Birthday

Happy Birthday? I wouldn’t say this year birthday was really a happy one. 2 years after my 21st birthday, it’s like any other normal day to me when it comes to 23th birthday a day ago. Ever since that eventful birthday which had been made possible by Dearie, my parents and friends 2 years ago (which is my first and only birthday party I ever had), I would have expect the subsequent birthday to be NORMAL. Normal in the sense that there isn’t really much to look forward to. Apart from the fact that I do get to have friend acknowledging this special day for me, my family wishing me and of course, Dearie.

Imagine eating instant noodles all by yourself on your birthday. Imagine traveling out to eat dinner alone. I spent that so called special day on my own. Any other normal day, if I were to do the same thing, it’s considered a blessing because it’s a day away from work. BUT, because I hold some hopes, some hopes in thinking that I’m going to truly enjoy myself with all the wishes and present I’ve received from those who still remembered this special day of mine, plus the fact that my birthday this year is coincidentally a public holiday, which I thought I really ‘tan deo’ (in hokkien).

First and foremost, I thought this would be a very special birthday when my colleagues all sprung me a surprise when my senior suddenly ordered me into the room, lecturing me nicely so as to get into the mood. Suddenly, everyone was out of the office. I didn’t find anything amiss until a birthday cake suddenly pop out held in the hand of one of my colleagues, only then I knew I’m being fooled by my colleagues. Nevertheless, this thoughtful moment by them made me feel that this birthday is a wonderful one. Of course, not forgetting me receiving my very first present from one of the remembered person in my life – Da Jie Jie, when she together with Dearie, sprung me my first birthday surprise.

Of course, my friends never forget me and they never once will as always. They took time out to celebrate for me. I chose the venue and we really had a great time feasting @ Sakae Sushi. It’s great hanging out with them and thanks to them, I no longer need to carry a bag which is more appropriate for outing rather than to work, given my office wear. Thanks to Don, Jon, JJ, Gav.

The next two days are the days I’m looking forward to. However, due to unforseen circumstances, plans changed. My family celebrated my birthday with dinner @ Cafe Cartel instead of the long awaited Fish n Co. Where on my birthday itself were spent all alone. Imagine eating instant noodles and having to travel outside to buy your own dinner...but i suppose with hope and expectation comes disappointment.

Of course, not forgetting my hamsters! Their birthday falls under the same week of my birthday. It's been a year since i brought them back to their new home. I have to say i have been feeling guitly towards them. Especially towards MiuMiu. He now has 2 lumps on his body but yet nothing can be done as the vet has said it's most likely due to the poor genes left to him by his parents. Poor him...Sometimes, i really think is he really enjoying what he's doing now..

I promise them a treat soon and i'm going to do it right after the 'thunderstorm is over'....soon soon..