeling pain..my lungs are still suffering from the smoke just now..hope i won't suffocate later..
The more i listen to the Canon Rock, i just love it more and more. I'm more than determined to learn it, i must master it..Hone up my guitar skills, train up my lazy last finger and play that song out...
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
I suddenly got so many things to say..things that i wanted to say out..but don't want anyone to know..maybe a few. I had this mixed feelings right now..i want to confine..i want to pour out..but who really understand? Maybe a few, yet again..I have friends who's willing to listen, who's good at consoling, who knows me well, who concern and cares for me..yet, some things just can't go beyond that line, cos it gets too personal and will show the weak side of me that i never wanted to show, for i can get weird response. Not many can know the inside of my heart, for i seldom spell it out. Sometimes, i find friends a better listening ears than my mum. I don't know what's wrong. Everything in my life seems to be in place and almost perfect now. But as time goes by, such life will be intruded with incidents, events that came unexpectedly. I like the way it came in, but i dislike the way it spoils the process of my life..it ruined what i deem as the perfect plan for me just before i get enlisted HAPPILY, and i mean HAPPILY.
Found out a recent blog, created by a loving couple (both male) and yes, Colin and Kero (Fake names i supposed). I had lotsa view on it, but i don't really want to spam it down here for it might not be nice. Their braveness is something i admire and hate at the same time. I can't imagine how one can become like that and i shall not dwell for it doesn't really concerns me. I've lotsa things to care and crack my brain on rather than that.
Had a new temp staff sitting just behind me. Poor Yilin have to sit at somewhere else, just as i thought she would be entertained by Candy and me with our nonsense, she has to sit at the other place. Get used to it, girl..This new temp staff seems to know everyone in the office, very friendly and sociable, or maybe a little too sociable..Had lunch with Yilin, Shirley and Ziqin. Melissa is clever enough to skip today for the sake of some activities i guess..Wahaha..Shirley is still limping, aww...so sad..Get well soon girl..
Another frustrating thing - My pay's not here yet!! AHH!!! My mum helped me checked, it's not accounted in yet..same goes for Yilin..i wondered when will it be in..I'm left stranded with basically jeans with empty pockets. I want to fill my pockets with money..lotsa and lotsa money, i love the scent of money, especially the blue one. Sniff sniff...
We planned to watch MI3 tml, sadly Ziqin and Yilin can't make it..That left with me, shirley and the Doubtful Melissa? Wahaha..i wonder if i still need to do OT tml or not. It better be a nice show cos i'm already digging for money in my cupboard.
Work was alright today. Applications forever piling up. I had spend a long time sorting them and checking the app and the checklist to make sure the indenfication number does tally. I hate having to move my head left and right, causing great ache to my neck, i'm going to be a giraffe soon. Ahh...ache ache ache..everyone was leaving work early today, sound so quiet at office..i left office with a heavy mood..don't know what is it, but i can still feel it's something negative.
I rushed to Yew Tee to meet my sister, and get the book 'Da vinci Code' from her. Her bf lend it to me. So happy, i can finally read the book. Who cares even if my bro wouldn't want to lend me, i don't die fromnot reading books from HIM! No big deal, i hate petty, stingy and sissy guy, my bro's almost one of them, or rather, just make him one of them. He sux big time. Always act as if he owns the house, my room and simply everything.
Exercise!!! The 1st thing i do when i reached home. That has to be an everday thing from now onwards every weekdays. I have to keep fit, maintain a fit body so that i won't die so early..wahaha..of cos not! Excercise really makes one feel refreshed, charged up. A person who's not exercising will generally feel tired easily and weaker. I must build up everything in my body, muscles, immunity, and er..brain? I'm kinda forgetful nowadays.
I feel so tired now..yawn..oops..did i just say exercise makes one feel charged up? maybe it don't..haa..but still, EXERCISE!
Found out a recent blog, created by a loving couple (both male) and yes, Colin and Kero (Fake names i supposed). I had lotsa view on it, but i don't really want to spam it down here for it might not be nice. Their braveness is something i admire and hate at the same time. I can't imagine how one can become like that and i shall not dwell for it doesn't really concerns me. I've lotsa things to care and crack my brain on rather than that.
Had a new temp staff sitting just behind me. Poor Yilin have to sit at somewhere else, just as i thought she would be entertained by Candy and me with our nonsense, she has to sit at the other place. Get used to it, girl..This new temp staff seems to know everyone in the office, very friendly and sociable, or maybe a little too sociable..Had lunch with Yilin, Shirley and Ziqin. Melissa is clever enough to skip today for the sake of some activities i guess..Wahaha..Shirley is still limping, aww...so sad..Get well soon girl..
Another frustrating thing - My pay's not here yet!! AHH!!! My mum helped me checked, it's not accounted in yet..same goes for Yilin..i wondered when will it be in..I'm left stranded with basically jeans with empty pockets. I want to fill my pockets with money..lotsa and lotsa money, i love the scent of money, especially the blue one. Sniff sniff...
We planned to watch MI3 tml, sadly Ziqin and Yilin can't make it..That left with me, shirley and the Doubtful Melissa? Wahaha..i wonder if i still need to do OT tml or not. It better be a nice show cos i'm already digging for money in my cupboard.
Work was alright today. Applications forever piling up. I had spend a long time sorting them and checking the app and the checklist to make sure the indenfication number does tally. I hate having to move my head left and right, causing great ache to my neck, i'm going to be a giraffe soon. Ahh...ache ache ache..everyone was leaving work early today, sound so quiet at office..i left office with a heavy mood..don't know what is it, but i can still feel it's something negative.
I rushed to Yew Tee to meet my sister, and get the book 'Da vinci Code' from her. Her bf lend it to me. So happy, i can finally read the book. Who cares even if my bro wouldn't want to lend me, i don't die fromnot reading books from HIM! No big deal, i hate petty, stingy and sissy guy, my bro's almost one of them, or rather, just make him one of them. He sux big time. Always act as if he owns the house, my room and simply everything.
Exercise!!! The 1st thing i do when i reached home. That has to be an everday thing from now onwards every weekdays. I have to keep fit, maintain a fit body so that i won't die so early..wahaha..of cos not! Excercise really makes one feel refreshed, charged up. A person who's not exercising will generally feel tired easily and weaker. I must build up everything in my body, muscles, immunity, and er..brain? I'm kinda forgetful nowadays.
I feel so tired now..yawn..oops..did i just say exercise makes one feel charged up? maybe it don't..haa..but still, EXERCISE!
Monday, May 01, 2006
Friday
Work was rather different from other day. I don't mean the job given to me were different..it's just that, my mood and i just don't feel the same as usual. Weird huh..I lended my mp3 player (well, wasn't mine actually..it's thanks to a kind soul that this mp3 player became 'mine') to Candy. She listens to some of the songs that i handpicked for her..as she listens, she laughs..and to think that the 3 songs i ask her to listen were slow soft rock music that's actually relaxing. I had lotsa feelings and emotions evoked out while listening to all this 3 songs. If u guys want the song, get from me personally. And back to Candy, she was laughing and laughing..non stop..!! Gosh..her laughter just make u laugh with her..haa!
Worked OT and rushed home afterwards..That night i was too tired...fall alseep right after watching the tv..zzz..i always failed to stay up late on friday night..maybe because it's the day working day of the week and i just want to sleep...like a pig..
Saturday
Today i practically rotted at home..Stomach wasn't really feeling good. This has been happening for weeks..i don't know what caused it..it has its ups and downs..i'm kinda hard-up so i can only self medicate myself..Faced the computer for the whole day..trying to do up the album cover...i'm running out of ideas already..argh..help..if u guyd have any ideas, do let me know..i'm starting to find photoshop a wonderful programs because it can actually create wonders..to a certain extent and yes, i'm still consider noob when it comes to exploring and discovering some of the most important features..i really need a crash course on this one..
Later that day, went to had dinner with Don before heading to Jon's house for soccer match. Gosh, it was a disappointing soccer match. By the time we reached Jon's house, Man Utd were already 1-0 down..luckily, my colleague went online and i starting chatting instead of watching the disappointing match. My friends who continued watching the match were further disappointed by the way Man Utd played..In the end, our fav team lost 3-0, handing the title to the worst rivals. Oh gosh, insulting!! Humilation!! To think that they took the title in front of Man Utd players and fans..Gosh..Sad say for all Man Utd supporters..same goes to me too..
After the match, the few of us chatted. It's been a long time since we have been together like that. Times like that will always be remembered, cherished and we long for more of such moments. Jon's leaving for Taiwan soon, life's without him is certainly different, well, even though not that much. He's going there for training for 3 weeks, let's hope life will be quite ok for him over there and hope to see him soon..
Sunday
Woke up receiving news that the gathering with some of my ex classmates has been postpone. Most of them are busy. Well, each has their own work to do, some serving NS, it's really hard to get all or rather most of us together now. Nevertheless, i still managed to meet Mildred and we went to walk around Suntec cos i was looking for something. When it comes to buying apparels, i got this thinking that girls will always have a better taste and opinions, not because they tend to be more fussy (or maybe yes..haa), but because they look into more details it comes to such things as compared to a guy who will just say 'it's nice, buy lah buy lah'..Moreover, the stuff i'm buying is for someone who's quite like Mildred..So i feel that it's best if i bring her along. We went around Suntec, went to several shops and combed around, in the end i shortlisted two. Hmm...i'm still thinking hard..i need days to think..think think think..
Afterwhich we went to Plaza Singapura. Down there, we had Ajisen for dinner. As always i would ordered the Volcano Ramen..that will be the only reman i'll eat..i want to burn my stomach, spit out fire..blah blah blah..haa..k, i'm starting to go out of point. The ramen taste very salty as usual, i'm wondering why does it always taste so salty, or is it just me who's finding the ramen salty..Luckily, Mildred thinks that it's salty too, well, nothing's wrong with my taste buds and tongue. Jusr before we went left for home, we went to this Fila Shop to browse for some apparels, i was browsing at some jackets and just as i turn back, suddenly appeared in front of me..oh gosh, i had a shock of my life. I actually saw my colleague..i was stunned for no reason for quite some time before we started talking a while before we left..oh gosh, don't know why, i can feel that shock..as if i saw a ghost, but obviously she's not..haa..she's a nice colleague..
Mildred gave me a guitar model what she bought from Sabah..Nice of her i would say and i appreciated it..Thanks alot Mildred if you are reading this..Thanks!
I'm now playing maple like mad, trying to rush for the 3rd job..gogogogo....
Work was rather different from other day. I don't mean the job given to me were different..it's just that, my mood and i just don't feel the same as usual. Weird huh..I lended my mp3 player (well, wasn't mine actually..it's thanks to a kind soul that this mp3 player became 'mine') to Candy. She listens to some of the songs that i handpicked for her..as she listens, she laughs..and to think that the 3 songs i ask her to listen were slow soft rock music that's actually relaxing. I had lotsa feelings and emotions evoked out while listening to all this 3 songs. If u guys want the song, get from me personally. And back to Candy, she was laughing and laughing..non stop..!! Gosh..her laughter just make u laugh with her..haa!
Worked OT and rushed home afterwards..That night i was too tired...fall alseep right after watching the tv..zzz..i always failed to stay up late on friday night..maybe because it's the day working day of the week and i just want to sleep...like a pig..
Saturday
Today i practically rotted at home..Stomach wasn't really feeling good. This has been happening for weeks..i don't know what caused it..it has its ups and downs..i'm kinda hard-up so i can only self medicate myself..Faced the computer for the whole day..trying to do up the album cover...i'm running out of ideas already..argh..help..if u guyd have any ideas, do let me know..i'm starting to find photoshop a wonderful programs because it can actually create wonders..to a certain extent and yes, i'm still consider noob when it comes to exploring and discovering some of the most important features..i really need a crash course on this one..
Later that day, went to had dinner with Don before heading to Jon's house for soccer match. Gosh, it was a disappointing soccer match. By the time we reached Jon's house, Man Utd were already 1-0 down..luckily, my colleague went online and i starting chatting instead of watching the disappointing match. My friends who continued watching the match were further disappointed by the way Man Utd played..In the end, our fav team lost 3-0, handing the title to the worst rivals. Oh gosh, insulting!! Humilation!! To think that they took the title in front of Man Utd players and fans..Gosh..Sad say for all Man Utd supporters..same goes to me too..
After the match, the few of us chatted. It's been a long time since we have been together like that. Times like that will always be remembered, cherished and we long for more of such moments. Jon's leaving for Taiwan soon, life's without him is certainly different, well, even though not that much. He's going there for training for 3 weeks, let's hope life will be quite ok for him over there and hope to see him soon..
Sunday
Woke up receiving news that the gathering with some of my ex classmates has been postpone. Most of them are busy. Well, each has their own work to do, some serving NS, it's really hard to get all or rather most of us together now. Nevertheless, i still managed to meet Mildred and we went to walk around Suntec cos i was looking for something. When it comes to buying apparels, i got this thinking that girls will always have a better taste and opinions, not because they tend to be more fussy (or maybe yes..haa), but because they look into more details it comes to such things as compared to a guy who will just say 'it's nice, buy lah buy lah'..Moreover, the stuff i'm buying is for someone who's quite like Mildred..So i feel that it's best if i bring her along. We went around Suntec, went to several shops and combed around, in the end i shortlisted two. Hmm...i'm still thinking hard..i need days to think..think think think..
Afterwhich we went to Plaza Singapura. Down there, we had Ajisen for dinner. As always i would ordered the Volcano Ramen..that will be the only reman i'll eat..i want to burn my stomach, spit out fire..blah blah blah..haa..k, i'm starting to go out of point. The ramen taste very salty as usual, i'm wondering why does it always taste so salty, or is it just me who's finding the ramen salty..Luckily, Mildred thinks that it's salty too, well, nothing's wrong with my taste buds and tongue. Jusr before we went left for home, we went to this Fila Shop to browse for some apparels, i was browsing at some jackets and just as i turn back, suddenly appeared in front of me..oh gosh, i had a shock of my life. I actually saw my colleague..i was stunned for no reason for quite some time before we started talking a while before we left..oh gosh, don't know why, i can feel that shock..as if i saw a ghost, but obviously she's not..haa..she's a nice colleague..
Mildred gave me a guitar model what she bought from Sabah..Nice of her i would say and i appreciated it..Thanks alot Mildred if you are reading this..Thanks!
I'm now playing maple like mad, trying to rush for the 3rd job..gogogogo....
Friday, April 28, 2006
Today is such a wonderful day. It's especially wonderful because days before today wasn't really good, which makes today the only good day of the week so far. Today, i've know more colleagues, which is good news..haha..the more friends u have in the office, the less bored u will feel. Work today has been quite alright..unlike Monday and Tuesday. During both days, my colleague, Yoon Foong wasn't around, that caused much stress on me and Candy. I did OT for these two days, went home shacked, mood wasn't really good then, it was further worsen by some other things too..
Yesterday, i managed to finish my work and went out wth Don. We went to eat dinner 1st at Wisma..We ate Teppan-Yaki..it's been so long since i last ate that..cos it seems like such Teppan-Yaki outlet are hard to find already. But it's a disappointing meal i would say..It's doesn't taste as nice as before, maybe that explains the rareness of the outlets. after the meal, we went around shopping before heading to Paradiz Centre for a few game of pool. Although this time round, i lost again, but i felt that i'm more accurate and improved already. I didn't regret buying the cue stick and i'm just loving the game more and more.
Today supposely meeting Don but end up going home. Was just plain too lazy. Hmm...anyway, today ilm in a good mood..hopefully, tml i'll be happier..
Yesterday, i managed to finish my work and went out wth Don. We went to eat dinner 1st at Wisma..We ate Teppan-Yaki..it's been so long since i last ate that..cos it seems like such Teppan-Yaki outlet are hard to find already. But it's a disappointing meal i would say..It's doesn't taste as nice as before, maybe that explains the rareness of the outlets. after the meal, we went around shopping before heading to Paradiz Centre for a few game of pool. Although this time round, i lost again, but i felt that i'm more accurate and improved already. I didn't regret buying the cue stick and i'm just loving the game more and more.
Today supposely meeting Don but end up going home. Was just plain too lazy. Hmm...anyway, today ilm in a good mood..hopefully, tml i'll be happier..
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you just want to pck them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often, we look so long at the closed door, we don't see the one which has been opened to us.
Don't go for the looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for the wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go.
Be who you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.
You can't forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Don't count the years -- count the memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often, we look so long at the closed door, we don't see the one which has been opened to us.
Don't go for the looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for the wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go.
Be who you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.
You can't forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Don't count the years -- count the memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Recently, i don't know what's wrong with my tummy. It's not in its normal condition. Ever since monday all the way until wednesday, i feel something wierd inside my stomach. It's not pain, just easy, as if someone is rubbing my stomach from the inside. All the way until Friday, things got worse. I woke up early today because of my stomach. I was in great pain. Dragged myself to the toilet, bombed the toilet while sleeping..wahaha, that's how tired i am. Then went for work. Met up with Yoon Foong for Breakfast today, thinking that Candy might be late, instead, Candy appears to be the earliest there, and i'm the latest. As my stomach ain't feeling that well, i ordered the fillet burger meal whereas Yoon foong ordered hotcakes and Candy ordered BIG breakfast. This is the 1st time i've seen Candy eating sooo much during breakfast as she always claims that she's fat and can't eat much during this hour of time. Surprisingly, Yoong Foong also finished her breakfast. This is the 1st time i've seen her finished a single meal. I guess i'm the lousiest today.
Went to office, still feeling uneasy. My fillet burger is still left there untouched. By the time lunctime is reached, we went for lunch. Today's lunch will be abit special cos one of my colleague is leaving. It's her last day today. We went around the fastfood restaurant nearby and to our surprise, ALL fastfood restaurant were filled with students. I wondered what occasion it is, maybe it's just some flag day thingy. That forced us to change our dining venue to a restaurant of higher class - Delifrance. In case u don't know, i brought i fillet burger which i brought since morning along with me. In the end, i ended up ordering chicken wings and waffle ice cream for my lunch, and Candy's leftover fish and chips. My fillet burger was left untouched. Joyce, the colleague who's leaving after today, treated us to this meal. Thanks alot Joyce.
Back to office, this is the 1st time i reached office so late after lunchtime. By right, we should be back to office by 1pm, but today, we reached the office at 1:40pm. Well, Yoon Foong said there's some explaining to do with the boss, when we reached back, WAH!!, Boss was later than us..haha..phew..By the time i reached back to the office, i sudden'y feel very wierd. Just that this feeling that the world is against me, the feeling that i'm useless because i'm just now able to do certain things. But like most people said, time heals. In between the process, we went out to take a photoshoot. Today is another day of the month where the company will hold a special event. Colour as theme will be named and today's colour is green and yellow. That's also explain why i'm wearing green on this very day and why our office is go 'green' today. In the end, our department won because i guess we had the most number of people wearing green. Went back, did my work and until it was 5:30pm. It's birthday celebration for those colleague who has their birthdays falling on the month of March. 5 of them in total and they are all GIRLS! As usual, birthday song were sang, birthday cake were cut, candles were blown, wishes were made. It's game time. This is a game that i;ve never play before. Each person is suppose to write ur name on a sticker paper which is provided of cause, then we stick on behind us on our shirt. Then everyone will start writing positive stuff abt how he/she feel abt the person. And so, the room suddenly became messy, each and everyone of us were busy writing on each other's back. It was quite fun, and one more thing, we were not supposed to see what's written abt. After everything finished, we will read out one most suitable words listed from that pad aloud to everyone on our left. For mine, it was generous. I don't know why this word initially until i know who wrote it and eventually know why. Not gonna say it anyway. Quite fun too..
Today did OT and stayed in the office the longest so far ever since i worked in that company since late March.
As i'm still not feeling that well, i decided not to go Don's house.
Yesterday, i and Don went to Suntec to bought some chocolates for someone. Then we went around looking, window shopping. I'm still in dilemna of what to buy for someone. Argh! Afterwhich, we went to play pool. Brought my cue stick along and played with Don for almost an hour. I thnik i;ve improved abit with the help from the book which i brorrowed a few weeks ago. I'm determined to improve more and hopefully playing it well.
Tml's sat..i suppose i'll be dying my hait..mud colour..hmm..nice? Don't know..will post pictures for u to judge..
Went to office, still feeling uneasy. My fillet burger is still left there untouched. By the time lunctime is reached, we went for lunch. Today's lunch will be abit special cos one of my colleague is leaving. It's her last day today. We went around the fastfood restaurant nearby and to our surprise, ALL fastfood restaurant were filled with students. I wondered what occasion it is, maybe it's just some flag day thingy. That forced us to change our dining venue to a restaurant of higher class - Delifrance. In case u don't know, i brought i fillet burger which i brought since morning along with me. In the end, i ended up ordering chicken wings and waffle ice cream for my lunch, and Candy's leftover fish and chips. My fillet burger was left untouched. Joyce, the colleague who's leaving after today, treated us to this meal. Thanks alot Joyce.
Back to office, this is the 1st time i reached office so late after lunchtime. By right, we should be back to office by 1pm, but today, we reached the office at 1:40pm. Well, Yoon Foong said there's some explaining to do with the boss, when we reached back, WAH!!, Boss was later than us..haha..phew..By the time i reached back to the office, i sudden'y feel very wierd. Just that this feeling that the world is against me, the feeling that i'm useless because i'm just now able to do certain things. But like most people said, time heals. In between the process, we went out to take a photoshoot. Today is another day of the month where the company will hold a special event. Colour as theme will be named and today's colour is green and yellow. That's also explain why i'm wearing green on this very day and why our office is go 'green' today. In the end, our department won because i guess we had the most number of people wearing green. Went back, did my work and until it was 5:30pm. It's birthday celebration for those colleague who has their birthdays falling on the month of March. 5 of them in total and they are all GIRLS! As usual, birthday song were sang, birthday cake were cut, candles were blown, wishes were made. It's game time. This is a game that i;ve never play before. Each person is suppose to write ur name on a sticker paper which is provided of cause, then we stick on behind us on our shirt. Then everyone will start writing positive stuff abt how he/she feel abt the person. And so, the room suddenly became messy, each and everyone of us were busy writing on each other's back. It was quite fun, and one more thing, we were not supposed to see what's written abt. After everything finished, we will read out one most suitable words listed from that pad aloud to everyone on our left. For mine, it was generous. I don't know why this word initially until i know who wrote it and eventually know why. Not gonna say it anyway. Quite fun too..
Today did OT and stayed in the office the longest so far ever since i worked in that company since late March.
As i'm still not feeling that well, i decided not to go Don's house.
Yesterday, i and Don went to Suntec to bought some chocolates for someone. Then we went around looking, window shopping. I'm still in dilemna of what to buy for someone. Argh! Afterwhich, we went to play pool. Brought my cue stick along and played with Don for almost an hour. I thnik i;ve improved abit with the help from the book which i brorrowed a few weeks ago. I'm determined to improve more and hopefully playing it well.
Tml's sat..i suppose i'll be dying my hait..mud colour..hmm..nice? Don't know..will post pictures for u to judge..
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Friday
Went Don's house and overnight. Woke up in the morning feeling lazy. Very luckily, it's a Friday. A public holiday. Long weekend we have..and yea, we had fun. We jammed, played PS 2 and jammed again all the way until night. As time passed, we feel more and more lazy and sian. Just when Gav prepared to go home, we suggested playing Mahjong. And so, we dragged the relunctant Jonathan to join us at Don's house. We watched finish the drama show before started on the Mahjong. Now comes the funny part, after playing 4 games, suddenly, we realised that we are short one 4 tiles!! Oh gosh, to think that we still can play 4 games of mahjong without realising the missing tiles. Well, all thanks to that Sickly and sleepy Jon. He has been piling and arranging his tiles with shortage. Pro. So, we restart the whole mahjong session and play til anyone of us become bankrupt 1st. We used Chips instead of money cos we don't really Gamble (WOOPS). And yea, Gavian lost! Phew..but this time round, the mahjong session wasn't really fun, i got tired of it, simply because there were too many doubts on this game, all four of us were still too noob to know the rules of the game. After the game, i went home and watch another stupid match by Man Utd..They shall go through this season with only a Carling Cup Trophy. Haiz..
Saturday
We went town on this day! I wanted to search for something to get for someone. Cracking my brains as hard as i could. Darn, i'm bad as buying stuff. I sux at such things. Opinions from my friends didn't help release that 'burden' much simply because i'm just too indecisive. We went Taka shop, found amd asked the price of the PUMA belt i wanted to buy, went to a few sports shop in that vicinity too. After that, we went to HMV. Wow, i had always wanted to listen song by DA PUMP (in case u don't know, it's a korean band, don't really know what genre though). So, i went to look at the albums, gosh..the album actually cost between S$70-80 bucks. And that one ALBUM! Which means one song cost around S$7. Well, actually it's expected because it's directly imported from Korea and no other music shop sell em'.
And YEA, i bought my pool cue stick already. Shall post pictures of it soon. I quite like it even though i haven officially own it. I shall learn and try to master Pool. Alot of people have this impression that people who play pools are those Ah Bengs and Ah lians. Well, i can't blame that for that impression because it's just these kinda people who makes this hobby and that kinda place so complicated. To me, i'm just playing because i like it as a hobby. It's fun to play with your friends too.
After that, we went watching movie. I had wanted to watch Ice Age 2 but received objection. So, we watched Firewall instead. It's quite a nice show. I'll give it 4/5. After movie, everyone is like so dead and quiet. I guess we were tired. Went home, chiong my maple and slept til Sunday.
Today
Rotted at home. started coming down with the flu. Must be kena from Jonathan. Shared the glass of water with him on Friday. Oh gosh..Argh! Finally, i'm level 63 in Maple. I can't wait for lvl 70! I went to Lot 1 with Don not long ago to rent some books on Mahjong, Pool and Bowling. My interest in bowling is back. Ever since i stopped playing with my cousin, i've never touch bowling again til last thursday. Hmm, shall go play bowling again one day. Now, i'm like a clown with my nose super red. sneezing and sneezing.Argh..irritating..i'm feeling weak..
Went Don's house and overnight. Woke up in the morning feeling lazy. Very luckily, it's a Friday. A public holiday. Long weekend we have..and yea, we had fun. We jammed, played PS 2 and jammed again all the way until night. As time passed, we feel more and more lazy and sian. Just when Gav prepared to go home, we suggested playing Mahjong. And so, we dragged the relunctant Jonathan to join us at Don's house. We watched finish the drama show before started on the Mahjong. Now comes the funny part, after playing 4 games, suddenly, we realised that we are short one 4 tiles!! Oh gosh, to think that we still can play 4 games of mahjong without realising the missing tiles. Well, all thanks to that Sickly and sleepy Jon. He has been piling and arranging his tiles with shortage. Pro. So, we restart the whole mahjong session and play til anyone of us become bankrupt 1st. We used Chips instead of money cos we don't really Gamble (WOOPS). And yea, Gavian lost! Phew..but this time round, the mahjong session wasn't really fun, i got tired of it, simply because there were too many doubts on this game, all four of us were still too noob to know the rules of the game. After the game, i went home and watch another stupid match by Man Utd..They shall go through this season with only a Carling Cup Trophy. Haiz..
Saturday
We went town on this day! I wanted to search for something to get for someone. Cracking my brains as hard as i could. Darn, i'm bad as buying stuff. I sux at such things. Opinions from my friends didn't help release that 'burden' much simply because i'm just too indecisive. We went Taka shop, found amd asked the price of the PUMA belt i wanted to buy, went to a few sports shop in that vicinity too. After that, we went to HMV. Wow, i had always wanted to listen song by DA PUMP (in case u don't know, it's a korean band, don't really know what genre though). So, i went to look at the albums, gosh..the album actually cost between S$70-80 bucks. And that one ALBUM! Which means one song cost around S$7. Well, actually it's expected because it's directly imported from Korea and no other music shop sell em'.
And YEA, i bought my pool cue stick already. Shall post pictures of it soon. I quite like it even though i haven officially own it. I shall learn and try to master Pool. Alot of people have this impression that people who play pools are those Ah Bengs and Ah lians. Well, i can't blame that for that impression because it's just these kinda people who makes this hobby and that kinda place so complicated. To me, i'm just playing because i like it as a hobby. It's fun to play with your friends too.
After that, we went watching movie. I had wanted to watch Ice Age 2 but received objection. So, we watched Firewall instead. It's quite a nice show. I'll give it 4/5. After movie, everyone is like so dead and quiet. I guess we were tired. Went home, chiong my maple and slept til Sunday.
Today
Rotted at home. started coming down with the flu. Must be kena from Jonathan. Shared the glass of water with him on Friday. Oh gosh..Argh! Finally, i'm level 63 in Maple. I can't wait for lvl 70! I went to Lot 1 with Don not long ago to rent some books on Mahjong, Pool and Bowling. My interest in bowling is back. Ever since i stopped playing with my cousin, i've never touch bowling again til last thursday. Hmm, shall go play bowling again one day. Now, i'm like a clown with my nose super red. sneezing and sneezing.Argh..irritating..i'm feeling weak..
Friday, April 14, 2006
Today was a great great day. Why? Because it's the 1st time i went out spending and playing with my colleagues and their beloved ones. I went out with my 'Big jie jie and Small jie jie', Noy and Joyce. Small jie jie brought her boyfriend along whereas Noy brought her family along. I and Joyce brought our friend/s along too. I would say it's really great today and i enjoyed every single bit and moment of today.
Started the day quite well and happily. Today is the 1st time i ate my lunch 'takeaway'. 1st time i ate at the pantry area. The reason why is because as we were going out today, and the credit cards applications are piling huge, we have to sacrifice some of our lunchtime and do our work. The applications and getting hell lot and lot day by day. Nevertheless, we still tried our best completing them today. Times flies and it's finally 7pm. Knock-off time, work was incomplete but still, we managed to finish a big chunk of it. Great. My mistakea at work are getting lesser but still, careless, which means it could actually be prevented. Hm..i shall be more careful.
After work, a few of my colleagues and i went for dinner. Then we proceed to SPANS (it's a country club). A small country club i would say. Supposedly, we were supposed to go Marina Square but then the bowling alley was fully booked from 6pm tp 10pm/ I would considered that lucky as SPANS's bowling alley was much cheaper. Even though the place aren't that spacious and big as the ones found at Cathy or Marina Square, it's enough to give all of the fun and enjoyment we needed. I started off the game quite ok until my friend arrived. This Don is super pro, for the bith games he played, he's topped the chart whereas my best came only for the last game Same for Gavian too. Our fun was further 'enhanced' by Noy's two cute little daughters. Seeing kids like that always make me feel happy, eager and lotsa emotions going through my mind. Only my very friends will know what i'm talking about i suppose.
Now, i'm at Don's house and Me and Gav's staying overnight at his house. Now Gav is dead asleep and i shall go bathe now..cya..will update more
Started the day quite well and happily. Today is the 1st time i ate my lunch 'takeaway'. 1st time i ate at the pantry area. The reason why is because as we were going out today, and the credit cards applications are piling huge, we have to sacrifice some of our lunchtime and do our work. The applications and getting hell lot and lot day by day. Nevertheless, we still tried our best completing them today. Times flies and it's finally 7pm. Knock-off time, work was incomplete but still, we managed to finish a big chunk of it. Great. My mistakea at work are getting lesser but still, careless, which means it could actually be prevented. Hm..i shall be more careful.
After work, a few of my colleagues and i went for dinner. Then we proceed to SPANS (it's a country club). A small country club i would say. Supposedly, we were supposed to go Marina Square but then the bowling alley was fully booked from 6pm tp 10pm/ I would considered that lucky as SPANS's bowling alley was much cheaper. Even though the place aren't that spacious and big as the ones found at Cathy or Marina Square, it's enough to give all of the fun and enjoyment we needed. I started off the game quite ok until my friend arrived. This Don is super pro, for the bith games he played, he's topped the chart whereas my best came only for the last game Same for Gavian too. Our fun was further 'enhanced' by Noy's two cute little daughters. Seeing kids like that always make me feel happy, eager and lotsa emotions going through my mind. Only my very friends will know what i'm talking about i suppose.
Now, i'm at Don's house and Me and Gav's staying overnight at his house. Now Gav is dead asleep and i shall go bathe now..cya..will update more
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Sunday
Went gym. It's the 1st time since dunno how many months. Finally, once again, i'm stepping into the once so familiar gym at Choa Chu Kang Stadium. Changed and as usual, i'll so weigh myself, checking if i'm putting any weight as i've been expecting. I still maintained the same weight as before. Well, i can only say that's something still good, at least i didn't lose weight. *Choi* Started off with the 1st station - Chin-Up. Gosh, i lost my fitness. Used to be able to do 8 chin-up, now i could barely do 4. I'm getting weaker, i shall exercise more regularly now. Find Don's method of training biceps quite effective, i'll go on to tell u why later on.
Monday
Work today was simply terrible. I did something very stupid today, which caused some misunderstanding between me and my colleagues. I've said things that don't really sounds that nice. It in turned caused some misunderstanding. Felt really bad about it, but luckily, my colleague is understanding, i really hope she didn't hold it against me. Sometimes, it's just me to talk without using my precious brain. Dumb! simply just dumb..A heavy lesson learnt, and realise an idiotic part of me. Don't worry, i'm getting rid it off..
Tuesday
As usual, i keep on yawning and feel like dozing off at work. Nth much on this day.
Wednesday
Today was one of the worst day of work. I felt so tired than i keep yawning and yawning. I even feel like sleeping, i'm totally not focusing at work today. I even make a few mistakes. ARGH! I hate myself. Luckily, i talked to my 'sister' to keep myself awake. She's a remedy for lotsa problem i faced at work. Glad to have such a 'sister'. Why i called her 'sister' is because of how she told me abt her story whereas i told her mine. That's how it happens. Today we discussed as to where will we be heading to after work tomorrow, cos our original plan was ruined because the original place we were supposed to be going to will be fully booked. So we changed our venue. We changed it to SPANS. We'll be playing bowling. I managed to get Don and Gav to go with me. ope it's all fun tml as i'm going to overnigth at Don's house too..
Feeling tired now..gtg sleep..If not, tml i'll be yawning away again
Went gym. It's the 1st time since dunno how many months. Finally, once again, i'm stepping into the once so familiar gym at Choa Chu Kang Stadium. Changed and as usual, i'll so weigh myself, checking if i'm putting any weight as i've been expecting. I still maintained the same weight as before. Well, i can only say that's something still good, at least i didn't lose weight. *Choi* Started off with the 1st station - Chin-Up. Gosh, i lost my fitness. Used to be able to do 8 chin-up, now i could barely do 4. I'm getting weaker, i shall exercise more regularly now. Find Don's method of training biceps quite effective, i'll go on to tell u why later on.
Monday
Work today was simply terrible. I did something very stupid today, which caused some misunderstanding between me and my colleagues. I've said things that don't really sounds that nice. It in turned caused some misunderstanding. Felt really bad about it, but luckily, my colleague is understanding, i really hope she didn't hold it against me. Sometimes, it's just me to talk without using my precious brain. Dumb! simply just dumb..A heavy lesson learnt, and realise an idiotic part of me. Don't worry, i'm getting rid it off..
Tuesday
As usual, i keep on yawning and feel like dozing off at work. Nth much on this day.
Wednesday
Today was one of the worst day of work. I felt so tired than i keep yawning and yawning. I even feel like sleeping, i'm totally not focusing at work today. I even make a few mistakes. ARGH! I hate myself. Luckily, i talked to my 'sister' to keep myself awake. She's a remedy for lotsa problem i faced at work. Glad to have such a 'sister'. Why i called her 'sister' is because of how she told me abt her story whereas i told her mine. That's how it happens. Today we discussed as to where will we be heading to after work tomorrow, cos our original plan was ruined because the original place we were supposed to be going to will be fully booked. So we changed our venue. We changed it to SPANS. We'll be playing bowling. I managed to get Don and Gav to go with me. ope it's all fun tml as i'm going to overnigth at Don's house too..
Feeling tired now..gtg sleep..If not, tml i'll be yawning away again
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Well...it's really a bad bad day..1st, i was bored at home, til my brain is going to burst..Staying at home simply bores me..Nothing to do..and so, i drag myself and my brother out. We went to town. I finally went to the PUMa shop at Taka that i've been always wanted to go. Cos i wanted to see if i can find this PUMa belt which i saw in Kuala Lumpur when i went there last year. And guess what, i found it. Hmm, still as nice as ever. I just can't wait to get my hands on it, but i'm totally broke now..so i shall wait for my payday.
After that,both of us went walking around. Argh...going out with my brother simply sux too..He's always pulling that black long face, making me feel so sian also. And so, we went PS thinking of catching a movie..When we reached there, all nice movies were already either sold out or have to wait til 11 plus..it's like an hour more before we can actually watch movie. So we skipped movie and went arcade instead. It's been so long since i get my ears invaded by the booming sounds of those game machines..As usual, i'll top up and play my favourite game - Virtual Striker. Haha..so long never play already, lose abit of skills, but still can manage to win a few challengers. The feeling of winning is just shiok..Just when i was about to go home, i received a news which i deemed to be bad - i'm going to get enlisted on 21st July!! Argh!! Shit man..I thought i won't get enlisted so early but there comes that dumb letter.
But i'm glad for alot of things:
1.At least it's not under PES A or B
2.At least i get to finish my contract without breaching it
3.At least i get to watch WORLD CUP
Hmm...when i reached home, i started to talk about army life with him. Then he went on to tell me alot of interesting stories about himself. I'll share with u people on msn as it's quite long. ask me if u are interested too. After talking to him, it somehow makes me feel that going Ns isn't that bad after all. It's just that i'll be missing alot of my friends and my family. Hmm..so for now til that very day, i shall spend as much time with them as i could..
After that,both of us went walking around. Argh...going out with my brother simply sux too..He's always pulling that black long face, making me feel so sian also. And so, we went PS thinking of catching a movie..When we reached there, all nice movies were already either sold out or have to wait til 11 plus..it's like an hour more before we can actually watch movie. So we skipped movie and went arcade instead. It's been so long since i get my ears invaded by the booming sounds of those game machines..As usual, i'll top up and play my favourite game - Virtual Striker. Haha..so long never play already, lose abit of skills, but still can manage to win a few challengers. The feeling of winning is just shiok..Just when i was about to go home, i received a news which i deemed to be bad - i'm going to get enlisted on 21st July!! Argh!! Shit man..I thought i won't get enlisted so early but there comes that dumb letter.
But i'm glad for alot of things:
1.At least it's not under PES A or B
2.At least i get to finish my contract without breaching it
3.At least i get to watch WORLD CUP
Hmm...when i reached home, i started to talk about army life with him. Then he went on to tell me alot of interesting stories about himself. I'll share with u people on msn as it's quite long. ask me if u are interested too. After talking to him, it somehow makes me feel that going Ns isn't that bad after all. It's just that i'll be missing alot of my friends and my family. Hmm..so for now til that very day, i shall spend as much time with them as i could..
Saturday, April 08, 2006
It's finally weekend! But it doesn't seems to be as good as my usual working weekday. Haiz..weekend, how everyone is wishing for that right? Everyone just can't wait for Friday to come, where they'll be earger welcoming the morning sun of Saturday. Just like everyone else, Saturday is my favourite day. It'a day where i get to meet my friends, play, enjoy my outing etc..lotsa things to do actually. So much so that, my pocket will have a big hole everytime it reaches Sunday night.
Now it's a saturday, yet, it's not much different from any other weekday just before i started working..Ever since i started working, seriously, i dun actually look forward to weekend. Friends would be tired after booking out from camp, some would have their own activities, family would be busy too. Hm...i'm left with the company of my computer. How nice can that be. Ever since i started working, my usage of the computer has dropped drastically. Hmm, that's why i should spend more time with my computer rather than going out. Wahaha..how boring can that be!!!!
I need some entertainment..i dread weekends..i assume the following few weekdends will be worse. With Don going on operation and need to rest at home. Hmm...Weekend please don't come. Maybe i can ask some of my colleagues out..wahaha..it'll be nice as most of them are girls..
Yesterday went home with my colleagues, had a talk with them..found out more abt them..nice people they are indeed. Glad to be able to work. Ahh.!! Farhan received his Letter..He's going to get enlisted at June 10. I seriously hope i won't received that kinda letter anywhere soon. I don't want to go army. I want to work and enjoy..
Yesterday Don came and have lunch with me. Hahah..so good of him right? Yes..he certainly is. although lunch time is short, it's enough. I must say this is the time where i actually cherished every minutes i have. Haha..Had lunch before walking around and he's on his way home after that..Can't wait for Monday now..
Now it's a saturday, yet, it's not much different from any other weekday just before i started working..Ever since i started working, seriously, i dun actually look forward to weekend. Friends would be tired after booking out from camp, some would have their own activities, family would be busy too. Hm...i'm left with the company of my computer. How nice can that be. Ever since i started working, my usage of the computer has dropped drastically. Hmm, that's why i should spend more time with my computer rather than going out. Wahaha..how boring can that be!!!!
I need some entertainment..i dread weekends..i assume the following few weekdends will be worse. With Don going on operation and need to rest at home. Hmm...Weekend please don't come. Maybe i can ask some of my colleagues out..wahaha..it'll be nice as most of them are girls..
Yesterday went home with my colleagues, had a talk with them..found out more abt them..nice people they are indeed. Glad to be able to work. Ahh.!! Farhan received his Letter..He's going to get enlisted at June 10. I seriously hope i won't received that kinda letter anywhere soon. I don't want to go army. I want to work and enjoy..
Yesterday Don came and have lunch with me. Hahah..so good of him right? Yes..he certainly is. although lunch time is short, it's enough. I must say this is the time where i actually cherished every minutes i have. Haha..Had lunch before walking around and he's on his way home after that..Can't wait for Monday now..
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Work this week has been kind of weird. Has it ups and its downs. As always, i'm still making mistakes at work. Nevertheless, the always forgiving colleagues is always there for me. Finally, my Maple main character has levelled up. It has motivated me further. I want to reach 3rd job as soon as possible. I'll get always to train with my friends - Don, Jo, Pei shan etc etc..well, that's the only fun part of Maple now. It;s soooooooo bored to play alone. I'm still in the progress of making my new blogskin. It's a totaly new blogskin that i made myself. But it'll take some time.
Dunno why, nowadays, everytime i reach home from work, the 1st thing i would touch is my guitar, Maybe under the influence of Don's Mp3 player (thanks him for lending me his mp3 players..muacks) wahah..Now i've a few songs in mind, i'm going to master them and some even sing while playing. Sounds abit impossible huh..don't worry..practice makes perfect..when there's a will, there's a way..how true can that be..
Today i went to the bank and submitted my damaged ATM card. What a Day.! Queue was super long..but no choice, i've have to wait. Cos that's the only time i could go and get a new Atm. Before i go work and after i finished work, the bank would be closed, so the only time left is lunchtime..sadly..It east into my lunch time..nevertheless, i still managed to find time and had lunch. It's the 1st time i'm having lunch with my 'lunching' colleagues. Finally, it's my turn. Gosh, had to pay 5 bucks for the replacement for the damaged ATM card. Haiz..all because of that stupid wallet, causing much bending to my ATM card, making cracks all over it. Now, i shall be wiser and put it in a more appropiate place.
Talking about such matters..Yesterday i was talking to Don about what i've wondered. Cos nowadays, internet banking and tranferring of funds has been so common. All i need to do tot transfer money to my friends is just by getting his account number and just transfer money from my account to his. But (CHOI CHOICHOI), let's say i entered the wrong number (maybe becos i was blind at that point of time or maybe he accidentally read 7 as 1), the money would be pocketed into someone else's account. GOSH! That'll make me panic enuff and make my heartbeat so fast like train. In such cases, i wonder what should i actualy do. So far, i've not seen or heard cases like that but i'm sure such things does happen. And when it happens, will the bank help u even though u have your friend as witness. Hm..i dare not even think of it. Imagine it's a big transaction - one that's enuff to buy u an MP3 player..wow..cool..the one who 'accidentally' got the money just becos some blind people accidentally put it into his acc must be over the clouds upon seeing the cash. He must have had believed that money does drops from the sky right?
I think that if the cash's not used, maybe there's still chance of retrieving the money back..maybe police report will be necessary. But..i mean BUT what if the person has used the cash, he could claim that he didn't realise the sudden increase in his amount of money in his account. In such situation, no one;s to be blame but the person who doing the transferring of the money. Especially, if it's between friends. I would surely not know what to do if i'm in that kind of situation. Money VS Friends..Tough huh..Well, people always say, money hurts reltionship - i agree it to a certain extent. I've seen how money has strained relationship, and realised that it's so so true. That's why til now, i'm still not that confident of transferring money in that manner..Convenient? YEs, that's for sure..Sale? Perhaps..but risk is there..accidents do happen. I'll prefer handling money in cold hard cash. I could even smell the scent of it, y isn't it better?
*Sniff Sniff*
Dunno why, nowadays, everytime i reach home from work, the 1st thing i would touch is my guitar, Maybe under the influence of Don's Mp3 player (thanks him for lending me his mp3 players..muacks) wahah..Now i've a few songs in mind, i'm going to master them and some even sing while playing. Sounds abit impossible huh..don't worry..practice makes perfect..when there's a will, there's a way..how true can that be..
Today i went to the bank and submitted my damaged ATM card. What a Day.! Queue was super long..but no choice, i've have to wait. Cos that's the only time i could go and get a new Atm. Before i go work and after i finished work, the bank would be closed, so the only time left is lunchtime..sadly..It east into my lunch time..nevertheless, i still managed to find time and had lunch. It's the 1st time i'm having lunch with my 'lunching' colleagues. Finally, it's my turn. Gosh, had to pay 5 bucks for the replacement for the damaged ATM card. Haiz..all because of that stupid wallet, causing much bending to my ATM card, making cracks all over it. Now, i shall be wiser and put it in a more appropiate place.
Talking about such matters..Yesterday i was talking to Don about what i've wondered. Cos nowadays, internet banking and tranferring of funds has been so common. All i need to do tot transfer money to my friends is just by getting his account number and just transfer money from my account to his. But (CHOI CHOICHOI), let's say i entered the wrong number (maybe becos i was blind at that point of time or maybe he accidentally read 7 as 1), the money would be pocketed into someone else's account. GOSH! That'll make me panic enuff and make my heartbeat so fast like train. In such cases, i wonder what should i actualy do. So far, i've not seen or heard cases like that but i'm sure such things does happen. And when it happens, will the bank help u even though u have your friend as witness. Hm..i dare not even think of it. Imagine it's a big transaction - one that's enuff to buy u an MP3 player..wow..cool..the one who 'accidentally' got the money just becos some blind people accidentally put it into his acc must be over the clouds upon seeing the cash. He must have had believed that money does drops from the sky right?
I think that if the cash's not used, maybe there's still chance of retrieving the money back..maybe police report will be necessary. But..i mean BUT what if the person has used the cash, he could claim that he didn't realise the sudden increase in his amount of money in his account. In such situation, no one;s to be blame but the person who doing the transferring of the money. Especially, if it's between friends. I would surely not know what to do if i'm in that kind of situation. Money VS Friends..Tough huh..Well, people always say, money hurts reltionship - i agree it to a certain extent. I've seen how money has strained relationship, and realised that it's so so true. That's why til now, i'm still not that confident of transferring money in that manner..Convenient? YEs, that's for sure..Sale? Perhaps..but risk is there..accidents do happen. I'll prefer handling money in cold hard cash. I could even smell the scent of it, y isn't it better?
*Sniff Sniff*
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Work has been alright for the past 3 days..except for the last day maybe. I made hell lotsa mistakes..which yet again makes me feel bad. Those mistakes are quite silly actually. Gonna be abit more careful next week.
Cut a shitty hairstyle on Wednesday. It sucks big time. Some said it just simply not nice, few say i look like small kid, well, i find it 'just ok'..wahaha..Finally met up with Farhan and he was saying how he's juggling 2 jobs right now. At least it's just for a while. Hmm..this is how we are expericing too. Who doesn't needs money. Money don't drops from the sky or gush out from somehwhere like how water is 'spit' out from fountain. Yet, the standards or living has made it almost impossible for teens like us to enjoy life and at the same time, not spending 'much' money. One trendy t-shirt would cost u one day or even one week pay. Gosh..as much i know precious money is, how it is to earn money, i always fail to appreciate it and would use it without thinking giving much thought. I shall get rid of that bad habit and think think think think think before i buy anything.
For now i had a rough idea of how am i going to deal with my 1st pay. Buy some of the things that's from the wishlist and save some, give my parents some, give my friends a treat..hm..wonder how much would i have left by then.
On thursday, work was fine until i spill that darn cup of milo on the table! Gosh! Damn! At the moment of time, fear came. I dunno what kind of fear, i just had this uneasy feeling. Luckily, my colleague, the always happy-go lucky one helped me, as always. She's always willing to help me, with abit of 'nonsense' to calm things down. Her smile and talking to her always makes ur day. I learnt alot from her and would like to learn more. I hope i won't make silly mistakes again. Cos each time i make one, she will have more to do.
Friday was the worse, mistakes after mistakes i made. Giving my colleague more problems. Haiz..feel damn bad! Shall be careful rather then slow this time. Pray!
Finally, Xero4 is back for another short outing yesterday. We went to Queenstown and eat some really nice food. If u guys wanna know where, ask me..i'll give u more details. We ate alot of food. Hor Fun, Guo tie (Fried and steam dumpings) and there's also sweet and sour soup which i skipped. After all that, we ordered another 30 Guo tie. By then, the auntie whom we ordered from are starting to think if we are really mad to be able to finish sooooo much food. We thought we could until the last few piece, we started to have our stomach bloated up. So, we played games and loser shall eat up the dumpings left.. One by one, the dumpings gone and after everything is finished, we were like pregnant man! After that, stupid Jon went back home as he claims that he can't stay up late with us. So, instead, Me, Gavian and Don went to play pool. Yes, Don's the winner again..hmm..i shall train up myself more. After i reached home, it's soccer match. and YES YES YES!! Man Utd won Bolton by 2-1, closing down the gap from stupid Chelsea to only 7 points. Yes, i said ONLY!
After the game, we saw Jon onlien. Haiz..Disappointment..He still online..he still say he needs to sleep because he has to wake up early this morning. Stupid Jon. U better play ur drums. Judgment day is soon..drawing nearer and nearer
Cut a shitty hairstyle on Wednesday. It sucks big time. Some said it just simply not nice, few say i look like small kid, well, i find it 'just ok'..wahaha..Finally met up with Farhan and he was saying how he's juggling 2 jobs right now. At least it's just for a while. Hmm..this is how we are expericing too. Who doesn't needs money. Money don't drops from the sky or gush out from somehwhere like how water is 'spit' out from fountain. Yet, the standards or living has made it almost impossible for teens like us to enjoy life and at the same time, not spending 'much' money. One trendy t-shirt would cost u one day or even one week pay. Gosh..as much i know precious money is, how it is to earn money, i always fail to appreciate it and would use it without thinking giving much thought. I shall get rid of that bad habit and think think think think think before i buy anything.
For now i had a rough idea of how am i going to deal with my 1st pay. Buy some of the things that's from the wishlist and save some, give my parents some, give my friends a treat..hm..wonder how much would i have left by then.
On thursday, work was fine until i spill that darn cup of milo on the table! Gosh! Damn! At the moment of time, fear came. I dunno what kind of fear, i just had this uneasy feeling. Luckily, my colleague, the always happy-go lucky one helped me, as always. She's always willing to help me, with abit of 'nonsense' to calm things down. Her smile and talking to her always makes ur day. I learnt alot from her and would like to learn more. I hope i won't make silly mistakes again. Cos each time i make one, she will have more to do.
Friday was the worse, mistakes after mistakes i made. Giving my colleague more problems. Haiz..feel damn bad! Shall be careful rather then slow this time. Pray!
Finally, Xero4 is back for another short outing yesterday. We went to Queenstown and eat some really nice food. If u guys wanna know where, ask me..i'll give u more details. We ate alot of food. Hor Fun, Guo tie (Fried and steam dumpings) and there's also sweet and sour soup which i skipped. After all that, we ordered another 30 Guo tie. By then, the auntie whom we ordered from are starting to think if we are really mad to be able to finish sooooo much food. We thought we could until the last few piece, we started to have our stomach bloated up. So, we played games and loser shall eat up the dumpings left.. One by one, the dumpings gone and after everything is finished, we were like pregnant man! After that, stupid Jon went back home as he claims that he can't stay up late with us. So, instead, Me, Gavian and Don went to play pool. Yes, Don's the winner again..hmm..i shall train up myself more. After i reached home, it's soccer match. and YES YES YES!! Man Utd won Bolton by 2-1, closing down the gap from stupid Chelsea to only 7 points. Yes, i said ONLY!
After the game, we saw Jon onlien. Haiz..Disappointment..He still online..he still say he needs to sleep because he has to wake up early this morning. Stupid Jon. U better play ur drums. Judgment day is soon..drawing nearer and nearer
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Finally i've started work ysterday. It's been two days since i started work as a bank assistant in UOB Pte Ltd. wow..some may think that bank assistant is a position whereby one work in a bank, behind the counter, doing some admin stuff. Er, instead of working in the bank, i'm working at UOB bank office - credit/debit card department. The position 'bank assistant' - some may think that it's tough whereas some may think that's it a slack job. Well, to me, it's a mixture of both i would say. I won't say it's tough, cos it's not tough at all. Doing paperwork, photocopying documents, sorting them out and etc..how tough can that be. The only tough part is sitting on the chair for hours, that make my back and neck ache. Other than that, it's not even tough at all. Just boring i would say. Everyday doing the same thing. Well, still, i'm fine with it. It's not really a slacking job as i'm basically working all along and resting only during lunch time. What makes my working mood better is the collegues that i just knew. They were friendly and very easy-going. I've yet to know alot of people and hope i'll have the chance - cos there are alot of females around and nice to make friends right? (got motive one!! Wahaha). In case you haven't know, in my department, there's only two guys. One is my supervisor, another one is me..The rest are all girls. Cool! Wahaha..
Well,, can expect that as bank is usually/ most of the time a female working environment. Nevertheless, i really enjoyed working there day by day. I'm being put under two female. Both are older than me i think. One mature and pretty looking, whereas the other cute and innocent looking. It's funny being able to work with them. Although they didn't give me any stress, i do pressurize myself. As i'm new to suck job, i tried to do things right, sometimes, i still do make mistakes. But they do not mind at all, that make me feel more bad.
In weeks to come, i think i'll get the hang of it. It's the 1st time i work in an office and have my own working desk. I'm going to decorate my working desk, make it feel more like my own. Like that, i'll have a better mood when working. This office that i'm working in isn't that strict. Employees are allowed to wear casual smart attire. Food can be consumed in the office but of cos u can't be eating all the time. I get unlimited flow of drinks too but i don't drink much cos consuming sweet drinks too much isn't good to your body too.
I'm afraid when the contract is up, i might not be ablt to continue. By then, i think i'll develop some kind of relationship with my collegues. They are really great people, even some i haven't know them yet, i can tell from the way they work and talk. Hm..i just can't wait to know more of them..
Later there's going to be champion league match. Hope i have enough of sleep later and wake up. Hmm..hopefully i won't be yawning my way through tml's work.
Well,, can expect that as bank is usually/ most of the time a female working environment. Nevertheless, i really enjoyed working there day by day. I'm being put under two female. Both are older than me i think. One mature and pretty looking, whereas the other cute and innocent looking. It's funny being able to work with them. Although they didn't give me any stress, i do pressurize myself. As i'm new to suck job, i tried to do things right, sometimes, i still do make mistakes. But they do not mind at all, that make me feel more bad.
In weeks to come, i think i'll get the hang of it. It's the 1st time i work in an office and have my own working desk. I'm going to decorate my working desk, make it feel more like my own. Like that, i'll have a better mood when working. This office that i'm working in isn't that strict. Employees are allowed to wear casual smart attire. Food can be consumed in the office but of cos u can't be eating all the time. I get unlimited flow of drinks too but i don't drink much cos consuming sweet drinks too much isn't good to your body too.
I'm afraid when the contract is up, i might not be ablt to continue. By then, i think i'll develop some kind of relationship with my collegues. They are really great people, even some i haven't know them yet, i can tell from the way they work and talk. Hm..i just can't wait to know more of them..
Later there's going to be champion league match. Hope i have enough of sleep later and wake up. Hmm..hopefully i won't be yawning my way through tml's work.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Wednesday
Hasn't been updating my blog regularly despite me still being so free. If u did read my previous post, u would have known that i went for the interview. I received a call from the agent informing me that i got shortlisted. I was over the clouds when i heard that. Can't wait to tell the news to my mum, and poor Don who was waiting for me at Funan IT Mall because i was following someone whom i know to a place where she say there's job opportunities. Well, stupid stuff aren't really worth mentioning but i still wanna say. I realised how stupid i am upon entering the company. The so called 1.5 million makeover company seems no different from any others. As the person brought me through the place, i realised it to be some sort of marketing company. Haiz..they even drag me to listen to a talk, but luckily, i managed to break free of that dumb place.
Rushed to Don and told him the news..as time pass, the fear in me grew. I'm afraid i couldn't meet the company expectations. The company is called United Overseas Bank (UOB). A big company needless to say. Just by the interview, i could see it's a totally new kind of job for me. One that i've never been to work before. Everyone was wearing so formal, it makes it stressful for me as i scared if i didn't do the job well, i'll be like so 'extra', they'll be hiring a useless bum. That apart, i'll try do my job well.
Went to watch 'Dorm' with Don. It was a Thailand horror show. Watching the show certainly bring some comfort to my mixed feelings at that point of time. The show brought out feelings. It makes me feel for the boy. I won't classified this movie under horror as it's all about a boy leaving his home to stay in a dorm. There he found a friend after which he realised is a ghost. He went miles to help his friend reborn as he could see his suffering for re-enacting the whole scene of how his friend died. He helped to the extent of even daring to sacrifricing his life. A rather touching movie i would say. How many of us could actually do that..it's difficult a choice. I give this movie a perfect 5.
After movie, it's down to MOS - Candy Floss Retro. I and Don went in near 10pm. Inside, there's nothing much. Everything has not started yet. So, we walked around and enjoy the music while waiting for more people to come in. There's this friendly female waiter who attended to us. Chatted with her and has a good impression of her. Her smile and charm just simply lives in my mind. Wahaha..maybe someday i go back there, i'll go look for her again. Candy floss retro was simply shiok. I and Don simply enjoyed ourselves. After that day, we realised the best time to go MOS on wednesday is at 12am. That's when people starts to fill the dance floor and simply dance! The best part of that night was around 1:30am. Rocky music started flooding the main arena and i and Don out of the suddenly, got high and dance. It's as if we were under drugs. The music change near 3am and aww, we was kinda disappointed. Not long after, the music starts to get more and more sucky.
Thursday
Went with Don to the job agency to sign the contract. I'm told to start work only on monday. What a relief. Phew..haa..and so, i went with Don to GuanYin Temple and i prayed there. To repay the god for getting me a job. Actually we planned to do lotsa things on that day, but we headed home instead and mapled!
Friday
I went to meet Don early to collect his new passport. Then we proceed to buy the ingredients as both of us will be cooking later in the evening. After buying all the ingredients, we headed to his house put the stuff and went to another shopping centre to get summore ingredient and food for our supper. Wahaha..what big eaters we are. After which we head back to his house again and relax and chill. Finally, it's time to cook
We started off by mixing ingredient for the chicken. We cooked two dishes that evening - Penang Char Kway Tiao and Shrimp Paste Chicken. We made lotsa blunders that evening. But it's only blunders that we learned and become better..isn't it? And so, we started mixing the ingredients then Don went to marinate the chicken with it. So while waiting, we intend to cook the Penang Char Kway Tiao 1st. I have to pound the chilli which i hate it..haa! Then we started to cook. When we need the Kway Tiao, we realised that we forgot to bring it out the fridge. Wahaha...the kway tiao was so hard that i have to soak it a while in the water before putting it all onto the wok. And finally, it's done. We did a little tasting and declare that dish a SUCCESS! Next up, the chickens. We wondered how come there's so much water on the pot that we marinate the chickens only to realised that i forgot to drain away the water i used to watch the chickens. OHOHOH! Big Big BLUNDER. Wahaha..still, we went ahead with it and fried the chicken. Oil was splattering all around..making the whole floor oily. One by one, the chickens was dished onto the plates and we had the 1st bite. This time round, we declared it a SUCCESS too. Hooray, we are potential Chef. Cooking is really lotsa fun and how i wished those times don't end.
After eating, we played some games and it's supper time. We ate, chilli Tuna with Bread, Duck porridge, curry puff and leftover chicken from dinnertime. Full til we can't moved, not long after we finish our supper, we felt sleepy..zzzz
Saturday
Nothing much on this day. Attended my friend's performance at Phunk Bar. Lotsa noisy bands around, why noisy because the vocalist were mostly screaming out rubbish as i couldn't hear a word they 'sang'. My friend's band wasn't too bad.
As there's nothing much, we left and headed home. Swat 4 and maple abit then sleep...
Today
Went to meet up Jon and Don for lunch. Then headed to Bukit Batok to buy Jon's contact lens. Head back home and maple. Yay..i finally levelled up. Hmm..can't wait for 3rd job. I think once i start working, it'll be more difficult for me to level up as the time spend to play will be much lesser.
Tml i'll be starting work already. Feeling very mixed and messy now. Hopefully, tml will turn out to be fine. I have to re-adjust my sleeping hours. Usually, i'll be sleeping like around 4am, now, i'll have to sleep at around 12am to get ample sleep. Waking up at 7am is never easy for me. I'm so afraid i wouldn't be able to wake up because it's been so long since i wake up so early. Hopefully, i'll be able to wake up.
Hasn't been updating my blog regularly despite me still being so free. If u did read my previous post, u would have known that i went for the interview. I received a call from the agent informing me that i got shortlisted. I was over the clouds when i heard that. Can't wait to tell the news to my mum, and poor Don who was waiting for me at Funan IT Mall because i was following someone whom i know to a place where she say there's job opportunities. Well, stupid stuff aren't really worth mentioning but i still wanna say. I realised how stupid i am upon entering the company. The so called 1.5 million makeover company seems no different from any others. As the person brought me through the place, i realised it to be some sort of marketing company. Haiz..they even drag me to listen to a talk, but luckily, i managed to break free of that dumb place.
Rushed to Don and told him the news..as time pass, the fear in me grew. I'm afraid i couldn't meet the company expectations. The company is called United Overseas Bank (UOB). A big company needless to say. Just by the interview, i could see it's a totally new kind of job for me. One that i've never been to work before. Everyone was wearing so formal, it makes it stressful for me as i scared if i didn't do the job well, i'll be like so 'extra', they'll be hiring a useless bum. That apart, i'll try do my job well.
Went to watch 'Dorm' with Don. It was a Thailand horror show. Watching the show certainly bring some comfort to my mixed feelings at that point of time. The show brought out feelings. It makes me feel for the boy. I won't classified this movie under horror as it's all about a boy leaving his home to stay in a dorm. There he found a friend after which he realised is a ghost. He went miles to help his friend reborn as he could see his suffering for re-enacting the whole scene of how his friend died. He helped to the extent of even daring to sacrifricing his life. A rather touching movie i would say. How many of us could actually do that..it's difficult a choice. I give this movie a perfect 5.
After movie, it's down to MOS - Candy Floss Retro. I and Don went in near 10pm. Inside, there's nothing much. Everything has not started yet. So, we walked around and enjoy the music while waiting for more people to come in. There's this friendly female waiter who attended to us. Chatted with her and has a good impression of her. Her smile and charm just simply lives in my mind. Wahaha..maybe someday i go back there, i'll go look for her again. Candy floss retro was simply shiok. I and Don simply enjoyed ourselves. After that day, we realised the best time to go MOS on wednesday is at 12am. That's when people starts to fill the dance floor and simply dance! The best part of that night was around 1:30am. Rocky music started flooding the main arena and i and Don out of the suddenly, got high and dance. It's as if we were under drugs. The music change near 3am and aww, we was kinda disappointed. Not long after, the music starts to get more and more sucky.
Thursday
Went with Don to the job agency to sign the contract. I'm told to start work only on monday. What a relief. Phew..haa..and so, i went with Don to GuanYin Temple and i prayed there. To repay the god for getting me a job. Actually we planned to do lotsa things on that day, but we headed home instead and mapled!
Friday
I went to meet Don early to collect his new passport. Then we proceed to buy the ingredients as both of us will be cooking later in the evening. After buying all the ingredients, we headed to his house put the stuff and went to another shopping centre to get summore ingredient and food for our supper. Wahaha..what big eaters we are. After which we head back to his house again and relax and chill. Finally, it's time to cook
We started off by mixing ingredient for the chicken. We cooked two dishes that evening - Penang Char Kway Tiao and Shrimp Paste Chicken. We made lotsa blunders that evening. But it's only blunders that we learned and become better..isn't it? And so, we started mixing the ingredients then Don went to marinate the chicken with it. So while waiting, we intend to cook the Penang Char Kway Tiao 1st. I have to pound the chilli which i hate it..haa! Then we started to cook. When we need the Kway Tiao, we realised that we forgot to bring it out the fridge. Wahaha...the kway tiao was so hard that i have to soak it a while in the water before putting it all onto the wok. And finally, it's done. We did a little tasting and declare that dish a SUCCESS! Next up, the chickens. We wondered how come there's so much water on the pot that we marinate the chickens only to realised that i forgot to drain away the water i used to watch the chickens. OHOHOH! Big Big BLUNDER. Wahaha..still, we went ahead with it and fried the chicken. Oil was splattering all around..making the whole floor oily. One by one, the chickens was dished onto the plates and we had the 1st bite. This time round, we declared it a SUCCESS too. Hooray, we are potential Chef. Cooking is really lotsa fun and how i wished those times don't end.
After eating, we played some games and it's supper time. We ate, chilli Tuna with Bread, Duck porridge, curry puff and leftover chicken from dinnertime. Full til we can't moved, not long after we finish our supper, we felt sleepy..zzzz
Saturday
Nothing much on this day. Attended my friend's performance at Phunk Bar. Lotsa noisy bands around, why noisy because the vocalist were mostly screaming out rubbish as i couldn't hear a word they 'sang'. My friend's band wasn't too bad.
As there's nothing much, we left and headed home. Swat 4 and maple abit then sleep...
Today
Went to meet up Jon and Don for lunch. Then headed to Bukit Batok to buy Jon's contact lens. Head back home and maple. Yay..i finally levelled up. Hmm..can't wait for 3rd job. I think once i start working, it'll be more difficult for me to level up as the time spend to play will be much lesser.
Tml i'll be starting work already. Feeling very mixed and messy now. Hopefully, tml will turn out to be fine. I have to re-adjust my sleeping hours. Usually, i'll be sleeping like around 4am, now, i'll have to sleep at around 12am to get ample sleep. Waking up at 7am is never easy for me. I'm so afraid i wouldn't be able to wake up because it's been so long since i wake up so early. Hopefully, i'll be able to wake up.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Today kick off with me waking up especially early. At least it's considered early to me. 9 plus am and i'm already awake..rare to find me awake at this hour as i would and should be sleeping like a pig. Today woke up especially early, just to wake from a call from my agent. I'm supposed to go for an interview today and so i purposely woke up early to wait for her to gimme the details. And yea, she finally called after much wait.
Gave me the details and i met Don up. He's accompanying me to the interview and we were planning to play pool too. Had lunch before setting off to Toa Payah HDB hub. I was wondering, if i really worked there, will it be a long trip from home to work and work to home. Check the information chart and it says that from Choa Chu Kang to Toa Payoh will take u ard 38mins excluding waiting time. Which turns out to be quite accurate. Well, if i really get shortlisted and work that, it isn't that bad anyway ( i was thinkin to myself then ).
And so, i reached there early than expected. The interview is suppose to be 2:30pm but i intend to go there earlier as it's always better to be early, especially interview! The HDB hub has lots of lift lobbies. Making me blur. Took two lift wrongly, went to wrong floor. Ask around before finally found the place. That agenet gave me the details, it says 25th storey. When i reach 25th storey, the whole place is like so sercured. It has a tainted glass panel and a telephone by the side with the glass panals door locked! One female suddenly opened the door from inside and told me the interview who's suppose to interview me is on the 18th storey and not 25th storey. ARGH!! Make a wasted trip to 25th storey. And so, i took back the lift and make my way to the 18th storey.
Reached 18th storey. Went in and ask for the interviewer. He came out, dressed formally with tie and look totally a office guy. Luckily, i dressed myself in formal too, well, not as formal as him. He shook my hand and so, we proceed to a room and start the interview. This is the 1st time i attend such a formal interview. He started off by asking me to introduce myself. And so, i introduce myself. Saying out my education, current status, strength and weaknessess. Right after i finishing talking, he starting asking questions. Without any preparation, i just spit out whatever i could think of. Somehow, the usual crappy me, seems to have a fliter in my brain at the point of time. I could think before i say. I realised that i really have to think before i talked. Any mistakes will caused a bad impression. Then he went out to ask me about my experiences. He then tell my about the job scope and expectations. It seems a different kind of job to me and not really what i expected. But i would really love to have it. Somehow, from the way he interview me, i realised that he needs someone who is experience is such field as in those who has experience in admin work. Although he mentioned that he admired my attitude towards work which i crapped abit about, but the impression he gave me is that he would rather choose those that has more experience.
He also asked questions like, " what makes u stand out from other candidates for this job." Totally unexpected, i mentioned about my strength and again crapped abit. I realised that in interviews, if u are just talking about yourself, u might drag yourself into a dangerous sea. Crapping abit will do you good as it somehow creates that kinda of impression that might makes u stand out.
After done with the interview, again, they say they will contact me if i'm shortlisted. So, i'll considered that as a disappointment 1st. Went with Don to town to play pool. again, he's the ultimate winner but luckily this tiem round, there's no punishment. Wahaha..i brought him to a desert shop to have desert. He ordered mango sago whereas i ordered seasame paste with Ah Boling. In case u are wondering what Ah Boling is, it's called Tang(1) Yuan(2) in chinese. And shit. I regretted ordering it. Seeing Don eating the mango sago which is COLD, i regretted ordering something hot. And in no time, he finished up his bowl of desert and while i'm still slowly eating my sesame paste, i starts to feel abit sian. The sesame paste smells so nice when it was 1st served onto the table right in front of me and as i eat, it gets more and more yucky. But the Ah Boling saves me. It's always so damn nice for me to eat that. Yummy, after finish all the Ah Boling on that bowl, it's left with the sesame paste. It taste so weird to me now so much so that it look as if i can never finish it up. Every mouth i take, i feel something terrible down my throat and at last, i couldn't take it. I feel like vomiting. So, we left the place and i bought an ice cold winder melon drink and it manages to prevent me from puking.
By the time i reached home, i started to have a slight headache and by 10pm, it was so pain that i could feel something vibrating in my head. It's as if my whole head wanted to burst. I really feel like banging my head on the wall at that point of time. I actually wanted to continue staying online as i wanted to play maple with Don. But it was so pain that i decided to have a short 'nap' 1st. So i slept for around 2 hours plus and woke up. By then, my head wasn't even pain. Sleeping cures my headache. Wahaha..who says i need Panadol! Saw Don online and he complained that he died two times in maple.
Well, starting off at level 51 isn't easy. Cos by level 51, the degree of the game would by far be more difficult as the monster u handle is different from when u are level 20,30 etc..So it's natural that Don's not used to it yet. But i think that he's starting to get the hang of it. But just now as we played, there this idiot then ks us. Level 74 and so he went around ks-ing us. She even go to the extent to calling his friend and gave Don a mass defame. Afterwhich, they proceed with childish acts like scolding our parents, saying us dogs. And of cos, NOT being childish, we ignored them. How can one be so childish and i mean, it's just a game. Do one have to go to the extent of being so lame. Haiz, but who cares, they can scold all they want, I and Don just wanna enjoy the game. Finally, after much playing, Don's starting to get the hang of it and hopefully, he'll levelled up soon.
Recently, i hasn't been contacting in touch with sis. I know she has common test this week. Jia you and don't give yourself too much stress. Stay positive and good luck for all your tests.
Well, this is by far one of the longest post i've ever posted, if not the longest post. Haha..i'll change my blogskin soon..Tired of it already..stay tuned!
Gave me the details and i met Don up. He's accompanying me to the interview and we were planning to play pool too. Had lunch before setting off to Toa Payah HDB hub. I was wondering, if i really worked there, will it be a long trip from home to work and work to home. Check the information chart and it says that from Choa Chu Kang to Toa Payoh will take u ard 38mins excluding waiting time. Which turns out to be quite accurate. Well, if i really get shortlisted and work that, it isn't that bad anyway ( i was thinkin to myself then ).
And so, i reached there early than expected. The interview is suppose to be 2:30pm but i intend to go there earlier as it's always better to be early, especially interview! The HDB hub has lots of lift lobbies. Making me blur. Took two lift wrongly, went to wrong floor. Ask around before finally found the place. That agenet gave me the details, it says 25th storey. When i reach 25th storey, the whole place is like so sercured. It has a tainted glass panel and a telephone by the side with the glass panals door locked! One female suddenly opened the door from inside and told me the interview who's suppose to interview me is on the 18th storey and not 25th storey. ARGH!! Make a wasted trip to 25th storey. And so, i took back the lift and make my way to the 18th storey.
Reached 18th storey. Went in and ask for the interviewer. He came out, dressed formally with tie and look totally a office guy. Luckily, i dressed myself in formal too, well, not as formal as him. He shook my hand and so, we proceed to a room and start the interview. This is the 1st time i attend such a formal interview. He started off by asking me to introduce myself. And so, i introduce myself. Saying out my education, current status, strength and weaknessess. Right after i finishing talking, he starting asking questions. Without any preparation, i just spit out whatever i could think of. Somehow, the usual crappy me, seems to have a fliter in my brain at the point of time. I could think before i say. I realised that i really have to think before i talked. Any mistakes will caused a bad impression. Then he went out to ask me about my experiences. He then tell my about the job scope and expectations. It seems a different kind of job to me and not really what i expected. But i would really love to have it. Somehow, from the way he interview me, i realised that he needs someone who is experience is such field as in those who has experience in admin work. Although he mentioned that he admired my attitude towards work which i crapped abit about, but the impression he gave me is that he would rather choose those that has more experience.
He also asked questions like, " what makes u stand out from other candidates for this job." Totally unexpected, i mentioned about my strength and again crapped abit. I realised that in interviews, if u are just talking about yourself, u might drag yourself into a dangerous sea. Crapping abit will do you good as it somehow creates that kinda of impression that might makes u stand out.
After done with the interview, again, they say they will contact me if i'm shortlisted. So, i'll considered that as a disappointment 1st. Went with Don to town to play pool. again, he's the ultimate winner but luckily this tiem round, there's no punishment. Wahaha..i brought him to a desert shop to have desert. He ordered mango sago whereas i ordered seasame paste with Ah Boling. In case u are wondering what Ah Boling is, it's called Tang(1) Yuan(2) in chinese. And shit. I regretted ordering it. Seeing Don eating the mango sago which is COLD, i regretted ordering something hot. And in no time, he finished up his bowl of desert and while i'm still slowly eating my sesame paste, i starts to feel abit sian. The sesame paste smells so nice when it was 1st served onto the table right in front of me and as i eat, it gets more and more yucky. But the Ah Boling saves me. It's always so damn nice for me to eat that. Yummy, after finish all the Ah Boling on that bowl, it's left with the sesame paste. It taste so weird to me now so much so that it look as if i can never finish it up. Every mouth i take, i feel something terrible down my throat and at last, i couldn't take it. I feel like vomiting. So, we left the place and i bought an ice cold winder melon drink and it manages to prevent me from puking.
By the time i reached home, i started to have a slight headache and by 10pm, it was so pain that i could feel something vibrating in my head. It's as if my whole head wanted to burst. I really feel like banging my head on the wall at that point of time. I actually wanted to continue staying online as i wanted to play maple with Don. But it was so pain that i decided to have a short 'nap' 1st. So i slept for around 2 hours plus and woke up. By then, my head wasn't even pain. Sleeping cures my headache. Wahaha..who says i need Panadol! Saw Don online and he complained that he died two times in maple.
Well, starting off at level 51 isn't easy. Cos by level 51, the degree of the game would by far be more difficult as the monster u handle is different from when u are level 20,30 etc..So it's natural that Don's not used to it yet. But i think that he's starting to get the hang of it. But just now as we played, there this idiot then ks us. Level 74 and so he went around ks-ing us. She even go to the extent to calling his friend and gave Don a mass defame. Afterwhich, they proceed with childish acts like scolding our parents, saying us dogs. And of cos, NOT being childish, we ignored them. How can one be so childish and i mean, it's just a game. Do one have to go to the extent of being so lame. Haiz, but who cares, they can scold all they want, I and Don just wanna enjoy the game. Finally, after much playing, Don's starting to get the hang of it and hopefully, he'll levelled up soon.
Recently, i hasn't been contacting in touch with sis. I know she has common test this week. Jia you and don't give yourself too much stress. Stay positive and good luck for all your tests.
Well, this is by far one of the longest post i've ever posted, if not the longest post. Haha..i'll change my blogskin soon..Tired of it already..stay tuned!
Monday, March 20, 2006
I have to say something. It isn't lazy of me to blog..it's just that i'm simply moodless and don't have the mood to blog..I'm feeling troubled enough as to not being able to find a job. I've tried for weeks, coming to a month. Haiz..it's the disappointment that gets me feeling so troubled. And from time to time, i get disappointment because i pin too much hope each time i receive calls from my friends and from employers, asking me to go interview. But after each and every interview, i would end up feeling more disappointed. Those employers will always say, "i will give you a call if u are being shortlisted."
After that sentence, i'll never hear from them again. Dumb system CMPB has. Why can't they allocated everyone according to their PES status and give each and every enlistees their enlistment dates. At least it would be fairer. Argh, now i'm still in a 'unknown' state whereby i don't even know when i get enlosted. Damn frustrating. Difference from June and October is full 4 months. That's like SOOOO many months! I can earn lotsa money. Argh..now i'm stuck with completetely no jobs.
Today i was brought to the same job agency that i visited weeks ago by Yang Bing. Had i known he would bring me to this job agency, i would have rejected him. From actually having an interview to having none of the job opportunities at all bring my morale down. Argh...sux man.
Just now i received a call some a female who was speaking so fast then i forgot to ask her where's she from. Now i can only be left dangling down there, waiting for her call. Hopefully i can get her call tml, as she said she will. I WANNA WORK!!
Yay..Aqua road in maple is open. Finally i'm in! I manage to hunt my set of tubes and i got 3/4 tubes for my sister already. Hehe..But Aqua Road is kinda boring. The style of fighting in the map is difficult because it's in the water, i have to constantly float in the water while fighting, which makes it difficult for me to kill those monsters. Nevertheless, i've mastered the art of fighting in Aqua Road. So if u are having difficulties, let me know..hehe..
Finally, Don's playing Maple. Wahaha..actually wanted to sell my level 50 suit to earn some mesos but since he's playing, i shall give him those stuff and earn mesos myself. Meanwhile, i shall pray that that girl who called me earlier on would call me back soon..
*PRAY*
After that sentence, i'll never hear from them again. Dumb system CMPB has. Why can't they allocated everyone according to their PES status and give each and every enlistees their enlistment dates. At least it would be fairer. Argh, now i'm still in a 'unknown' state whereby i don't even know when i get enlosted. Damn frustrating. Difference from June and October is full 4 months. That's like SOOOO many months! I can earn lotsa money. Argh..now i'm stuck with completetely no jobs.
Today i was brought to the same job agency that i visited weeks ago by Yang Bing. Had i known he would bring me to this job agency, i would have rejected him. From actually having an interview to having none of the job opportunities at all bring my morale down. Argh...sux man.
Just now i received a call some a female who was speaking so fast then i forgot to ask her where's she from. Now i can only be left dangling down there, waiting for her call. Hopefully i can get her call tml, as she said she will. I WANNA WORK!!
Yay..Aqua road in maple is open. Finally i'm in! I manage to hunt my set of tubes and i got 3/4 tubes for my sister already. Hehe..But Aqua Road is kinda boring. The style of fighting in the map is difficult because it's in the water, i have to constantly float in the water while fighting, which makes it difficult for me to kill those monsters. Nevertheless, i've mastered the art of fighting in Aqua Road. So if u are having difficulties, let me know..hehe..
Finally, Don's playing Maple. Wahaha..actually wanted to sell my level 50 suit to earn some mesos but since he's playing, i shall give him those stuff and earn mesos myself. Meanwhile, i shall pray that that girl who called me earlier on would call me back soon..
*PRAY*
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
ARGH! Today was different from all other normal holidays. Well, my so called 'holidays'. Today actually intended to go for severals interviews and job application. But in the end, we went for only one. We went to a Job Agency called KELLY SERVICES. It seems a place which is very professional. That highly boost my thinking that i'll get a job here. Introduction by a friend also mentioned that this job agency is good. But it don't turned out to be so. It's so sucky man. They only have A JOB available and it's a contract job. OMg, how am i ever able to go into a CONTRACT job. I called the MINDEF and they can't even give me an answer on when can i get enlisted. My friends mentioned to me before how slow people in CMPB and MINDEF are..today, i hear it for myself..the guy talking to me on the phone is just repreating what the operator is talking. What's the difference of telling me when that dumb operator has already told me, obviously one would have called this line and heard the operator before calling the guy. Oh..how dumb can one be..
Haiz..disappointed and frustrating. Went to this foodcourt to eat..had to walk quite a distance just to find something cheap to fill our stomachs (it's not easy to survive when u don't have an income). After that, we went to Jurong West Library. Eh guys, it's a new library.u guys should check it out..well, it's not the nicest library as compared to the one in Jurong East and the new National Library, but it's certainly a good place for studying. Borrowed a book on Photoshop. Sudden;y, i have a craving for design. I personally feel that designing and ooze out all your creative juices, making u a better thinking person. Flow with what ur mind thinks and i suppose it's an achievement to design something and get comments that are positive and negative.
I was shocked to hear Matt called just before we wanted to left home. He's at Jurong West Library too..i was shocked only to find out it was Muz who asked him to come. Good timing and lucky Matt, later by a few mintues and we are going to HOME SWEET HOME. Matt suggested jamming. WOOT! It's something i haven't done for months, almost coming to a year (in this case, what i mean by jamming is 'rocking' in a proper jamming room, with everyone fully in the band). Shiok, this time round, it was special. It's the 1st time we jammed like this. One started off any thune/chords and other instruments will play accordingly. In the end, we created quite a few song by ourselves and it did actually sounds quite nice too. As always, one hour will be up so soon before we know it. Jamming is never enough but as far as money is concerned, we can only limit ourselves to an hour of fun.
Went home with a heavy heart. Finally, got a precious call from Jon, saying that there's a job for me. Hm..i'm going to try my luck tml..hopefully i'll get it. Yang Bing also says he has got a job for me..ARGH! I simply just can't wait to work.
Don said something to me. Treat this period of time like a holiday. Enjoy it. Having a job will be a bonus. But how can i enjoy without income. I won't have anything to eat. I'll just die at home, munching on bread and buscuits. How sucky man! So no matter what, i'm going to try til i get a job.
Haiz..disappointed and frustrating. Went to this foodcourt to eat..had to walk quite a distance just to find something cheap to fill our stomachs (it's not easy to survive when u don't have an income). After that, we went to Jurong West Library. Eh guys, it's a new library.u guys should check it out..well, it's not the nicest library as compared to the one in Jurong East and the new National Library, but it's certainly a good place for studying. Borrowed a book on Photoshop. Sudden;y, i have a craving for design. I personally feel that designing and ooze out all your creative juices, making u a better thinking person. Flow with what ur mind thinks and i suppose it's an achievement to design something and get comments that are positive and negative.
I was shocked to hear Matt called just before we wanted to left home. He's at Jurong West Library too..i was shocked only to find out it was Muz who asked him to come. Good timing and lucky Matt, later by a few mintues and we are going to HOME SWEET HOME. Matt suggested jamming. WOOT! It's something i haven't done for months, almost coming to a year (in this case, what i mean by jamming is 'rocking' in a proper jamming room, with everyone fully in the band). Shiok, this time round, it was special. It's the 1st time we jammed like this. One started off any thune/chords and other instruments will play accordingly. In the end, we created quite a few song by ourselves and it did actually sounds quite nice too. As always, one hour will be up so soon before we know it. Jamming is never enough but as far as money is concerned, we can only limit ourselves to an hour of fun.
Went home with a heavy heart. Finally, got a precious call from Jon, saying that there's a job for me. Hm..i'm going to try my luck tml..hopefully i'll get it. Yang Bing also says he has got a job for me..ARGH! I simply just can't wait to work.
Don said something to me. Treat this period of time like a holiday. Enjoy it. Having a job will be a bonus. But how can i enjoy without income. I won't have anything to eat. I'll just die at home, munching on bread and buscuits. How sucky man! So no matter what, i'm going to try til i get a job.
