Goodbye for Now

I've made it clear only to myself. I'm not telling anyone else but myself. I regretted it and i'm sure that i'll keep to my words. But somehow, an inner emotion is developing in me. It's painful yet it woke me up from reality. Everybody helped me in it, but nobody knows really how i feel about the whole thing. No one truely understands...i'm not in the right mood. I just feel like disappearing for awhile.

So friends, don't be surprised. But whatever dates i have with you guys, i'll turn up. Don't probe, don't ask, don't question. Hopefully by the time i return back from holiday next week which i reckon i won't be able to enjoy much, everything will be better. Perhaps this will be my final post in many weeks to come.