Yesterday was good...Woohoo...or actually i should start my post now from Friday..I went to consult a doctor on Friday, took Mc..sick sick sick...my asthma hasn't been any better and i really really really really really wish to get well now..Please all GODS!! Save me this time..Since i didn't go sch, i went to meet Gavian and Jonathan..We went to supermarket to buy our foods as we are going to have a cooking feast that very night.
After that, went to Sim Lim Square to but my very 1st Digital Camera!! Firstly, i went to this sucker shop, i wanted to buy the Digital camera, but the shop owner was like " What are you looking for?" then i replied" just looking around" then he said, " if leave if you don't wanna buy, i'm very busy"..I was like, what the hell, so i 'greeted' him off with a glare! Then i went to this shop, the salesman was very friendly and so is the boss, i saw this very nice Camera and so i bought it..I'll show you some of the masterpiece i took using the Camera i bought.. So we rushed back to Gavian house and started cooking. We took around an hours plus to cook finish all the food..Below are our masterpiece..hehex

After eating a sastifying meal, we started to rock the house with our 'weapons'...played quite a few song and we really really enjoyed ourselves..We play for hours and the next day, we continued..Below are the 'Future Rock Stars'..Please support us!!

At night, we went to visit some places for some stuff..It was very cool...enjoyed myself alot, been to places i have never been to actually..and some places which i have been to bring me back to those nice moments i used to have..eventually, i reached home at around 4am and turn in at 6am!! This is madness..haa...it's been so long since we last enjoy ourselves and reach home so late..

Today or rather yesterday which is Sunday, i and Don went to Deanna house. This is my first time there and it was cool. I get to play badminton, soccer and some TEDIOUS cycling with Deanna and Don..I find Deanna quite cute but quiet..haa..maybe she's shy..basically, i enjoyed myself very much and i find her whole family very cool and friendly..OH ya, her sister is pretty too..hehe..let's look forward to the upcoming event..woohoo

Suddenly, my heart is very heavy..very very heavy..filled with worries, troubles...tml i will be going to consult a doctor again...will this be my final visit? Can i recover after this visit? I really really really hope so...so much so that i keep on thinking about it..My project has been dangling down there and i'm not doing much..i don't know how to do it, how?? how?? How??

Today i was talking to Samantha, about some stuff about lives...indeed life is a suffering..but it can be enjoyable at the same time..We lose somethng but at the same time, we gain something..vice versa..At her age, i impressed by this very sentence she said 'a rainbow will appear after a stormy rain' ..it does happen in reality, i guess right now..both of us are in this stormy rain, desperately waiting for the rainbow to appear..hope it does appear soon..i really need to unload my burdens..at least some of it..Assurance has been given by me(some kinda of assurance)happy but sad at the same time, cos this assurance draw me closer to certain things..i'm afraid, once it's gone, i will be very very very upset..but well, that's life and i can't face it yet...

I'm sick!! I'm sick!! Omg, my asthma has been lingering around the whole of me, exhausting and consuming all of my energy, concentration and basically the whole of me..Seen the same Doctor for 2 times, the prescription he gave was quite lousy..the medicine helps initially but after a while, my asthma came back..i wanna change to Chinese Physician/Doctor..Anyone knows of any chinese phisician or doctor who treats asthma? Please let me know..ARGH!!

Ohohoh..It's been quite sometimes since i last blog..i was busy with a great time of chalet..Started off during Friday, went to watch an anticipated movie called "The Maid" and let me tell u this, this movie sucks big time...Horror shows and movies i have seen enough, this can be added into one of the lousiest Horror movie ever..Lame!! Aftert the movie, we for supper then to Aranda Country Club..We played Majong, Playstation 2, Chatted the whole day also..Time really flies....when we realised the time, it's already 6am..so we turn in

Woke up at 2pm then went to buy our stuff to get ready for the bbq..and rented bicycles..shiok, so the BBQ started..Good news is my favourite students's coming..making me more happier..haha..went to fetch them with Samantha always poking fun on me..and really had fun with them with Samantha so enthusiatic to play Majong, so me,Gavian and Jesse taught and play with her, while Shaoqi is playing with our mobiles phones as she's not interested. Soon, they went back, felt abit of loneliness..haha..then, it's down to riding time..And let me tell u, this is the 1st time i rode so far and long..rode til my legs are cramp and numb and PAIN!!! We rode from Pasir Ris to Chang Airport there...finally give them after riding on an endless road..Then we faster rush back and have a good shower..I was the 1st one to fall asleep..too too too tired..

And so, everything ended with my legs still feeling very pain..but i did enjoyed myself..Just reach home a moment before from Meeting..i felt that passion, and i am starting to imagine..how i am going to live what i am doing now..at the same time, worrying about my studies and how i am going to miss those kids..time will heal? i don't know..

Oral Ends..Sadly..

And so...the whole oral booster event ended..time really really files..sadly..yes..sadly..Yesterday the whole event was quite relax..although the students is especially many, we were still able to handle. Seeing lotsa and lotsa students i remembered and knowing more and more new students, i feel like a big brother going around and taking good care of them Laughter from their hearts always make us coaches feel more than happy and delighted. Yet again, i'm being put under ShaoQi and Samantha..haha..i put them under me, hey this time i'm not being biased. I give whoever is their favourite students to the respective coach..I guess everyone is happy except for jonnyboy..HAHA!! Jon, i already help u, just now don don't dive u the chance..just slap him if u want. I had lotsa fun with these two girls and they said they like the gift i gave them..so touched..thanks Jon for that too!! Hehe..When going for dinner, realise that i actually had alot to do than expected for my project..when i actually reach home, i;ve no mood to do..haha..someone i felt amiss...maybe i worried about my favourite students too much..haha..Samantha keep on sms-ing me and calling me, adding to my worries..haha..luckily just now, i revise with her last min..she's just so funny and nice..

I've taught quite a few students in ACES before and i hope whoever is taking the oral exams to give their very best. Goodluck to all of you..Especially those i put extra effort in..HAHA..

Today went gym alone initially, wah shiok..did alot of workout..til i feel so exhausted..Went home and called that poor poor Samantha..Though ShaoQi can't call me, let's give her moral support instead..Alot of people keep on asking me abt my previous blog..well, she still remain as pathetic as ever and making puke each time her name is mentioned..She simply sucks..

Tml i will be going Chalat..hooray..hope i wun get irritated by stupid things and just play play play and play..

I realise something today..actually i sensed it a few weeks ago..but i really really confirmed..What Gavian told me before, i can really believe. She's not the one i used to have a good impression of..She starting to judge people..She always say that i'm not treating her well or good enough, it's not that i'm not..but she give me the impression that she choose whoever she wanna hang alongs with and communicate.She always like to assume stuff..i hate it alot..always assuming things, i know she lied to me sometimes, i always pretend i dunno.. Come on, i'm seriously not a toy to be played me - when u are in good mood, u play with me, when u are not, u throw me to one side. U used to be a girl that i like, to the extent of great liking..but not anymore..all because of what u did..well, indirectly..i may be wrong perceiving things like that but anyway, i can assure myself that u are really not the wonderful girl i always thought u were. I live for myself with support from my great friends, why's the big deal without you. I regret what i did around a month ago..Simply regretted!! But also because of that, i knew what kinda person u are..u simply sucks!!

Saturday Saturday Saturday..how i miss last Saturday..It's one of my most memorable Saturday..Started the day waking up early yet again, but come again, it's ok..for i know i am going to have a fun day that very day..Went to Holiday Inn Atrium and help to set up all those stuff then just waiting for that very moment..Samantha reaches 1st and naturally, come to me..(Cos i'm her 'bro') haha! Don and Jon, Don't be jealous..As usual, Shao Qi confirm overslept...so Poor Samantha has to wait til Shao Qi comes...Then we had our fun..Samantha is bad, don't wanna let me take photo of her..The whole event went well until the parent session..aww..the whole event was dragged til late..nevertheless, i'm still happy..i'll be able to see them again..great..let's wait for that very day...looking forward..

Sunday came and i get to know w few cool students..Hehe. i'm finding fun in this job more and more and starting to love it more..if only i don't have to study..if not, i'll be able to work more often..sob sob...This year i'm gonna miss ENPEC, so sad..i had always wanted to join, since last year but never got the chance to..i guess some of the students might be disappointed too, cos they do miss me just the way i do..sob..

Yesterday was National Day..Boohoo...Singapore's turning 40..Singapore still needs lotsa support to call itself a good good good nation..Well, let's drop this boring topic..Went out with my buddies and also with Pan, Ann etc...went to watch wedding crashers..A very funny show, never more funny with Gavian laughing high pitch to my ears and Jonathan shouting "ohhhhh ssshhhiiitttt" to my left ear..haa..the show is NC16 and certainly it is, had some rather crude scenes, however, i feel that there's some scene being cut away...boo boo..

After that, went to get some gifts and presents for some really good and nice people in my life..hehe..Then it's down to neoprint..ooh..will find time to scan those neoprints so check out my blog soon..Dinner was late and at esplande..Cool and Hot it was...Cool because of the fireworks and Hot because of the environment..haa..Don would sweat like pig if he's there..Then we went to hear Ann sing..nice voices she had...envy envy envy..omg..i'll just stick to play my guitar..And maybe Jon's DRUM!! Hahah..woohoo, gonna collect his drum later..shiok..

Natural Objection coming up!!

Today was a very good day to me..First of all, everything in the event went on quite well..In fact very well, alot better than yesterday. Everything is more organised. Thanks to Great, Wonderful Jon..He let me coach his favourite student - YunRu...oops...let don't seems to be the appropiate word..Anyway, the students today really made my day. All were well-behaved and the best of all, had a very good chat with my group members. Although Matthew may seems to be abit quiet, i find him cool...Most of the time, i would be chatting with Yun Ru...find her quite a serious and hardworking girl, at the same time, innocent and great girl. Well, added her into my cart of favourite students..Haa...Today Mildred was with us coaching..hopefully it's a good experience for her..And oh ya, sorry Don!! I didn't mean to press your ears so hard, i din notice the ear sticks on your left ear...Please forgive me..haa...worse to worse, i let u pinch mine next time..Hee...

Pheobe and Lina was forever laughing whereas Jeanette and Yun Ruin keep on gossiping and doing wierd and funny stuffs...anyway, other than all that, all was fun and well. After that, we went to had dinner, wasn't really spectacular..quite ok bah..I'm looking forward to 13th cos two of my favourites students will be there..Hehe..Yawn Yawn, totally shagged out now..signing off.....

I Failed my Driving test..Aww...i'm feeling very demoralised...I actually got 34 points?!?!!! Omg...i really let myself and my parents down..the worse thing is that my next test comes only in November..i was like What The HELL!! Haiz..i'm really feeling damn down...furthermore, i didn't manage to finish project on time but nevertheless, i still handed in..suddenly, a big boulder of rock seems to be unloaded off my shoulder..or rather, brain..haiz...

Today was a good day..I worked for ACES at Holiday Inn Atrium today..hehe..was quite fun..get to see Samantha today but that stupid Jonathan keep on disagreeing with me..don't let me coach Samantha..Wah lau..yet he himself still wanna coach YunRu..No Way man!!!!!!! I'm going to make sure he don't get his way..That's soooo soooo sooo unfair...he can coach his favourite Student yet i can't?!?! Dammit..I don't care, the next time Samantha and ShaoQi turns up for any events, i shall be their coach..Makes quite a few friends tday too...but there's still few boys who are misbehaving too..hopefully tomorrow will be better...argh...whatever...let's not mention it..

The dinner today was terrific..not the best of food but nevertheless sastifying..But oops..i drank cold water today so felt a little bit unwell towards the end of the days...Look forward to next week...Woooooooooooooooo....

I'm going nuts...i'm rushing project like mad...very afraid that i can't finish it on time..1st time in my life in poly to feel like that...omg...my friends are all doing so fine...shit man..what am i supposed to do...I'm not used to my pc now..Everything is gone...my songs..my photos..my projects...sob sob...I just can't wait for this friday to end..

Sis, whatever the case, i'm always there and cheer up...

Today was a bad bad bad sad sad sad day...My computer suddenly broke down..leaving me feeling desperate and helpless..To me, my computer is my life..i simply can't live without it just like how humans cannot live without food and water..ARGH!! Everything in my computer is gone..Gone For GOOD!!!!!!! I'm feeling so stressed up, my photos, songs, videos, projects etc etc etc are all gone..I feel like dying man..haiz..Mood has been low..

Went to school today feeling down, saw my friend's projects, all done quite alot already, i'm still lagging behind like a worm..omg!! I must buck up!!!! This friday have to hand in...Please wish me goodluck people..Haiz....

Suddenly, i feel like i hasn't been a good son to my mum and dad...and not a good brother to my younger bro..i don't know why i feel that way...sob...i must show more care and love for them...just wanna let them know..i really love them very much..

Laziness has prevented me from blogging yesterday..Yesterday my bro and i went to celebrate my mum birthday in advance. Knowing my mum loves japanese food, i search all over Singapore for nice Teppenyaki Restaurants and manage to find one in IMM. It' s called Hoshio Restaurant. We went there for the dinner and it turn out to be a disappointment. Yucks..the food is tasteless and not so nice but however, my mum enjoyed it not because of the food but because her two precious sons celebrated it for her..Hehe..May she have all her wishes come true!

Today woke up early to settle some stuff..rushed home den played my computer for a while before lying back on the bed. I was deadbeat! After that, went reluctantly to Ps to catch movie with my good old buddies. Why reluctant, because i wasn't really interested in the movie after watching the preview and i was exhausted. But i never regretted it, The show was very very nice. It's called 'Stealth". I'll give it 9.5/10. It was quite touching and with a good storyline and simply superb. After that, it's down to whacking balls. Today was especially fun, because we had two table and loser will wait for either table to finish a game and challenge the winner of that table. Gavian was kinda out of luck cos he keeps on losing...that Don is forever winning, he dun seems accurate but his shots always went it..frustrating playing with them but nevertheless, it'll improves my Pool skills..

Went for supper then back home...now relaxing in my cosy, air-conditioned room...hm....feeling tired now..Yawn Yawn

Today was totally tired man.Dun feel like going out..promised Aisyah to help her reformat her pc..in the end, i dragged til around 12 plus then i leave my house. My bed was always there for me to laze around..hehex..After that, it's down to Aisyah's hse. Tried reformatting her pc and in the end dragged until 5pm. Because of some technical stuff..have to drag til 5pm. Jon said we are still going to Gym..i was feeling sooo sooo soo lazy but nevertheless, i still went. All because i wanna gain weight, keep fit and maybe have a body that's not so skinny. I'm not a bamboo stick afterall.

So went gym, Jon's late but i joined my bro 1st. Learn quite some stuff from Jon again today. That's why i say, going gym with jon is always good. In no time, i will be able to fulfill what i want with the grat help from Jon. After that, went for a sastifying dinner..Carbo and Protein intake is greatly appreciated by me. Then proceed to Jon's hse to reformat his pc with the intention of staying overnight. (Don't misunderstand wor) Luckily manage to reformat after several attempts..til now, still not done yet..haa..guess we gonna sleep at 4/5am...yawn yawn..

Just read Don's blog, was quite touched and seriously i din regret having him as friend..It's kinda funny how we got as good friends..I already treated him into part of my life, along with Xero 4 members..I'll also write a tribute to my friends..but before them, i'll write to my mum..cos her birthday is coming. Gonna celebrate her birthday in advance today..hope she'll like the arrangments i made..guys, check back on 6/7/2005 for the tribute i made to my mum..!

Today, someone told me how she's being wronged. I under stand how she feels..it just puzzled me that why can't people put themselves in other people shoes and try and understand from the other point of view instead of just directly condemnming the person straight away. It's very unfair to them..Such people are to known as selfish, pathetic and petty. It's not the accusal that hurts people but it's the scar that's left..It don't just stay there for hours, it can stay there for days, weeks and even months. Bless these victims and Curse those selfish people!

Woke up today with a damn lousy mood..heavy heart filled with troubles...ARGH!!! Went online then started slacking..

Anyway, my mood turns better because i knew there's always someone i can turn to..my sis!! hehe..and lastly, there's these 4 person...they are just great..i feel happier now..

i live for myself.......

One word to summarise the whole day outing - BAD! That's why i'm using this colour in this post. Firstly, i guess i caused some misunderstanding between my side and the great gals(pan, ann etc). Secondly, had a real bad headache and in the end, giving one dark dull face to my buddies (Sorry Don, Jon, Gav and all...if i've offended u guys)..Guess lastly, i spent too much today, way way too much, have been over spending alot recently and i am really at my wits end..shit shit shit..Whatever the case, today sux big time! Apologies to all for those unnecessary misunderstanding and offences..

I'm really touched by pan and all for trying to meet up, yet we keep failing and disappointing them..time just don't match and i appreciate for what's they have..thanks thanks thanks..u people are just so great and i would certainly like to hear ann sing..there will be a chance and i do have a song for u to sing..would u mind?

Watched the movie - The Island..Was rather a nice movie but not that spectacular..maybe because i feel like dozing off during the movie, feeling damn uneasy because of the headache and also of some unhappy events..Well, people do say tomorrow will also be better, let's just hope so..

Wet Dreams 2

Today was great..Woke up only to found out my precious mummy bought me rice..hehe..so glad..So went online and ate the rice...School's starting at 1pm so as usual, i'll be taking my own sweet time..Reached sch feeling extra good today..Didn't know why.just feel great..Time pass fast in school and before i realised, it's 5pm!! Look forward to meeting My buddies..

Upon reaching, i walked and waited for the gang to come, late as usual..Haha..Then we proceed on the watch the long-awaited movie - Wet Dreams 2..Although i missed the 1st part, i still look forward to this..thinking that this would be a rather funny comedy even though it's in korean. It didn't turn out to be a disappointment..in fact i give it almost full marks, just because the ending wasn't that nice..But on the whole, it's a very funny movie..Jon and Gav are always laughing the loudest with me and Don stuck in the middle, hearing them laugh louder than the Surround Sound! For those who has no intention of watching, let me tell u abit about this movie.

This movie is about 3 girls, all curious about how man can get aroused. There's this girl who met her man of destiny in her dreams and eventually found out that it's her teacher. She tried ways to make him fall in love with her, even to the extent of sleeping with him. But she had this rival who has a great figure as compared to her.Because of this, she always get bullied and call a girl and not a woman. She feel inferior and try ways to find out how does it feels like to be a woman. She tried cucumber with condom on it but only to be eaten by his dad without knowing anything, eventually she had her 1st period and she was so happy about it. But by then, guess she realise something and goes for another guy.

I think i missed out a few parts, anyway, it's a nice movie, faster go watched it before it disappear from the box office..I'm waiting to attack this guy in Gangsterhood..oh ya, by the way gangsterhood is a game that quite fun..those interested please register on this website --> http://www.gangsterhood.net <-- Have fun!! Looking forward to tml..

Finally, Lecturer accepted the form and the plans of my buildings. Finally can proceed on with my projects. Took me days , in fact, weeks to get this done. I'm quite excited on how my building is going to look like..hehe..can't wait. .

Yesterday, my day ended badly. Just because of what Jonathan said. Sometimes, u just have to believe there's actually people who are damn irritating and Childish. SHITHEAD! Argh...stupid..Sis is feelin bad this few days, everyone seems to be in this kinda stucked up mood. What's actually happening..Just let hope she'll be ok, whatever happens, i'm here..always...24 hours available..(I'm 7-Eleven)..In fact that applies to those who knows me, or rather, those whom i regard as friends.

Today my driving revision wasn't quite ok..I thought that it would be bad the moment i saw that instructor..This instructor is really having PMS at times..But today, he taught me alot of things..Initially during the revision, i wasn't used to the whole machine called 'Car'..Everything is like so not smooth and inaccurate..But lucky, he's patient enough today to correct me. I've learnt quite alot today and hopefully i can pass my test when that DAY comes. After driving lesson, i and Jon went gym. He's my instructor (haha, he's always my gym instructor if he's around). Did quite lof, realise my fitness isn't as good as before, most probably it's due to the recent period of time whereby i fall sick..But luckily, i'm recovering well..still not fully recovered yet but i'll try not to consume too much cold stuff and oily food..

Out of the sudden, i really wanted to see those kids again...can I?

Yesterday was very cool..Made alot of new friends most importantly..haha..Started off by meeting mildred at CCK..This girl is always rushing one as she's always late..i'm used to it, so it;s ok..haha..den we rushed to meet Don and gang. Somehow, the journey was longer than usual but has never been more pleasant with mildred. There's jam on the expressway and it took longer than usual. After that, we rushed to meet them and proceed to the Parksuites. Parksuites is a service apartment whereby the 2 storey apartment is being rented to people i suppose. It's located in the heart of orchard. Cool indeed, with quite a few nice amenities. When all was present, we went to Alvin's apartment and so the meeting started. After the meeting, it's down to introducing ourselves..Everyone present in that room seems cool and friendly, that's when i felt that there's no need to be so 'anti-social' after all. So we went introducing ourselves with Uncle Ben always there to Lighten the atmosphere well.

After introducing, got to know better and proceed to dinner. Dinner was scrappy but nevertheless, good. We found a potential vocalist for our band much thanks to me and gavian calling out for a vocalist during our introduction because we knew someone out in theat four walls, surely there's someone we need..my instincts told me that..Well, i'll contact her soon..

After all that, it was down to clubbing time. Lawrence manage to get quite a few invites for us people because it was Trance Republic yesterday night. Somehow, my cousin can't make it because he brought one underage chap and so he decided to not leave his friend alone and went out with him. I promised to bring him again next time, well, this time only him i guess..And so, we went in and look for those people. I know this guy called Ben. He's good at his magic tricks and i did learn from him, and i find him very cool. Quite fun to see what's he's working as and find it cool. Monica and Lala wanted to go CB (ChinaBlack) and asked us to tag alone. Well, i have this thing in mind - I would never go there unless it's someone (Female) who i'm quite close to or comfortable with asked me to. If not, let's just forget about that darn place. That Jon is like so pyschotic, wanting to go with them. Parly because of the music is trance. Haha, still he stayed along with don and we did have a few fun events. I must say Don is building up more courage in him already and we actually danced with four JC girls but in the end all elft after a while. After that, we went to and fro Zouk and Phuture. I and Jon went to Phuture at a certain time and manage to dance with this group of girls. I can see very much, jon is enjoying very very well. Why? Ask him yourself if u know him..After that shortly, everyone show signs of tiredness..especially jesse. So Jonathan, Jesse and I went to the petrol station and grab a bite and waited for everyone to come out before we went for supper.

Supper was great, the chicken rice was power and sastifying. Then we went back to Parksuites. I and Don bathed and wanted to sleep already, That stupid Lawrence say he wanted us to go down and talk to Jesse when he is the pro. Still we went down but came back for a while, Don't know he asked us down for what..He's good enough to talk to Jesse. Morning came and by the time we (me and don) woke up, it's afternoon already..We went to changed and chatted for a while before leaving. Lawrence is obviously super high and started crapping all the way until he left. Me, Don and Gav went to walk Far East for a while den left for Home. Feeling tired today, slept quite alot..Well, School's tml...looking forward to Wednesday!