Tired..

I hate this feeling. I felt so restless. I'm not a heavy sleeper, i sleep less than 5 hours on average. Yet, whenever i'm done with guard duty, i always feel as though i need to sleep a full 7-8 hours before i feel myself. I'm not done with sleeping and energizing myself yet, but i had to wake up, to study for exam. This perhaps is just a little sacrifice i made . Not only that, perhaps to add on, the temporary stop of my new hobby - learning card tricks. Plus, i have to reject my friends when they asked me out, keep myself away from this very computer i'm facing now. Studying at home can be a distraction, especially when you let it got the better out of you.

I found a good place to study - SIM. Anyway, Dear is having lessons there, so i made the effort to use that as an 'excuse' to go there and study and it's really a good place, so good that i got Don to join me in it, hopefully, he'll have the same sentiments as i do.

Not a good week in office. Firstly, i was given EXTRAS for something i didn't even know it was wrong. Nobody mentioned to me that the rules has changed, and worse enough, it was a god damn corporal giving me those EXTRAS. Luckily, i managed to get my other colleagues into bringing this absurd matter up the higher ranking officers. My OSM got our heart burning issue settled. EXTRAS were cancelled, that god damn corporal was told off and it was all sunshine again.

My colleagues in my department are going to ORD soon. They got me so envy. I'm just waiting for the Bangkok trip to come and it's counting down for me. I've already had the intention to look for jobs in May, by then i should decide when am i going to study but it won't be that early as i speculate.