Suffocating..

I should have expected it. The condition is so similar to that of 4 years ago. I'm starting to cough endlessly. Breathing seems harder than ever. Self-medication doesn't helps. The lifting up of the pillow doesn't helps. The drinking of gallons of hot/warm water doesn't helps. I'm getting my inhaler from my friend tomorrow. I don't want to return to that thing again. It's something i haven't used for years and i seriously hate to touch it again. But it seems so unbearable that i have to break this spell.

I'll be consulting the medical officer from Maju Medical Centre tomorrow, hopefully it'll turn out good and he can prescribe me with some cough syrup that would cure my cough so that i won't have difficulty breathing again. I've tried so many cough syrups and none seem to worked. I'm so tired yet so suffocated...